REALITY

BY:SQUIRRELGIRL22

AUTHOR COMMENTS:

· *those stars indicate someone is thinking just thought I'd fill you in on that. This is one of those you should not read if you do not like the idea of your gundam fighters going insane.

· DISCLAIMER: Though I wish I did own this show I do not so please do not sue me for it would not be worth your time nor your money. Thank You for taking that into consideration.

· MISSION COMENCE!

                Trowa sat on a chair facing a window that looked out upon space. The colonies were bringing him back to space to try to get him some help. They said was mentally ill because of the traumatizing life he had to live through. The last straw they had said was when Heero committed suicide. They said it was especially hard for Trowa because he was there when it happened and was powerless to stop him.

Trowa hadn't spoken a single word since, the last thing that was heard from his mouth was a glass scattering scream. He was now alone. Trowa stared at the void of space and thought. *Why do they want to send me here? I just don't want to talk, that's all.* He contemplated this for a few brief moments and then fell into a deep sleep.

            Trowa awoke to find that the ship was landing. He got up and began leave the ship when a tall man with blond hair directed him to a car to be transported to the nearest "hospital". When they got there he was led to the doors and began to be given a tour of where he would be staying until he was no longer "sick".

The tour was interrupted by Duo screaming and running down the hall be chased by a few nurses who were begging him to calm down. Duo was cut off by some doctors who forced him to the ground and with him unable to move they gave him a shot that almost immediately calmed him. They placed him in a wheelchair and rolled him away. * He was running so this is bad place, I must get out of here*, thought Trowa.

With his mind made up he slipped away from the man and headed back to where he came from. The man noticed this about 30 seconds later and ran towards the office to send a message that he needed to be found or there could be trouble. Doctors scurried about looking for the emerald green-eyed boy. One finally found him he called for back up as Trowa scurried down the hall. He saw a doctor at the end of the hall and knew that he was trapped and he raised his hands in surrender.

The tall blond man harshly said "Enough tour get him to his room!"

So that is were Trowa was brought, the room contained one small bed, a table, a chair and a wall that he knew was a window to see him through. The rest of the walls were blank. (a/n It was one of those windows where you can't see through one side)  Trowa sat upon his bed until sleep over came him and he fell lightly onto his side. He dreamt. (a/n italics means he is dreaming)

            "Heero don't, you have no reason to do this none at all" Trowa yelled tears brimming in his eyes.           

            "Trowa leave, now" Heero commanded.

            "No I won't" yelled Trowa in panic as he began to lose the fight against his own tears.

            "TROWA I SAID LEAVE!" The force of Heero's scream knocked Trowa to the ground. Tears began to fall against Trowa's will. Heero placed the gun at the left side of his head, he turned to Trowa and said, "I am sorry if this hurts you" He then looked to the sun, smiled and shot. Trowa screamed half from terror half from the pain that surged through his heart and soul, leaving him on the ground shaking in pain and fear for his lost friend.

            Trowa awoke and found himself sweaty and shaking. His muscles were tense and his heart burned, though not as harsh as it did when Heero died. His mouth was dry he needed a drink. He got up and walked slowly to the window that he was not supposed to know about. (a/n I find this funny, weird humor I suppose) He tapped lightly on the glass, startling the people inside. He motioned he was thirsty and went back to sit on the bed to wait.

A woman with strait red hair came with a glass of water and gave it to him. He drank quickly so she would not have to wait, he gave her the empty glass and she left. He sat back and thought. *Why was Duo trying to get away he seemed so scared, but they are nice to me, so far*

***

Okay I know I probably seem like a freak to you now but whatever. Next chap. Is the answer to the question, what the hell happened to Duo? It will be in Duo's point of view.

Duo: wow! Trowa you were quite a freak.

Trowa:……..

Heero: yeah he was

Duo: aren't you dead?

Quatre: I am not in this story, what is up with that?

Wufei: neither was I but I am not complaining

Me: Quatre chill out! You are in the next chap. You too Wufei!

Wufei; well that sucks big

Quatre: yah

Duo: hello people isn't Heero dead

Quatre and Wufei(Trowa is looking confused): we don't see him

Duo: well that's not a good thing

Heero: tehe you can see me

Duo: oh shit

me: oh shit what?

Duo: nothing

vegetarian: I LOVE YOU DUO!

me: what the hell! Get out of here! (shoves vegetarian out door)

Duo: alrighty then

Channy Hoppy: (appears amongst them) Hey guys, what is going on?

Me: what the hell is this, a chat room?

Channy Hoppy: No you just left the back door open (points behind her at the open door and grins)

me: I see

Duo: I think I am seeing things guys

Quatre: Why?

Heero: cause he can see me

(no one else seems to notice Heero)

Duo: Like Heero just said I can see him

Wufei: You have so lost it

Channy Hoppy: or he is just gifted with supernatural abilities

(everyone looks at her strange but Duo who is nodding his head frantically and Heero is laughing at their stupidity )

Channy Hoppy: or not

Vegetarian: I am back

me: god no!

Vegetarian: Duo did you that you are hot?

Duo: actually it is quite cold in here

Channy Hoppy: (under her breath) not much for brains though

Vegetarian: I meant you were good looking! (giggles)

Duo: ohhh (blush appearing on his face)

me: ok (glancing at the flirting couple) it is time to end this

Vegetarian: don't you have a thing for Trowa?

Me: goodbye!

Vegetrian: no really

me: goodbye dammit!

Vegetarian: ok ok guys lets end this!

Everyone except Trowa who is waving: till next chap.! Bye!!!!!

(Channy Hoppy helped me by reading this story and said I needed more detail so I tryed to improve. Some may know vegetarian, she is the freak of all freaks and happens to love Duo that is why she is on here and she is my friend, I suppose that is why I am so strange)

Channy Hoppy also did some editing of Squirrel's mistakes while she was reading it.