So. Erm. Hello. That's.. the first time to me that i write in English. That's bad. Eheh. I know.
I'm Young you knoow.
But please, tell me honestly what you think about it !
( I'm pretty proud. I think. Ah ah. )
Have a nice day ~
You know, i'm not really intelligent. I just.. try to be the best. For now, it works. But later, i don't know what i'll become. Maybe a normal person, alone. Maybe with a husband and two perfect childrens. That's just.. so boring. I want to be like you. Independant, stupid. I don't want to have to think about my future. Just.. live. Don't think about the consequences. I want to be like you. I want to touch the sky like you, i want to scream, cry, laugh, run, jump and touch the stars. I don't want to be alone. I don't want to be this perfect girl. I don't want anymore. It's too difficult. 'Cause you, you think it's easy to be like me. But everyday, i have to fight. If I don't do that, i don't go to school, i don't eat anymore, i don't talk anymore. And you know, i don't want to die. Cause you're my "goal". You're what I want to become. Free. I don't want to think about the tests, the homeworks. I don't want to think about what i can say or not, what I can think or not. Did you already think what it's like to be a bird ? To fly in the sky ? No one can bring you down. I want to love someone. Not like the good wife that I have to become. I want to love like you. Don't think anymore. Don't breath anymore. Just your hands on my skin, your lips on mine, passion, love, your eyes on me. I want to be jealous, to cry sometimes, i want to be angry. I want you to hug me, i want you to make me feel alive. Alive like i've never been. I want to be ' crazy in love ', you know. I know that's stupid, and probably never append, but that's what i want. I want to be like you. Who are you ? You. You. You. You're always looking at me. You like when i cry, you're so mean. Your words hurt me so bad. But I love you. Because i've always wanted to be you. But are you really free ? Are you that bird, free ? Tell me.. Please tell me.. Your the only one who can save me. So save me. Please take my hand. I'll follow you. I'll not asking questions.. Just take me hand, don't let me down. Let me be with you, you'll be me, i'll be you. I know we're different. I know i don't have such beautiful hair, white like snow, but please, don't think about that. I want to take your hand, never let you go. I'll love you. Every day of my life. You'll be the only one in my thinking, i promise. I'll tell what you want, i'll be perfect to you. And please, don't look at me like that anymore.. with anger, pity, like i was nothing. Please save me.. save me from you, from me, from the others. I'll save you too. I'll grab your hand, never let you down. I'll love you. For ever. So please save me. Talk to me. Don't let me behind.
Erm erm. So, i've got a problem don't know how to answer to the review buuut i'll answer here. 1, thank you so much. I'm so happy right now ah ah. And 2, i'm french so i write in french. ~ I hope you'll see that.
And thank you to all the people who read that ~
