Without a trace of a forgotten soul

I ran up my street trying to get to my house before anyone saw me. I felt horrible. I was so stupid. How could I do that...to my best friend? I flew into my house with hot tears streaming down

my face. When my step father finds out about this….I swear he'll kill me! I ran up the stairs with sobs escaping my bloody lips. I shouldn't have listened to him. I'm a fricken idiot!

I slammed my door once I got to my room. Quickly, I raced to get my suit case and started packing. I was 18 now so I can leave, but I'd leave Big Time Rush behind, my mother, sister, and my career.

None of this would matter though. No one cares for me and for what I just did…..that would take my life. I cramped as much of my belongings in my suit case as it could hold; I didn't have many but I would want to keep my memories with me. I heard someone walking up the stairs.

Shit why didn't I hear the door open?

My door knob turned and the door opened slightly. James opened the door fully with tears in his eyes too. "What are you doing?" James asked franticly. "I'm leaving. I just can't stay here anymore!" I said between sobs. "You can't leave me Kendall! Please stay with me. Don't go." His voice was muffled and chocked. "I have to. If my father finds out what I did to Logan I'm dead! I have to leave." I said panicking a little while closing my suit case.

"I can deal with it Kendall. Please don't leave me!" James shrieked before wrapping his arms around me. I wrapped mine around him and cried into him. "I have to." I whispered into his chest. "The hit and run thing was the most stupidest thing I ever done. How could we do that? And how did you get me into it?" I started shouting at him, backing away with anger flaming in my eyes. "I told you. It wasn't me! Someone else took control of me. I swear I'm telling the truth!" James started yelling at me with hurt in his eyes.

"No you're not! No one ever did! It was all you! I'm leaving now! Good-bye!" I yelled back while taking my bags and barging out of my room. Rivers of tears flowed down my face like lava burning my skin.

I ran down the steps, two at a time. My mom walked into the house and spotted me with my bags and my busted lip. "Oh no, Kendall." Tears formed in her eyes. I stopped and looked at her. "I can't stay here anymore." I said with a blank face, with some tears drying up. "Where will you go?" She asked me. "New York City." I answered. "Will you come back?" Mom questioned with a hurtful face. I just stared at her and shook my head. Tears flew down her face at my response.

"I got it. Why don't you and Katie come with me. The guys can live on their own back at the Palmwoods. You and I always talked about it every night. Just come and leave him." I looked her deep in the eyes. "I wouldn't be able to sweetie. He keeps his eyes on Katie and I all the time. Your step father keeps us in range. We can't go with you." Mom shook her head.

I looked down at the floor and heard the front door open again. Katie skipped in but immediately stopped when she saw me in tears and my lip bleeding.

"Whats going on?" She asked quizzically. I looked at the floor again with a deep breath. Inhaling a great amount of air and letting it out before speaking. "I'm leaving." I told her. Katie's eyes widened and she shook her head wildly. "No you can't!" Her yell surprised both me and Mom. "I have to…..I did something and he might kill me." I frowned at her. All of us looked towards the stair case where James walked down with tears in his eyes.

"Not just you did something…..I took part in it…." He trailed off looking at me. I made a small corner smile. "Honey what did you do?" Mom put her hand on my shoulder. "I can't tell you….I got to go." I stuttered and began walking to the front door. "NO! I wont let you. NO KENDALL DON'T!" Katie yelled lunging at me and wrapping a tight grip around my waist. Tears slipped down my cheeks once more and I kneeled down to hug Katie.

"I'm sorry. But I have to. I promise I'll send you a card every holiday, every birthday, and every other month." Whispered to her, holding her close to me. Katie looked up at me with her huge eyes watery with liquid. "Be good to Mom ok?" I crack a smile at my sister. Katie nodded and sniffled a bit. I smile at her and stood to my full height.

"I'll call you when I get there." I told my family before walking out the door towards a car that was parked in the front. My friend Charlie Berwick was in the driver's seat and smiled when he saw me. I got into the car with him; placing my bags in the back seats. I looked out the window at my family who was outside, as we drove away

Now this soul is to be lost and forgotten.

I watched the episode of Without a Trace with Kendall Schmidt and I thought of creating this. I have a feeling this might be my good piece that will make your little minds wander off. Please review and say what is good of it. I will also accept some other comments, just as long as I have reviews I'm good to go lol. I love Without a Trace and I think you should watch it sometime.

James