Dear Diary,
Lissa told me to write in a Diary. I don't know why. She said it's an outlet for the depression.
And speaking of her, Lissa's really sick. I don't know if it's because of the Spirit, or if it's just a Moroi sickness. Adrian doesn't talk to me anymore- not after Dimitri. He's drinking every night now.
Christian is all sober. He doesn't eat, or sleep, or talk. If he does talk, everyone spreads it around. I feel bad for him. His girlfriend in the healers, his parents dead, Tasha in Prison… I don't blame him.
And Dimitri? He was talking about going to Russia to see his parents. I don't know if I want to stay in Montana or go with him. It's like choosing Dimitri or Lissa. Sister or Boyfriend. It's not fair. Then again, nothing is.
He treats me as an equal. Adrian kind of doubted me. Dimitri doesn't. He understands me. I don't have to explain myself that often. And when I do, it's usually because I'm upset. But that doesn't happen anymore.
Well, that's it for now. My pen's running out, and it's really getting late.
~Rose
