Bella's Worst Nightmare

I couldn't take it anymore, Edward has been gone for a few months and it has been driving me crazy. All I ask is for him to come back to me, so we can be at peace once again, well not exactly at peace there will never be peace as long as I stay human. I wanted so bad to be a vampire, then Edward would never put me in danger again and we can live our life with no regrets, no danger.

As the night drew near, I curled up under my blanket and fell asleep hoping to wake up sometime during the night and see his face looking over me, with his eyes apologetically gleaming down at me. I fell deeper and deeper in to my soft pillow, and then all went green.

I was standing in the middle of the forest, where Edward told me I would never see him again. What was I doing here? How did I even get here? I thought to my self. I looked around and saw nothing but the mossy forest, " Bella, come here," I heard in a whisper. " whose there?" I shouted, all I got in return was the echo of my voice. " Bella, come here," I heard again but closer, I started walking towards the voice and then I saw him in the one spot of sun peaking threw the trees. Edward sparkling so beautifully, his crukit smile curved up the side of his cheek. As I moved closer I noticed something odd, it wasn't the same Edward I new and loved. His eyes were a cold dark black with a dim color of blood red, " Edward," I said pausing " is.... Is that you?" he did answer, I stood still in frustration.

" Bella, don't move," he finally said in a bold strong voice, " why," I said confusingly, he paused for a minute then in a low ruff voice he said " so I don't have to chase you." My body froze in fear, I couldn't move. Edward moved slowly out of the sun light towards me, his victim. As he drew near something clicked inside, I heard a familiar voice in my head, it was me, it was my voice it kept saying over and over " It's just edward, he won't hurt you." I wanted so hard to believe my voice but I couldn't Edward was just a few inches away from me, with the thirst of blood, not just any blood my blood.

With a burst of energy I flung around and ran like mad, I didn't know where I was going but hopefully back to my house, back to somewhere I could be safe. I new I would never be able to out run Edward, and I was right, Edward fell in front of me grabbing my neck and throwing me to the ground. He grunted " Playing hard to get, now aren't we." He jumped towards me mouth wide open. Suddenly I woke, screaming, I was in my bed sweat pouring down my face, " are you okay," a voice said coming from the end of my bed, I jumped in fear, just to see Jacob sitting in the rocking chair, where edward once sat to watch me sleep.