Summary- Bella was a shell of who she once was, broken by her ex-Jacob, she moved away to be w. her Dad in Forks, not expecting to ever fall in love again. ExB, AxJ- you get the picture.
BPoV- ch.1-pocketfull of sunshine.
a/n- hey everyone, been a long time since I wrote anything on here, I have just had no time, and now that I quit my job and stopped school for the semester to focus on myself, I have a lot of free time.J my last story I just didn't like I guess. This one has a lot of emotional tie-ins with me, and things in my life and basically, Bella is me in a nut-shell.
The sky opened up on me as I walked out of the airport to greet my new home of Forks, Washington. I mean I should have not been to surprised seeing as the reputation for the rainiest place in the continental U.S stuck to this town like glue. I had already made peace with not seeing the sun so much anymore, and I could honestly live with it. I was paler than an albino no matter what I tried.
I was moving here not out of necessarily wanting too, but because I needed too. I needed to escape the dreary world I was living in before, kind of funny considering there it was sunny and warm and id never felt colder. Phoenix is where id lived since I was just a baby, with my mother Renee, and her new husband Phil. Don't misunderstand, I had no problem with my mother or new step-father. I'm not one of those whiney teenagers with mommy issues. No, I had been a good kid, granted my dad had lived here in Forks, and I only saw him on the rare occasion or holidays, but I grew up with a good head on my shoulder.
I always had an avid imagination, and artistic interests, I loved to draw, read, write, listen to music of all varieties, and watch movies. I loved to self entertain since I didn't fit in with most other people well. I was as you would say, socially "awkward". I was fine with that, honestly. I had a few close friends growing up, Olivia, who id known since I was an infant, her mother babysat me at her homerun daycare business; we'd been best friends ever since, unfortunately and very, very hard for me, was that two years ago, she had an acute asthma attack, and never woke up…it was really hard on my mom and I, and especially her family. Id lost my best friend. That was just the start of how my life started to slowly go down hill.
I started to feel really angry and depressed all the time, and couldn't explain it. I'd have mood swings like no other. Id had a boyfriend since I was 15, he was my first and only boyfriend. We got along great in the beginning, and hardly fought but after 3 years together, things started to fall apart. He started to act really strange, and wouldn't want to hangout as much, and pretty soon would pick fight with me over nothing, and turn things around on me. Needless to say, we broke up. It was just after our 3rd anniversary too. About a week later, I saw him out at a restaurant that we always dined at with another girl, obviously I never meant to him, what he meant to me. I was devastated, I wouldn't speak for a long time, and lost a lot of weight, about 13 pounds, and I was only 130 to start with. Almost all of my friends got tired of me mopping around, or talking about him to much. So that's my background story pretty much. I couldn't stand being in the same town anymore, seeing the places, reliving the memories, and seeing him with someone else. I escaped to my dads, and that is where my life changed forever.
a/n- I know its short, eventually they hopefully will be longer. Let me know what you think, I haven't decided if I want it to be vampire or human yet. And I hope my writing skills will improve as well. I'm trying! Review:)
