For Rachel! Happy Birthday, I hope you'll like this!
nothing else and never near
it has always been Lysander
or, really,
!L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R!
and you've been
!L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R!'s twinbrother
nothing more
it's odd a c t u a l l y
why?
?what's the difference between you?
same hair
~playing~ in the ~wind~ if you are
!L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R!
and if you are lorc
soSOso like !L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R!'s
same eyes
greysteelinnocent
*sparkling* like *stars* if you are
!L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R!
and if you are lorc
spitting IMAGES of !L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R!'s
same lenght
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»impressive« and »admirable« if you are
!L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R!
and if you are lorc
EXACTly like !L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R!'s
the o n l y thing that you have for
yourself
is your comforting hugs
your helpful way
your kind smiles
BUT
these excellent qualities
are used o n l y on those
!L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R! has h-u-r-t-e-d
Lily have had her fair share
so has Dom and Roxie
and now
nownownownow
your shirt is damp
thanks to Lucy
cradling in your arms
©Ü®$¶Ñξ
!L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R!
sobbing and wetting your chest
and you,
you help her cursing him
'cause, he deserves it
no matter he is your
other /h/a/l/f/
and you can't live without
!L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R!
((just like everyone else, right, sweetie?))
you still don't want Lucy to be
u p s e t
c r y i n g
like this
you want her
s m i l e s
l a u g h s
and the warmth
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in her eyes
but
((this is importantly, so listen carefully, dear))
the warmth should not be directed to
!L·Y·S·A·N·D·E·R!
but to you
and since that is ImPoSsIbLe
then you rather have her like this
you know you're selfish
but it's the TRUTH
have her close (closeclosecloser) to you
holding her hard (hardhardharder)
and
nevereverneverever
letting go
just
sitting there
foreverevereverever
hugging her tight (tighttighttighter)
watching every single
t-t-e-e-a-a-r-r-d-d-r-r-o-o-p-p
rolling down those
pale cheeks
and
pretending they don't
exist because
of your (yes, your) brother
pretending she isn't
crying because
of him
pretending she's happy
that she's in your arms because
of you
because of
!L·O·R·C·A·N!
pretending it's all
because she loves you
Luckily you've inherited your mum's imagination, luv.
Because it's just a question of time
until she will slip
away from
you
with dried tears and
an awkward
smile on
those
lips