When I was writing this story I felt … empty ... this story pretty much resemble all my "empty" feelings. Oh gush I feel like such an emo now ^^' but just don't kill me if you hate the story ;3

Malli: DO YOUR THING DEIDEI!!

Dei: Don't call be DEIDEI Bitch UN!!

Malli: Aw don't be such a meaner Deidei

Dei: You're worse than Tobi you know that un?

Malli: Aw DeiDei! I love you too!!

Dei: Ew, just shut up please? Anyways, please R&R and Malli do not own Naruto or any poems or song lyrics that appear in the story. Malli just owns the character Kiara and some quotes and plots that may appear in the story, explanations will stand on the bottom. And remember R&R please un.

There's no such a thing as a happy ending

Chapter I

Wake up Call

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O weary night, O long and tedious night

Abet thy hours, shine comforts from the east

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I woke up, I sat up, I walked up to the window. The sun was shining, as to throw it on my face and laughing at me telling me "I'm happy! Something you'll never experience!"

Being happy? That was impossible for someone like me. Because I have never experienced pure happiness, I've seen it but never felt it myself. Sure I've been glad, sometimes I can even say I put a real smile on my face. But not as often as I use the fake ones, that's it...fake … that's what my life is, Fake. Plastic, plastic as to have fake boobs and tell everybody they're real.

Enough sulking, bend your fucking face off that window and take a cold shower will you! That maybe'll help you wake up!?

Yes Inner.

Stop the Emo stuff and drag your butt to the shower. You have another day to get thru in this fucking huge mansion.

Yeah, another day….

The water was freezing cold, but inner told me to take a cold shower so that I would wake up.

– Ahh, Ni... ccceee! I moaned. The cold water was pouring on my body, slowly hugging my curves and kissing my mussels, sending shivers down my spine. After showering in what seemed like hours but in reality just 5 or 10 minutes I felt slightly refreshed and almost like a new born baby. I stepped out of the shower and walked into my room, but as I did that I passed the whole figure mirror beside my bedroom cabinet and took a minute to see my shivering self. My Silver strands had curled up my back, after meeting with the cold water they were still dripping wet. My feet had left print marks on the vanilla colored carpet. And my usually pale skin had a tint of blue, my deep diamond orbs looked deep and empty as to hide nothing under the beautiful angelic shell. I turned my head to the cabinet disgusted by the sight of myself. You're horrible, look at yourself you're a monster. You're disgusting, ugly, worse than scum.

Kiara!!! Stop it now! Don't talk yourself into those thoughts.

But it was too late, I was already shaking, aching after my own blood. I almost jumped on my bed, as I started to throw away pillows and blankets of the bed seeking after what now had become my savior my one and only solution, and there I found it lying under one of my pillows the only one that understood me and took away the mental pain. The razors… Seconds after finding it I stood on the middle of my room with big wounds on my arm, blood dripping on the floor and my usually white towel was now stained with red. I feel on the floor. Sitting there in my own personal hell.

Just see what happened after they left me! All alone, completely by myself, with nobody, just me and this fucking house!

Get up Kira – Chan, pull yourself together and clean your wounds. And throw away those razors. Sure they helped you now but you know that later the pain will come back and then the razors only leave stupid, empty and ugly scars that remember you about the pain.

Stop it! I don't need your stupid vise words Inner! I'll clean the wounds alright and I promise this was the last time I cut, this was the last time, no more, I won't cut more, never again. Since I won't cut more, I don't need to through them away.

Just empty words Kira – Chan. Sure you'll never cut again.

So little faith in me Inner? I thought you were supposed to believe in me? Your words utterly and deeply hurt me Inner.

You're always hurt Kiara. And I'm tired of this bloody mess you're turning yourself into.

I said no more Inner and this time I meant it. No more I promise.

And with those words to my Inner self I wrapped the towel tightly around my body and walked in to the bathroom for the second time this morning to find the first aid kit and shower of the blood.

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……. 1 hour later……

After showering off the blood, taking care of the wounds, clothing myself, brushing my teeth, eating breakfast and checking what time it was I figured out that I woke up at 4 O clock this morning and it was just 6 Pm on a Saturday the first day on summer break.

Three months and 2 ½ weeks, you won't bear thru 4 months alone. You can't even stand a night and you expect yourself to go thru 4 months alone.

There goes the trust…

Kiara you won't make it without cutting. You know that.

We can ask some friends to stay over that should do it.

Don't know, but let's consider the options.

Let's do so inner.

We can already cross Ino, Sai, Sakura, Sasuke, Naruto and Hinata.

Why??

Don't you remember? Ino and sai are going to spend their vacations at Sais place in New York. SasuSaku and NaruHina are traveling together to Europe next week to Sasukes summer place in Greece.

Yeah that's right I forgot all about it, they even asked if I wanted to go with them...

But you said no because??

They're couples and I don't want to interrupt when they go all lovelydovley.

Yeah, so who's next?

We still have cutie a few options. There's Ten Ten, Temari, Shikamaru, Shino, Choiji, Neji, Lee, Kiba, Kankuro and Garaa.

Yeah but I think we can cross Ten Ten and Neji I think there were talking about going to the Hyuga summer house. Or just traveling to London. So we can't count on them then we'll just end up ruining their summer.

But then what about Temi and the gang?

They're having their concert this summer, we got free tickets remember?

Let's just give up!

That's when it happened ….ring….ring…..One single phone call saved my summer. No. Saved my life.

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She's gone forever.
I know when one is dead, and when one lives;
she's dead as earth.

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I'm Sorry it was so short ^^ The next one will be mutch longer promise for life! (if you want it to be a next one of corse)

Malli: Whoa! That felt good! Didn't it?

Dei: What... Are you talking about un?

Malli: Deidei I just made a HUGE I repeat A HUGE DISCOVERY!

Dei: What un??

Malli: I discovered that….. That ….. (Drums playing in the background)….. That……..

Dei: Spit it out un!!

Malli: Sorry I'm just heating up everything a little get what I'm saying dickless?

Dei: You're the one who's talking Miss Billboard chest un.

Malli: I've got boobs! Want to feel them? (Leans closer)

Dei: No THANK YOU! I see you got Boobs I'm SORRY UN!

Malli: That's good, but to the point! My HUGE I repeat HUGE DISCOVERY IS! (Drums playing on the background) IIIIISSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

THAT DEDARA HAS THE WORLDS BIGGEST STICK SHOVED UP HIS ASS!!

Dei: That was your HUGE discovery un?

Malli: (Laughing rolling around the ground) HAHAHAHAHAHAH! WHOA that felt SOO GOOD! DeiDei do your THING!

Dei: Whatever un. Please R&R Malli wants at least 10 reviews if you want her to continue this story! And Please I beg you! (Goes down on knees and starts to cry anime style) Please if you don't review I'll be stuck with that ugly witch forever!

Malli: (Yells from far away) I HEARD THAT DEIDEI!

Dei: Help she's coming back for more of my innocent meat! Please R&R!

Malli: (Running After Dei) COME BACK HERE AND FIGHT LIKE A MAN!

Both: (Runs out of the room where this conversation took place)

1) The quotes in the beginning and end belongs to William Shakespeare

The first one is from A midsummer night's dream act 3, sc. 2.

And the second one from King Lear act 5, sc. 3.