Ok people first fanfiction I've ever written so be kind. You will be reminded again at the bottom because I really want to get that imbedded into your brain. I don't think many people actually read these author notes anyway but I thought I should at least say it.

Disclaimer: I don't own the rights to the book (I do however own the book). I am not stephenie meyer and unfortunately I don't own Edward either.

A frantic Bella swan raced around her tiny dorm room, looking desperately for a missing book. That one book was all that was keeping her from being on time today. Another angry professor was the last thing she needed right now. Finding the book buried under the covers of her bed she shoved it in her bag and took off down the hall.

She was a freshman and, in her opinion, currently having the worst year of her life. Everything had been perfect for Bella. In her senior year she had finally patched things up with her father, who she was now calling Dad not Charlie. She had friends and she loved the little town of Forks and most importantly she had Edward.

Then everything had come crashing down around her. Edward still refused to change her and out of the blue decided it was best for everyone if he left. A part of Bella understood that he wanted her to live a normal human life but the other part of her was furious. How could he just up and leave her like that? Did he really care for her as much as she thought he did? A hundred questions had run though her mind for months and at times still did. It seemed like without him her life fell apart.

She almost laughed at this. She had always thought she was stronger than that. That she wouldn't fall apart and be helpless just because a guy had left her. Edward had changed that though.

She found that she not only missed him but the others as well. Sometimes when she was shopping with friends she would suddenly think of Alice or even Rosalie. Then her friends would become very confused as to why she was laughing for no apparent reason.

Bella stopped and took a deep breath to clear her mind of the thoughts she was currently having. She looked at her watch once more and realized she would have another angry professor to deal with seeing as she was now almost 15 minutes late for class.

"This is one of the most important things you will have to know. It is key to medicine and to being a good doctor."

She could hear professor Bridges rambling on like he always did. He considered everything he said to be "one of the most important parts of being a good doctor"

She slipped through the door, trying to stay unnoticed. Professor Bridges had obviously noticed because he gave her a very nasty look as she sat down

The rest of her day continued to be very boring but she actually managed to pay attention in every class. She was even on time for the rest of her classes, which lately was a miracle for Bella.

Later that day she entered a small café in town. She normally went there for lunch since she hated the food on campus. After she ordered she sat down at a table near the window and pulled out her laptop to work on an essay that was due far too soon in her opinion. Before she could start however something caught her eye.

She almost fell out of her chair she was so shocked. There he was standing right before her. He had the same butterscotch colored eyes that she remembered so clearly. Edward Cullen was standing before her and she suddenly realized that she had no clue what to do.

He apparently hadn't seen her. Bella thought this was odd seeing as he had better senses than most humans could ever hope to have. In a panic she threw her laptop back in her bag as quickly as she could. She really wasn't paying very much attention and for all she knew she could have just thrown it on the floor. She ran to the door as fast as possible but tripped on the way there. She was still the same old klutz she had been in high school. She didn't care if he had noticed her when she fell. The only thing on her mind was getting home as fast as possible.

Twenty minutes later she found herself lying on her bed with her head buried in the pillow. About a million thoughts raced through her mind, every single one involving Edward or the Cullen's or the words why and how.

Just then the door burst open scarring Bella half to death. In walked Gabby, one of Bella's two roommates. Her name described her perfectly. She was gabby alright very gabby.

She started babbling on about something someone had said and what she bought today and about a million different other things before realizing that Bella wasn't exactly paying attention.

"Hey bells you ok."

"Fine" came the muffled reply from underneath the pillow. Bella was defiantly not in the mood to talk to gabby or anyone else for that matter.

For the second time that day the door burst open, only this time Bella decided to sit up. This time however it wasn't gabby who came through the door.

Sorry about the cliffy but I couldn't think of another way to end it. Well I could but this way sounded best.

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