Chapter 1
I glanced over and sighed-he was staring at me again. 'Why does he keep staring at me?' I thought to myself. "What's wrong baby?" my girlfriend Renge asked me. I sighed in annoyance and looked down on her. "Nothing you should have to worry about," I said. "By the way, I have to talk to you after class." She tilted her head to the side and asked, "what for?" "I just do," I said sourly. 'You should know what for you filthy whore. Sleeping behind my back with my twin brother...skank.' I bit my lip as she walked back to her seat. 'Still, this is going to be hard...'
I glanced over and he was still staring at me. Suddenly, his friend called his name from across the room. "Hey! Morinozuka! Mori, come here man!" he glanced over at him and mumbled, "Um, yeah. Sure." He stood up and walked over to his friend. I couldn't help but notice how he towered over everyone as he walked past my desk. I shook my head once, and then shrugged it off. The teacher began speaking then, so Mori went back to his seat, although, this time he lightly dragged his fingertips across my desk as he passed. I was surprised at his simple gesture. I found myself watching him as he walked back to his seat. He sat down and looked at me, looking surprised at how intensely I was already staring at him.
A light blush spread across his face and he blinked a few times as if he were thinking of what he should do next. He smiled hesitantly and raised his hand as though to wave hello. I felt myself begin to blush furiously, and I quickly waved back and turned away. "Oh, and class, tomorrow we are going to be switching seats, so be prepared for that." I almost missed what the teacher had said. 'Moving seats?' I thought, 'maybe I'll be next to Mori.' I quickly shook my head and thought to myself. Why couldn't I get him out of my head?
Suddenly, the bell rang, snapping me out of my trance. I stood up, and suddenly Renge was at my side grasping my arm. 'Shit!' I thought, 'I still have to talk to her.' "So what did you want to talk about babe?" she asked. I looked at her, and then I decided to take her hand and pull her out of the room and to the side of the hallway. "What's wrong Hun?" "Listen Renge. I know what you've been up to." I said. She cocked her head to the side and tried to act innocent. "What do you mean?" she asked. "Sleeping with my brother? I didn't think you would ever do that to me. I gave you everything I could give at that moment and I couldn't go all the way. Sorry for not giving you what you wanted. Maybe Hikaru would be better for you. It's over, Renge." As I said those last words, I pulled my hand from hers.
I watched her eyes begin to fill up with tears and she cursed at my brother. "Damn him! He was supposed to keep it quiet!" she shouted, "This is your fault! If you had just had sex with me, none of this would have happened!" "No," I said, "I, for one, am very glad I didn't have sex with you. You're dirty, and you disgust me. Get away from me." I tried not to sound upset, but my voice faltered and cracked at the last sentence. She screamed in frustration. "I can't believe you're so fucking innocent! You're always going to be a virgin, I was the only girl who ever cared about you!" she yelled.
"Then I guess I should start looking at men, huh?" I mumbled to myself. She looked at me, screamed again, then pushed me and ran off. I lost my balance and started to fall. I braced myself for the impact of the ground, but, it never came. Instead, I felt strong arms supporting me, holding me not even a few inches from the ground. "Kaoru?" I heard a familiar voice say. I didn't bother looking to see who it was; I just collapsed and let myself cry.
I felt myself get picked up, and I looked up in surprise. It was then that I realized that is was Mori who had caught me, and Mori who was carrying me. I felt a blush creep across my face as I looked at his. I didn't realize what I was doing when I did it, but somehow I had wrapped my arms around his neck and continued to cry on his shoulder. When we reached the boys bathroom, he set me down and walked me inside. "W-why did you bring me h-here?" I asked while trying to keep a steady voice. "To talk" I heard him say. "Go on, tell me." I decided it would be alright to tell him, so I went ahead and told him everything. He never once interrupted me, only nodding and listened, occasionally frowning. "..And that's pretty much it." I concluded, looking up at him. He looked..angry. I had never seen him so angry, it was almost scary.
"Mori?" I called his name softly. "Hm?" he said in return. "Well, I was just wondering..Why don't you have a girlfriend? I mean, your so cute, talk, and well built, don't the girls just flock to you?" I realized what I had just said, and looked down and blushed horribly. I stammered out "I-I mean I didn't mean anything about that or-"I was cut off by the look he was giving me. It wasn't a look of embarrassment, or anger. Not even loneliness. No, it was a look of pure amusement. "That's an easy question," he said, "and with every simple question, there is a simple answer. And my answer is, well, I don't like girls." He said simply. I looked at him and said, "y-you mean your-""yeah," he said, "I'm gay."
I hoped you like the first chapter! I'll try to get a new chapter in every week on Fridays: 3