Me: Hello there! This is my first fanfiction story so be nice, kay? Anyways please enjoy and review. I worked so hard on this.
Disclaimer: Sadly I do not own Code Geass.
Chapter 1: Sick of loneliness
(Lelouch's P.O.V)
It's been over a year since Suzaku and I broke up because of my little secret. Well, big secret. I thought to myself.
I picked up my cell and dialed his number hoping he would pick up, but knowing he wouldn't.
"Suzaku.. I-I miss you.. Please… please come to me. I need you and I can't stand it without you. I know I kept it a secret that I am a vampire for so long but… but please.. meet me at the Shinjuku Ghetto tonight. I will wait for you there as long as I can." I said into my cell, really hoping he would.
I hung up my cell and checked the time, and it was 1:00pm. I never told Suzaku what time at night we should meet so I guess I should go early, but I was scared. I was so scared that he wouldn't love me anymore or have any feelings for me at all.
I ran into the bathroom, barely making it to the toilet and started puking my guts up.
My mind was going hazy and I couldn't breathe.
"Someone.. anyone.. help me!" I screamed and thrashed all around the room.
"I'm scared… and cold.. I need.. I need-" I choked and was drifting into darkness.
"Suzaku."
(Suzaku's P.O.V)
"Who does he think he is? Just leaving me a fucking message and ordering me to see him." I said, mad at him for everything he did, and he lied to me.
I know I shouldn't hate him and I don't. I act like I hate him and don't know him and really… really, I love him more than anything in the world. I just don't understand why he kept a huge secret from me. I needed to know at least that much but I kept refusing to go see him.
I remember I told him I would never see him again nor would I ever love him, and I knew I shouldn't have.
(Flashback)
"You're a fucking monster! How the fuck am I suppose to trust your ass anymore?" I said
"No.. Suzaku y-you don't understand..I wanted to tell you but if I did they said they would.."
"No! Shut up, Lelouch. You lied to me. You said that I could trust you but now.. your no longer the person I love nor care about anymore."
"Suzaku! P-please.. listen to what I have to say. They said.."
"No! I no longer wish to listen to you. I don't ever want to hear your voice. I don't even want to see you again!"
Lelouch fell to my apartment floor onto his knees, with wide and teary eyes.
"Get out! I never want to see you again!" I yelled at him right in the face.
He looked at me right in the eyes and tried to reach out to touch my face but before he could I slapped his hand away. He retreated his hand and held it close to his chest and cradled it dearly.
It had and angry red mark and he looked up from his hand to me. His face was flushed with the same red as the mark I made on his hand, but not out of anger but because of the hurt and embarrassment in his eyes.
A tear ran down his face and I so desperately wanted to hold him in my arms and tell him I was sorry but it just wasn't going to happen. Anger was all over my body and I knew Lelouch didn't deserve to be yelled at but part of me felt like he needed to be punished.
"S-Suza-Suzaku... I-"
"What part of 'I don't ever want to hear your voice again' and 'get out' do you not understand?"
Lelouch stared at me wide eyed and finally he broke down crying. He stood and opened the door and ran out crying, leaving a trail of tears behind him.
(End of Flashback)
Oh God! What have I done to you. My dearest Lulu. Oh, how I want to hold you, but don't worry, I'm coming for you. Just you wait.
Wait a minute. I have not seen him since a year and I have been avoiding him for the past year. I wonder if he will be the same still. The last time I saw him was that time.
I always thought he was a bloodsucker after I heard that he was a Vampire, but… What if I was wrong? Maybe he hates me now, or what if he wants my blood?
NO! I'm going to meet him no matter what! I want to see you, Lulu. I have to see you so badly. I- I'm..
I'm sick of loneliness.
For those of you who have read this far, they receive a big Hug!
Ending song: Imaginary By Evanescence
Me: Well that's all for now folks! Sorry it's so short. So many thoughts were going through my head at once that I had to listen to my favorite song, Imaginary by Evanescence. That's why this story is crapy. Oh well, I tried my best. Please review. I will have the next chapter up probably by next week! Key word probably! See ya next time!
~MidnightShadow1245
