A.N: Sirius is one of my favorite characters, I love writing about him...I nearly fell off my bed that night I read the part where he died. Sigh. I tried to go inside his head, and thought, what would a dying man think? Oh well, only reviews will tell! R&R if you think it's worth it, enjoy!
What?
I'm hit. How can I be hit?
That's impossible…Bellatrix couldn't beat me…
We disliked each other for sure, but to have my own cousin kill me…
Did she really hate me that much? I used to think I hated her so much, but now I don't know…
Bella, I'm sorry. Not for what I've done to you, but what our families did.
They corrupted you, planted to seed of evil and nurtured it. I don't know what to say to you anymore…
Harry. God, James, I'm sorry. I failed to protect you, Harry.
Who will look out for you now? All the things I wanted to say and do with you.
Now I will never laugh with you again. I'll never have the chance to fly through the air with you, and see how good you are on a broom.
I will never be able to tell you how proud I am.
Peter Pettigrew…strange, I feel no anger. No resentment. Only bittersweet sadness.
Oh, Peter, why did you betray us? You were one of us…a Marauder…
I will never again be able to recount the many adventures we had at school.
Moony! I'm sorry of all the times I teased you and tried against your will to hook you up with Nymphadora…don't tell her I called her that, though…
Remember, Moony. You may have your furry little problem, but you're still Remus Lupin, the one I know and love as a brother. And anyone who says else wise is an asswipe.
Albus, you old fool. Why don't you trust Harry enough to tell him the secrets that are his to keep? Don't you remember how many times I've asked you to trust him?
You were a good headmaster, a brilliant wizard. Do you remember how girls swooned at my feet when I was in Hogwarts? I miss those days…Albus, thank you for trying. I know it's hard on you too.
Hey, Mad Eye Moody. I…can't believe you'll never snap at me again. How did I get hit? You told me every bleeding day…CONSTANT VIGILANCE!
Ginny, I don't know you very well, but I know that you and Harry love each other. Look out for him, and be there for him when he needs you…because I won't be there.
Ron, Hermione, you are such good friends to Harry, thank you…for saving me when I was on the run. Harry needs you, too. Go through the ups and downs together, eh?
Snivell – Snape. I can't believe I can think of you as I'm dying. You must be delighted to hear I'm dead. But as much as I can't stand your slimy guts, you're on our side. Protect Harry as you promised Lily, or I'll kick your ass when you die and come join me. And yeah, I know what you promised to do. Thank you…for helping Harry.
Why are we enemies again?
Right…James and I used to prank you at school. I should be sorry – Albus has reprimanded me endless times – but it's just so funny. So I won't apologize. What I will do is to thank you….thank you.
Blimey…is this what it's like to die? I regret a lot of things I've done, but now I will pay the price.
I had a good life while it lasted…I'm happy now. Harry, don't mope over me…I want you to live!
Lily, Frank and Alice, all my old friends…
James, I'm coming…wait for me just a bit longer…I'm here…
As Sirius' body curved into an arc, he fell almost gracefully through the veil, into the darkly soothing embrace of Death's swooping arms.
And Sirius Black laughed for the last time before his eyelids fluttered shut…