MADDY

Why did he leave me? I have a feeling even he doesn't know that…honestly men why can they never make up their mind. One minute its I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you , the next they disappear after shagging their brothers wife and vanishing off to France.

But that's not the point is it, he left me for her, I mean her the stuck up old cow that's married to his brother, talk about sibling rivalry. I could have given him everything but no, he wanted he …

I still have his pictures hanging on the wall, me and him against the world that's what he always told me, I remember the first time he kissed me in the staff room at work, I actually felt loved , he had that effect on the people he meet, many thought he was arrogant or to self-assured but I liked him like that, it suited him.

Right now I'm sat in my very purple bedroom, he liked it like that, it suited me and matched my stethoscope. Listening to his favourite songs, the ones me and him would sing to in theatre. When it was just him, me and the patient. It was always the best bit about being in theatre with him, his singing was just legendry I'm surprised more patients didn't die when I was with him mot of the time we were laughing so much.

It amazing even though he's gone, he has this hold on me like he's still there. I just can't get rid of it. He like a ghost that's hanging round me all the time like he wants to tell me something , something important….But that can't be right can it, because even if he came back what would I say? It will never be the same will, that spark will have died..bet he doesn't even think about me or remember me….

DAN

Why did I leave her? I could have never been more wrong, maybe I should go back, but she'll reject me after what I did to her, I don't blame her I would do the same. But maybe just maybe the spark will still be there.

I left her for my brothers wife, how could I do that to her, she never deserved that, all the times she stood by me and I did this to her.

I have a picture of her in my wallet, how ironic I am going out with my brothers wife and I carry a picture of my ex-girlfriend around. Maybe it's a sign of what to come, I hope so ….

This Boat trip is taking ages, just long enough to think of her face when I see her later this evening. I'm listening to the songs that we sang together, in theatre, we always had so much fun , I just hope we can go back to that …

Right I'm here, here goes i'm going into the hospital to see her now, I hope she's ok…

MADDY

DAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He's here I knew would come back, I'm in bed with him, it has be said he hasn't lost he's touch …..

We both feel complete now we're together its like he never went away