Uhh...So don't even ask me about this one, it just hit me out of nowhere. Now I know what you're thinking; Sarah, fancy cell phones and dating apps weren't a thing in the 90's, and yes, you would be right.
According to the deleted scene in BDS, the boys were 27 during the movie, this is set just before it so they're around 26. BUT, I'm bringing the boys into modern times so this storyline can work and I love how fucking beautiful they are around the first film. To put it simply, the boys are 26 (look how they did in the first film), but it's set now.
So yes it's AU, if you can handle that, then keep reading.
It's mainly Murphy centric to start but honestly, Connor will be getting in on the action eventually, because let's face it, I'm greedy and thirsty for these boys, like shiiiiit. :')
Savannah lay on the couch as she scrolled through her phone, a dramatic sigh leaving her lips. Her best friend Amy had convinced her to sign up to Tinder and she was wondering why she had agreed. Every guy she spoke to was getting on her nerves, they were rude and entitled and it was all about sex. It wasn't like she hated sex, but a hello would have been nice before they started on about it. She had the day off work and she was still in her pokemon pajamas despite the fact it was almost 6pm now. She had gone on Tinder as a last resort because she was bored and there was nothing on Netflix that she hadn't seen that appealed to her.
No. Swipe left. No. Swipe left. Looks like a serial killer. Swipe left. Oh hello… She looked at the picture of someone, his name was Murphy apparently but my God he was beautiful. She swiped right and snorted derisively, there was no way in hell he would match her. He was perfection and she felt like one of those trolls that lived under a bridge. Her eyes widened though as instantly it came up that she had a match with him, it turned out he had already swiped right on her. She chewed her lower lip as she glared at her phone. Usually, she wasn't too bothered about messaging someone first, she had anxiety issues but through messages, she was able to hold a decent conversation. But this time she felt nervous, maybe because the guy was fucking sex on legs and she didn't really know how to deal with that.
She didn't have much time to dwell on it though because her phone pinged as she got a message. She opened it to see it was off the man himself and she felt a strange fuzzy sensation build in her stomach.
'Hey love.'
She couldn't help the smile on her face, according to his profile he was Irish and she could just imagine his accent when she read it.
'Hey :) '
She facepalmed herself that it was the best she could come up with, this guy made her lose any sense of being a functioning human being even over messages.
'How's it going?'
'Pretty good thank you, how about you?'
'I'm grand thanks.'
Ah, small talk, how she loathed it. It always felt so stilted and awkward, so formal. Sometimes she didn't know how to respond to people, like right now, so sometimes she would just stop replying altogether. She wanted to think of something cool or intriguing to say to keep him talking to her, yet her mind came up blank every time. Her phone pinged again though as she got another message off him.
'You're fucking stunning btw ;) '
Her jaw dropped a little as she read the message over and over, a grin creeping its way onto her face. She was blushing which was ridiculous since they were not even talking in person.
'I think you need glasses Murphy :') '
'Ah fuck off, my eyes work perfectly fine love.'
She snorted to herself, the stupid grin still plastered on her face.
'Well you're pretty handsome yourself.'
'I'm flattered ;) '
Another hour passed by as she and Murphy chatted some more about this and that, he had told her he had a twin brother and they had talked about their jobs; Savannah working at a bookstore and Murphy at a meat packing plant. She didn't stop smiling once as she pottered around her small apartment cleaning up.
'So, what do you think about meeting up?'
She stilled, butterflies blooming in her stomach at the thought of meeting the man face to face. She hadn't met anyone off the app yet but she seemed to get on well with Murphy and he actually knew how to talk instead of banging on about sex right away. She wasn't quite sure what he would expect of her when they met, but part of her wanted to find out.
'I'd like that :) '
'Tonight?'
She swallowed thickly and looked at the clock, it was just past 7 now, which meant they'd meet up pretty fucking soon, she hadn't really expected him to want to see her tonight and she felt nervous that she had a severe lack of time to mentally prepare.
'What do you have in mind?'
She sat on the couch as she waited for a reply, his replies had been coming in right away but this time it was a few minutes and she wondered if he had a change of heart and decided he didn't want to meet her after all. Anxiety was a bitch. She was relieved when her phone went off again.
'Me and my brother usually go to an Irish pub just near our apartment, we could go there if you want?'
She quirked a brow as she read it, an Irish pub, it wasn't really date-worthy but she guessed it wasn't really a date, they barely knew each other, it was more just meeting and feeling each other out. It would be a crowded place, so on the off chance he was a psycho, a hot psycho, but crazy nonetheless, she would be around other people. Amy had been very clear with her that if she was to meet up with someone, she must meet them in a public place and see if she got any bad vibes.
'Sounds good to me, I've never been to an Irish pub before.'
