A/N; I don't write smut but this does deal with sexual content. I will probably be dealing with my OTPs. But I suppose you can request couples if you really want.

Summary: The aftermath of the first times together between certain TD couples. Short drabbles. First up: Doey.

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Nothing Like the First Time

Duncan and Zoey

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Duncan was no inexperienced virgin and sex had always been well... sex. It was good, Courtney was always pretty wild and crazy in the sack. Gwen was surprisingly less so (but still good in her own way). Either way, it had never been particularly emotional for him before, which is why he didn't understand at all why he would be crying this time. As a rule he didn't cry and he most certainly didn't cry during something like sex.

But everything got the better of him. And he didn't know if it was prison or Zoey that made him all soft and gooey on the inside but he cried. And the last thing he wanted was for Zoey to call attention to it. She was trying to snuggle up to his side and then placed a concerned hand on his arm, whispering in the dark, "Duncan, are you okay?"

Darn. He froze up. Of course, she was always concerned about his feelings and it was just too much for him. "Ye-yeah. Fine." He wasn't entirely fine, he was embarrassed. The sex had been good but there had been all these feelings overwhelming him and when she said that she loved him, he just couldn't help himself. Why couldn't he be tougher about this?

"Are you sure because you don't seem like you're fine."

"Okay I'm not fine," he grumbled. "What do you want me to say?"

"Just say what you feel."

He wasn't used to just saying what he felt. He didn't even know if he could express it. Being on the inside, cut off from the world made him more appreciative of what he'd taken for granted before. He pulled her closer to him with his arm around her. "I dunno babe. I don't normally- well, you know." Cry during sex. That sounded too weird to vocalize. Three words no man should say ever.

"It's okay to cry," Zoey said softly, "it's natural to be emotional."

"No it isn't." It was weird to be emotional and he felt exposed and stupid. "And no one can ever know."

She brought her hand up to stroke his chest in small swirly patterns. "Well I think it's sweet."

He closed his eyes, took a deep breath and accepted that. "Yeah," she would think it was sweet. She'd been assuming he was a sweet guy ever since she met him and it wasn't likely to change. So, fine, whatever, there was a part of him that was sweet. He'd own it. It just all was too much. Zoey accepting him for who he was. Gwen dumping him. Courtney not even caring about him anymore. Scruffy. Petey. And if he thought about stuff like that he was probably going to start crying again.

Water welled in his eyes. Dammit. But he wasn't going to talk about it. He just held her close as if she was the only thing keeping him together for as long as she'd let him and he hoped next time he wouldn't cry like this.

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Introducing the new emotional Duncan.

He's such a sweetie.