This is my first attempt to write a story, this is a Naru/FemNaru pairing if it sucks don't start bitching and I also accept any advice for making the story better but I'll do my best. I really don't care if I get any bad comments so to those people... FUCK YOU. So enjoy the story.

Lyrics and Inner Voices in Italic and Bold

I don't own Naruto or any Character

This is a Rated M story: Rape, Blood, Sex, and Language

Ch.1 Love Is A Lie

It was a cold day in Konoha it was the middle of winter it has snowed for two full months non-stop but there was still a few people outside and there was also a few shops and restaurants open including Ichiraku but no Naruto. Walking in the deep snow the number one hyperactive, knucklehead ninja wasn't himself as usual he just got his heart torn out and stomped but it felt like it was mutilatedby a thousand knives, ever since sasuke came back everythingwent to Hell.

His obsession with becoming stronger and trying to avenge his clan faded into black after killing both Orochimaru and Itachi, claiming that he was over with vengeance and power the village accepted him back like nothing happened.

All of the Konoha 11 were happy to see him including his old fan-girl, Sakura, although she was dating Naruto they've been dating for a year and a half but one day it all changed.

After coming back from mission that lasted for 3 weeks, Naruto couldn't wait to see his beloved Sakura, as he was closing to the door of his apartment he heard a loud moan, he kicked in the door and what he saw shocked him.

''WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING SAKURA'' he said yelling

''Naruto...I...I?''she said studdering

He found his girlfriend and his BEST friend who he considered his BROTHER, having sex in the couch.

''Why did you... Do this... To me''he said as tears came running down his eyes and pausing to every word.

Sasuke rose up from the couch saying nothing, he didn't even care to explain why he did it? or even talk to him? he was just there not wanting to get in the middle of it.

''I'm sorry but... I just couldn't get Sasuke out of my head, I know we've been dating for a year but I just couldn't... Get myself to forget all those times you and me having sex I would imagine him make love to me, touching me with his soft hands, saying that he loves me. I'm sorry...Naruto'' she said witout no remorse for the blonde.

''I HATE YOU, I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN'' he said, running and not looking back.

Ever since that event he never dated again or even hung out with his female friends, he even rejected both Hinata and Karin not wanting his heart to be broken again.

''Naruto, Naruto HAHAHAHA. I can feel your anger and hatred surging through me, I know that you want to kill the Uchiha HAHAHAHA. Take my power and kill that bastard and the little slut... You know you want to?'' said an ominous voice laughing trying to tempt the young man to kill his former lover and friend.

''What do you want Kurama? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT SHIT FOR BRAINS?'' he said in his subconscious yelling at the shocked fox

The fox was shocked and also inraged. ''DON'T YOU RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME YOU IMBECILE, ITS SO PITYFUL TO SEE THE GREAT SAVIOR OF KONOHA, NARUTO, THE ONE WHO DEFEATED THE MIGHTY PAIN IN AGONY OVER A WHORE IT MAKES ME SO FUCKING SICK THAT I WANT TO KILL MYSELF OUT OF DESPERATION'' said the demon in rage.

Naruto couldn't say anything after that he just kept quiet, he wanted to be alone. Jiraiya tried to cheer him up by tempting him with some awesome jutsu, training, even ramen but nothin he just left him alone. ''God I've never seeing Naruto this way in my life... I just hope he doesn't do anything stupid, I need someone to keep an eye out for him'' said the sage to himself.

At his apartment, Naruto just stared out the window, his eyes showed zero emotions, he got up and went towards the stereo and popped in a CD of one of his favorite bands... Chelsea Grin... He hoped it would help him feel less depressed and forget about the pink-haired bitch.

YOUR BODY IS MY TEMPTRESS
YOUR BEING IS A MUST
I CANNOT LIVE ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU..

''Why am I still alive? I can't feel no more, no more love or happiness? i just wanna disappear forever'' he said in his thoughts

I'D GIVE IT UP FOR JUST ONE TOUCH
TO SEE YOUR FACE
TO FEEL YOUR LUST CALLING ME
SHE WON'T STOP CALLING
I FEEL HER CRAWLING INSIDE
SHE WON'T STOP CALLING..

''After everything I did for her, she just does this behind my back, I hate them both so much I wish they die?''

COME AND WATCH MY LIPS TURN BLUE
I WROTE THIS FOR YO-

He threw a shuriken to the stereo as he was so enraged that he didn't want to listen to it, he just went to sleep with tears running down.