Disclaimer : I do not own Evangelion or any of it's characters. Hideaki Anno does and that's it.
A/N : A newbie author and her first fanfic, so am begging for kindness. Okay okay, flamers are all welcome but please, gimme a break, give out some mercy. And for those constructive criticizers , thanks in advance. && Pls visit my blog if you have some spare time , triplew(dot)eva-rything(dot)blogspot(dot)com , thanks.
OOC ALert , I warned you , this is an Alternate Universe fic , i'm the writer , I could do whatever I want , so don't blame me if for you , it sucks.(: We have our own opinions , I can't blame you for that either.
ShinjiXAsuka WAFF.
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"Just the way it is"
By: Shinigamixyz012
First Chapter : Inner Thoughts
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"I started to hate you, when I realized I love you.."
He's simple, he's kind..
Caring, thoughtful, good-natured, innocent? hehe. And all those positive stuffs.
Well, I guess he's simply 'him'.
We've been friends since childhood. Yep! We've known each other for that long already. And nothing has changed. Maybe a few things did change but nothing more regarding the relationship that we have. For 12 years, he's always been there whenever I needed him and until now, he has never left me alone. It's like we're best of friends or more like brothers and sisters. Never did I think of him as more than that or did I imagine that we'll get involved romantically.
"Liar.."
Okay, I guess I keep on dismissing the thought because I know that we'll never reach that stage. Or will we? No, no, no, impossible. Or is it possible? What the heck! I dunno what to think already. My head is filled with thoughts of him. It started when we were 14 years old. I think it's natural because we've been together almost everyday of our lives. Going to school together, eating lunch together, going home together, and we even live in the same apartment building! Yeah, we do, and so what? Haha! I better dismiss these thoughts coz I know I'm already used to it.
1:00am
I looked at the clock and it says 1:00am. Gawsh, I'm up for 3 hours now! I can't believe what you're doing to me Ikari! Argh! Stop it now myself , you have to sleep or you'll get up late for school. Ow , hehe , I remember , he's such a sleepyhead. I have to drag him from his room to school so that we'll be able to catch up for our first class in time. What an idiot. But , I soooo love the scene where he was lying in bed , mouth-opened , with a small drool hangin' in it, haha, he's like a sleeping child drifted in his endless sleep. When we were , hmmm , I think 3-5 years of age , we used to sleep in the same bed. I often had nightmares during those nights , and he's always there to comfort me. My parents and his parents are working in the same field , so whenever my parents were out , so as he's parents , that's why we end up sleeping together instead of being alone the whole night. I was weak , and he became my strength. I have my own simple ways in thanking him and i hope that somehow , they're recognized. Now that we're already 16 years old , he's grown a lot you know , I dunno if something will ever change between the two of us. Now , he's starting to get on my nerves. Dunno, I easily get irritated when he's around. I just hope everything will be okay. I dont want us to separate , that's for real. I dunno why , it's not like i can't live without him but... *sigh , who knows. Maybe I really can't.
He's my Shinji Ikari and I will always be his Asuka Langley Soryu.
And after that last thought , everything went black.
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To be continued..
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A/N : a little short ne ? Well , that's Asuka-chan's POV guys. Not your ordinary Asuka-chan , this time , she's relying on Shinji. (: hehe. But oops , things may change , and I still havent decided what the ending should be. So that's it. So long folks!
