Well, it was only a quick idea to express how I feel sometimes. It's about the bad side of love, the side that everyone had seen at least once.
It's my first 'tragedy' so tell me your opinion and how can I improve.
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I've got tired of living in this lie, this pain. It doesn't worth the effort at all. Nothing's worth it.
I want to give up but then you stand here in front of me and I forget everything. Everything related to this world.
It feels like extasy. It feels like enernity. Then the moment, and with that, you leave.
You leave me broken, betrayed and depressed, standing alone in the darkness.
Like you never came, I fall into deep painful emotions again. I feel that nothing can help, nothing can make me feel better.
I just know it hurts, hurts deep inside me and you are the only one who could fix it or I'll fall deeper, into self-destruction.
However, there's nothing to destroy. I gave you everything I had, my weaknesses, my powers, myself.
I realise I don't have anything and there's nothing to give up. I can go. I have finished living this damn life.
I cut my wrists and watch the crimson blood flowing down my fingers, painting my shirt. It feels good. I feel good.
The pain starts ending, I can't see well now. I know it's right, I was right.
A stray thought runs through my mind. 'What if you feel the same? If it was unavailing?' But I quickly threw it apart.
I finally found the cure, I won't ever let it go. I can't see now.
I lie on the ground, I feel your presence. You see me, soaked in my own blood and I hear you call my name.
A few tears fall from my eyes. I knew it would be easier if you weren't here.
I manage to see your face, and, for a second, all of my pain, my suppressed feelings come back and break my heart again.
I think this is what people call 'love'. But I know, it will end soon. Sooner than I expected.
"I'm sorry I was loving you so much. I promise it won't happen again. Good bye, Rich." I say between tears.
My senses are numb. The only thing I feel is your hand on my pale cheek. And it's fading. Fading into darkness.
But I hear your words, the words that could save my life. "I love you too, Rachel!"
I fall into infinity. I immediately regret what I did, but I know I can't turn it back.
You deserve someone else, better than me, and I can finally accept it. Now my destiny and my life is gone.
I wish you well, Richard.
I hope you liked it. And sorry for the sad story. Anyways, check out that box below!
Love ya,
Delyra