'What?! Fuck me, you've not lived girl ;) '
She snorted to herself and nibbled her lower lip, Amy was going to have a field day with this situation when she found out.
'I guess not haha. What time?'
'8?'
'Okay :) Just so you know, I have like major anxiety so I might be super quiet at first and you'll have to keep poking me to make me talk :') '
'HA, I think I can handle that love'
He gave her the directions, she would have to get a bus but she didn't mind and he gave her his number in case she got lost and needed his help. She ran into her bedroom and pulled out almost all of her clothes, she didn't want to dress up too much, it was just a pub after all, but she wanted to look decent. It was summer so she settled on a nice strappy black dress with little red flowers on it. It was a skater dress and ended just above her knees. She paired it with a lacy boho style black cardigan that was floor length and her ankle high Doc Marten boots. Her dark brown hair was just past her shoulders and naturally slightly wavy, she kept it down and put a headband in with a little black bow. She slapped on some winged liner and mascara and that was good enough for her. It was her usual makeup, nothing over the top and she felt comfortable.
She grabbed her bag and left, the anxiety starting to build up. When she got off the bus she looked around, she hadn't ever been to this part of Southie before and she had no clue where she was, there were a lot of people bustling around and it was getting dark, it only made her panic. She hated social situations and she cursed herself for even putting herself in this position, what the fuck was she thinking? Her eyes darted around nervously and she took her phone from her bag, chewing her lip as she looked at it. She needed to call him, she didn't know where she was and she had forgotten everything he told her about where to go from the bus stop. Phone calls were hell for her. She wasn't sure what it was about them that triggered her anxiety tenfold but she started considering hopping back on the bus and fleeing, never talking to him again and pretending it all never happened. She couldn't though, she'd feel bad if she did that and also, he was drop dead gorgeous and she didn't know if she would have this opportunity again.
She took a deep breath and scrolled through her contacts until she found his name, pushing call and wincing, fighting the panic and urge to just hang up.
"Hello?" She heard on the other end, she could hear people chattering in the background and he shouted at someone to shut up, she couldn't help but smile and it eased her just a little.
"Hey Murphy, it's Savannah." She said shyly, cursing herself for sounding so fucking small and pathetic.
"Hey love! Ye get off the bus?" He asked, sounding like he was smiling. She heard movement on the other end and suddenly it went quieter, she wondered if he had moved from the noise to hear her better.
"Yeah but uh...I'm kind of lost." She mumbled, her cheeks flushing slightly, she felt so stupid. She heard a boyish laugh on the other side of the phone and it was such a beautiful sound it made her legs go weak.
"Ye still at the bus stop?" He asked her.
"Yeah." She replied and she glanced around, still feeling nervous about being out in the dark on her own.
"Hold on, I'll come grab ye." With that, he hung up.
She moved to lean against the building next to the bus stop as she waited for him, she was so fucking nervous to see him in person, what if he didn't like her when he actually saw her? She whined to herself, once again wondering why she had done this to herself. She glanced up and saw him walking over. He was wearing a black t-shirt that seemed to stretch across his broad ass shoulders and arms, she didn't think she'd ever seen shoulders that wide before, but fuck if it wasn't perfection. She swallowed thickly as he beamed a grin at her, walking over.
"Hey there love!" He smiled, taking her by surprise as he wrapped his arms around her in a hug. She hadn't really expected any physical contact so soon and she tensed at first before her brain registered what was going on. She brought her arms around his middle to hug him back loosely, feeling awkward and not really knowing how to interact.
When he moved away though he either didn't notice or didn't care as he just grinned at her.
"Ye ready for yer first experience o' an Irish pub?" He smirked at her, his accent almost made her swoon and that would have been fucking embarrassing. She nodded shyly, unable to find her voice now she was face to face with the man and he tilted his head as he looked at her. His cocky smirk vanished and it was replaced by a kind smile instead.
"Hey, don't be goin' shy on me now love aye? Ye'll be fine." He said softly, making her heart flutter at his kind words and tone. She was grateful he wasn't mocking her or making her feel stupid.
The walk to the pub wasn't far at all and Murphy chatted about little things on the way, helping her feel more at ease. When they got there, they stopped just outside the door and she glared at it like it was a poisonous snake. She could hear the rowdy people all the way from outside and she got nervous again.
"Ye'll be fine alright, I'll stick wit' ye and they're all good people." He smiled down at her, making her blink up at him and nod. She could do this, she would be fine, she just had to push past her anxiety and do it. She was sick of not living her life, of hiding away, always choosing to stay hidden away at home and not going out because her anxiety ruled her life. Murphy seemed like a good guy and he seemed to just get her, wanting to put her at ease, if she stayed by his side in there, maybe things wouldn't be too bad and for once she could actually have fun.
