A/n sad dark fic Remus sees no way out except for one dark way that he takes
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His body hung swinging back and forth but he wouldnt hear the screams or the cries he was away from the world that tore him and his friends apart. He just wanted to see Sirius, James and Lily again and not have to worry anymore
Somewhere between Heaven and Hell
"Stupid, selfish fucking bastard" Sirius Black screamed at Remus "How could you do that, your the only person Harry had left tied to his parents"
"Sirius I couldnt take it everyone was gone I.."
"No You had plenty of people you didnt choose to see and you ended up here on purpose!" Sirius interupted Remus "You should not have done this Remus"
"I needed to no one there really cared for me they just saw the wolf"
"Dammit Lupin, no they didnt they all loved you, did you not even see the way Ginny looked at you, she was in love with you" Sirius yelled.
"She doesnt matter she was 20 years younger than me"
"You loved her to, Did you not even think how this would affect everyone, Remus you were one of the most stable person there for all them, they think if you couldnt handle maybe they cant either"
"So then what do we do im dead now so im here forever" Remus said
"No your not" Sirius said
"What do you mean?"Remus asked
"If we hurry we can send you back"
"I dont want to go back there" Remus said stubbornly
"You old fool you need to go back you play a more important role in this role than you think"
"Why dont you go back you were always Harrys favorite" Remus said spitefully
"Because I opened up to him, not shut him out. Try to be better next time" Sirius said angrilly
"So how do I get back" He said relunctantly
"Hang on to me"
They traveled to what looked like number 12 Grimmauld Place. Sirius led Remus inside and Remus saw many people gathered around a swinging body. People from the order, Harry, Ginny and the Weasleys. Harry and Ginny were desperately clinging to each other.
"Why did he have to go Harry?" Ginny sobbed
"I dont know why, Ginny, I dont know" Harry said fighting back burning tears
"Make him come back, Harry I cant live without him, I loved him" She buried her face in his chest
"I know, Ginny, I Know"
Remus' Heart broke to see Ginny like that. He didnt know it would have such an impact on everyone. He thought he would get a courtesy funeral and a wave good-bye, not this he didnt want this.
"Didnt know did you?" Sirius asked knowingly
"No" Remus said in a small voice "Send me back, Please send me back"
"Say it once more"
"Send me back" He repeated once more
He felt a sensation much like a portkey and ended up behind all the people in Number 12 Grimmauld place. They were beggining to take his body down and it disappeared in their hands. Ginny was the first to notice him.
"Remus?" She said unsure of what she was seeing was real. But he nodded his head in affirmation. She screamed and jumped off Harry and ran to his arms.
"Remus, never do that again" She sobbed into his arms. He lifted her head and kissed her.
"I wont, I promise, I've to much to live for I'm going to hang on as long as I can for you"
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Wow I didnt know it was going to a Remus/ginny fic but it turned out good Review please Throws video ipods to fans