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Power
Silent Ravencroft
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Sometimes I love my power
I relish it
Other times…
I wish it were gone
I hate it
I could destroy everything…
My friends, my life, the world
It could all be gone
It could all just disappear…
The whole universe
Gone
Departed
Deceased
Finished
It scares me…
When I lose control
A part of my mind worries
A part of me screams
But I don't stop
Because I can't
I can't stop myself
That is why I am afraid
Why I hide
A part of me wants to laugh
To cry
To dance
To love
Another part is afraid
Afraid that I could lose control
And all would be gone
Like it had never been
Never existed…
If I lost control
If just for a minute
I could injure, destroy…
I could kill
I lost control
I nearly killed him
Nearly killed the one I love
It was my fault
I lost control
I was responsible
Now he is paying
Sometimes I love my power
Today though
Today
I hate it…
