Thanks
by Akatriel
Disclamer: Don't own it
Just because I hate them doesn't mean I don't love them. I do. The Dragon Tribe was all I'd knwon. Or at least, all that I could remember.
Everyone knows I love demon hunting. Somehow, they never pause to think why. Only the innermost circles of the Dragon Tribe know why. Or care why.
They know that demon hunting is just a game. They don't know the rules, but they know what it is; a game. An illusion.
Now that I think about it, a lot of the things in my life are games. They give you enjoyment. Sometimes even satisfaction. But in the end, it's all just a game. An illusion.
Just like everything else in my life.
Demon hunting is just a ploy. A trick. It has nothing to do with my true desires.
In a way, demon hunting is just a way to reassure them. To let them know I'm not going back to the way I was.
It's an act of kindness I'd never known I could portray. An act that shows how the Dragon Tribe has changed me so much. Because now I'm afraid that I love----
I hate them! What gave them a right to let me feel these things? To feel hurt, to feel angry........to feel love.
But none of them know.
That's why I don't cry. If I don't cry, no one will ever know. No one will ever care.
I've always said I hated the Dragon Tribe. Because they did the one thing I've been trying to prevent;
They loved me.
They gave me a reason to care, and to worry, and to love.
And that hurts.
So I just wanna say....thanks.
-Owari (?)-Whoa....okay, that was pretty dark. I wrote that, in like, 5 minutes. No joke. I'm really proud, though. The idea came to me while I was reading fics from one of my fave authors. I know it's short, but....
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