The Last Thing That I Do
I should regret what I did with Samantha but I don't. I told Nicole that I had changed and I was through with all the games and that I loved her and that is true but I love Samantha more. Since I first laid my eyes on her all I have wanted was to love her and have her love me back. Which she did and not be conceited but I believe she still does. She has longed for her family's approval so she married Lucas and later Rafe but she never really loved them. She suffers because she wants to be accepted by people who wouldn't spit on her if she was on fire. Yes I'm a DiMera and yes she is a Brady that has never really truly mattered to either of us. If it had then she never would have stayed with once she found out I was a DiMera. I love that feisty blonde haired blue eyed woman. We may fight like cats and dogs but that is our way of saying I love you to each other. We need each other like we need oxygen to breathe. She is my oxygen my lifeline; I need her. She is in my system and no matter what I do, marry Nicole and date Taylor, she will always be there and I am tired of fighting what I feel for her. I will make her mine again if it's the last thing that I do.