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Bella's P.O.V!

Hey my name is Isabella Marie Swan, and I live in Phoenix, Arizona. I am 18 years old and her is my messed up life!

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I was laying in my bed and I was listening to a song on my Ipod called Don't Forget to remember me by Carrie Underwood. It made me think of some memories I hadn't thought about in along time. The memories are from about 10 years ago.

Flashback:

I was looking at a little girl about 8 years old. She had brown hair that was to her lower back, She was wearing a pair of Capri jeans and a pink spaghetti strap shirt and a pair of plain ol' sneakers. She had her head down and was sitting on a swing. I then recognized the girl….it was me 10 years ago. Just then a little boy come up to me and I saw from the eyes of the 10 years younger me.

"Are you ok?" He said. It sounded like soft velvet and it was sincere.

The boy had bronze hair that was sticking every which way. He also had emerald green eyes full of sensitivity.

"Yes" I said with a bored tone to my voice.

"You want to come play with me?" he asked.

" Sure my names Isabella by the way but I prefer Bella" I said.

"Edward" was his reply and then we ran off together and had a good time. When it was time to leave we said our good byes and we were best friends for what we thought was going to last forever………we were so wrong!

End of Flashback!

( I was going to stop but…..nah im just going to keep going!)

Then when I came out of my memory I walked up to my mirror. My hair was past my ass and it was black (she dyed it….. But why you ask well keep reading to find out!!)

I have had my hair black since I was 13 years old. I never really cut my hair all I do is really get about 1½ inches trimmed off every so often. I had on a black shirt with the Evanescence (best band ever Amy Lee's voice Kicks Ass) logo and all that on it, it was from the concert I went to for them….. With Edward. I don't talk much bout Edward cause you see we were the best of friends we knew each other inside and out. When I was 13 every thing changed.

Flashback:

I was sitting on the couch when I heard a very intense knocking on the front door. I got off the couch and walked to the door. I looked out of the little peep whole thingy and saw Edward. I opened the door.

"Hey Edward what's up?" I said

"Hey Bells you want to come on a walk with me?" he asked

God I had been crushing on him since I had turned 11 years old.

"Sure" I said "Hold on let me tell my mom and get some shoes on"

After I did just that I walked out side and just as I was about to actually get down the stairs without falling….. Nope the last step had to ruin it. I tripped and almost fell on my face Edward caught me.

He started to chuckle.

"Bella Bella Bella! Just what am I going to do with you?" he said

"oh shut up Edward." I replied back!

"cant you go one day without tripping over your own feet?" he said sarcasm dripping from his voice.

After I had my balance I playfully punched his arm. It wasn't hard or I thought it wasn't.

"Ouch Bells that hurt" he said quite serious now.

"good" was all I replied with.

I looked around and we were at the swings and I was sitting on the same swing that I was the day we met.

"Bells I got something to tell you!" he said and his voice was full of sadness.

"What's wrong Edward?" I asked concerned.

"I got adopted" he whispered.

Edward was put in a foster home when his parents were killed in a car crash because of a drunk driver 3 years ago.

"That's good isn't it" I said confused

"No Bella It isn't the family is a doctor and his wife and when they take me home they're taking me to Chicago, Illinois" he said to me. "that means we will be separated and we'll never see each other again" he finished.

He looked at me and his eyes were watering and his voice was cracking like he was going to cry.

"w…..what" I whispered. At that moment my mind was going a mile a minute and when I realized what he was saying I couldn't say anything….or so I thought.

"NO NO NO NO NO" I screamed "THEY CAN'T TAKE YOU NO NO NO!" I didn't realize I was screaming or anything of what was going on untill Edward pulled me in a hug and that's when I noticed I was crying "it's ok I'll make you a pack and I'll try to keep it ok?" he said looking into my eyes and all I could do for an answer is nod my head. " Lets promise each other not to change in any way and we'll stay in touch and never forget about each other…Ever!" he said and held out his hand. I took it and we did our secret handshake. (it's the one they do in the Parent Trap with Lindsey Lohan) " I promise" I said.

End of Flash back!

That was the last time I heard from Edward. He broke our promise. He broke my heart.

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