A/N: Stahp, me stahp. Wat r u doing stahp. Oh my god, I was inspired to write this, because of this song called, Crying Alone, composed by Yuki Kajiura. Oh my god, -Cries- Anyways, reviews would be nice u w u;;; By the way, Listen to the song on repeat, while reading this~ D Gray Man: Katsura Hoshino
No matter how much it hurts. I'll keep fighting for them. I'll keep smiling for them. I'll keep….protecting them.
"Hey, Allen what's wrong?" Lavi asked, cocking his head in confusion.
Allen shot his head up to stare at the red head with fake, smiling eyes. "No..It's nothing wrong. Nothing is wrong…and there's always nothing wrong." Lavi laughed, ruffling the boy on the head. "Yeah, I guess so! So anyways about later…."
It's painful. I want to keep going though. But how can I do that now? How can I keep smiling? How can I keep laughing together with everyone? Can someone tell me why it hurts?
"What the hell is up with that expression, lift your head, beansprout." Allen lifted his head as he was told. His face curled into another smile, beginning to rub his own temples. "What expression? I'm perfectly fine. You're just imagining thing, Kanda." Kanda clicked his tongue, beginning to head off like usual. "Whatever."
Why does it hurt to lie? Why does it hurt to even try and smile with them? I want this pain to end soon. I can't do it anymore, I don't want to lie to them, but yet I want to.
Lenalee placed a hand on the boy's shoulder, smiling. "What's wrong, Allen? You look upset today. Did anything happen? Did you get in a fight with Lavi or Kanda?" She asked, assuming that was pretty much the reason. "Oh, it's nothing like that, I'm just…tired." She blinked, laughing at herself for that assumption. "Well, get some good amount of sleep soon, okay?" He nodded, watching her head off to deal with her duties.
Someone help me…End this pain.
His eyes widened as he felt something being slowly being ripped away from his soul and body. "This is how you wanted to end the pain, right, Allen Walker?" He began stroking the piece of organ, slowly, beginning to rip it out. A wide, frightening smirk, spread across the man's face as he grabbed it, ripping it out that certain organ, letting blood splatter all over. Allen eyes were now lifeless. The color of the dull gray sky, matched the 'life' of his eyes. A voice cried out from not too much of a distance, realizing what had just happened. The man turned to face the 'visitor' they had, having that smirk, still plastered on his face.
"What the hell did you do to him, you damned Noah!?" The voice of a particular Japanese man, screamed out at the man, ripping his sword out of the sheath of his Mugen.
"Hey Yuu, why did you suddenly run off like…that…." Lavi's eyes widened in horror as he witnessed the scene that was now in front of him. He began trembling, dropping down to his knees, staring at the scene. "A-Allen…? That isn't possible right…? Right?!"
A laugh was the only thing that left the Noah's lips. "Well, isn't this amusing. I hate to break it to you, but he's no longer here, that's the truth." The Japanese man, swung his sword at the Noah, almost losing control of his mind. "You…Bastard!" He screamed, continuously, swinging his sword, finally now losing his mind. Soon, the Noah disappeared, leaving them all with, sorrow, and pain. Kanda threw his sword on the ground, placing a palm over one side of his face. "Damnit…Damnit all! Tyki Mikk..you bastard….." He choked into a silent sob, slowly falling to the ground.
Lavi slowly, crawled over to the lifeless boy, embracing him into a tight hug. "Don't leave us…please….I'm begging you…please! Don't leave…..us…..Allen."
I'm sorry for crying alone.