A/N: Oh my god…this is the third fic I've written in the same number of days! I'm officially on a writing binge! And I will celebrate! YAY!! *celebrates* Now that *hic* my bout of prolonged *hic* madness has been con*hic*firmed, I'd like to ann*hic*ounce to the whole *hic* world at large that *hic* I will *hic* probably *hic* stay this *hic* way *hic* for the *hic* rest of the *hic* summer, so watch*hic*  out! ^_~ *hic*

*hic hic hic hic hic hic hic hic hic hic hic hic hic hic*

*HIIIIIIIIIIICCCCCC*

(stops *hic* speaking and starts *hic* writing furiously)

This is a Kakyou fic, written basically because I've been going through my X translations again and reading the parts where Kakyou plays a part and I feel sorry for the guy ^^;; I mean, he's comatose, destined to wake up "the day when the end of the earth is decided" (thank you, KatKo!), which can't really be encouraging since you have a 50/50 chance of waking up just when the Earth is being destroyed, O_o and to top it all off he's got a love life that'll probably be stagnant to high heaven until, well, he gets to heaven O.o And then my brain started working and wala! I got this fic.

It's set somewhere in the middle of the timeline, from when Kotori and Kakyou meet in his dreams in X7 to just before Kakyou decides to take Fuuma's hand in X9. Kinda lot of material to cover, but this fic is quite short, I promise you. ^_^

X belongs to the Invincible Manga Goddesses, the studio of CLAMP. ^^;;;

Redemption Monologue

and then you

Wonder

why men's hearts are

Black

when your own heart is

Dark

with sweet, innocent longing.

fragments of

Self

wash unto the shore of your

Mind

seeking to

Pierce

your hidden reality.

you seek what can't

Be

you forget what you

Cannot

you struggle in your

Sleep

you drown in dreams.

you sit,

Awaiting

your golden-haired girl,

Death's

next victim.

Help

her, if you can.

dream of the next

Time

you can

See

your own dark-haired angel, who will fly away

Too.

you do

Know,

don't you? What will

Happen

if you take the dark man's hand?

But

you can't seem to stop.

the dream is

Over.

she is

Gone.

now, only

You

are left

fading into

Yourself

your only

Hope,

and your only

Prison,

a sweeping vista

of angel

Dust

and gray

Skies.