Quickie diclaimer: Sadly, I own absolutely NO aspect of the WWE whatsoever. This story, while including WWE personalities, is my own original work of fiction. Now... on with the story!
I was late again! I had an appointment with my manager Paul Heyman in 10 minutes, and it was on the other side of town! I was doing my best no to spaz out as I ran to catch a hotel elevator with an untied shoe and a piece of toast hanging out of my mouth! I know it wasn't the most professional thing to do, but have I ever been professional? If ANYONE could get me into this business, it was Heyman! Besides... he says he likes me and he paid for my coffee! Free coffee! I had traveled as a roadie for a while and I've done some OVW work, but my heart just wasn't in the ring... maybe he could help me. "Paul always seems to know what to do" I thought. But, as usual, I had gotten lost in my head and forgot to notice the large figure ahead of me and before I knew it... SMACK! I haad run right into someone"Oh my God! I'm soooo sorry! It was my fault", I cried as a flurry of papers settled around me. Oh...no... it was... Jon Heidenreich? Shit! He was gonna be sooo mad at me"Jon...Mr. uhhh Heidereich... I mean... uh... that is...exactly..." What the hell? Why can't I talk! Say something"Hey... watch it, k? oh... by the way... is this yours", he said holding up my chewed on piece of toast. "gahhhhhhh! I'm laaaate! Keep the toast! I'm...ummm sorry" and so I ran as fast as my legs would carry me! Past the elevator... past the carts...no time! Had to get to safety! I skidded outside and leaned against the wall for support... I couldn't breathe.. and my heart was pounding! Did I really run that fast?
15 minutes laterI walked into GIMMICK to see Paul sitting at our table looking distressed. "Kat, Kat, Kat! I was getting worried! What took you so long", he seemed to perk up when he saw me. "Sorry Mr. Heyman... I kinda got distracted...", it wasn't exactly a lie. "Well it sure looks like it...and what's with the Mr. Heyman", he said with a big grin on his face. "Sorry", I said "I guess I kinda thought... since we were in public...", I was stuttering"Naaah! Who's my kitty" I couldn't believe it! Was Paul Heyman... THE Paul Heyman I've admired since ECW firtling with me? Well, I mean sure I've known him for a few years... but I never thought he be this open, and in public"ok... nyan! My Hey-chan" I said as I glomped him! (Glomp: to hug affectionatley with much excitement) We sat down together and talked for awhile and it felt great... "You know what Heyman... I'm glad I met you", I said happily. "What brought this on" "Nothing really... except... can I have a piece of toast? I lost mine earlier" Paul laughed out loud. "Yeah... anything for my kitty" Then he started playing with my hair, and it felt so good. I layed my head on his shoulder and breathed in the scent of his cologne. I was so happy... I had forgotten about earlier that morning, and I was in my own little happy world. Then, he decided to break the silence. "Kat it's kinda hard to hold your hand here. What's that paper you have there? You've been holding on to it for 30 minutes" Oh My God! It was from earlier! This was... Heidenreichs"Oh...uh... it's nothing... just... some stuff ha ha ha" I must have ran off with it without knowing it... here I was bout an hour later, and I still had it! Oh no"Paul... I'm really sorry... I have to go.. please forgive me! I need to ummm take care of something", I felt terrible about running out on this moment but I needed to get that piece of paper back to Heidenreich and fast! What if he thought I stole it? What if he...! Oh God! This was NOT good"But what about your toast" he called after me. "Keep the toast! I'm..uhhh really sorry! Call meeee please" Wow... toast Deja Vu.
About 20 minutes after running out of GIMMICK and leaving Paul, I felt really strange. Paul Heyman was so nice to me. He did lots of things for me, and was even going to get me a job doing what I love to do... I was gonna get to interview the stars backstage! I was soooo lucky to have him in my life. Soon enough I let my mind wander again. "I feel like nobody gets me... I'm alone sometimes... I just want somebody to hear me" and that's when the curiosity hit me. That paper... I had put it in my pocket. I wondered what it said. I couldn't help it! I can't help myself in these situations... what does Heidenreich have to say... "The end'll justify the means... he'll never have to know", I thought as I took out the paper and started to read it...
Heaven or Hell, where will we go?
No one ever seems to know.
Is this a hell that we live in?
This tarnished world that's full of sin.
Or could this be a learning place,
That we must come to fall from grace?
To find the answer to this mystery,
one must look back in history.
A map's been laid for all mankind,
that must be traveled at sometime.
There comes a time where one will know,
when it is time for them to go.
Down a path that leads to peace,
and a place that is complete.
In order for you to reach this place,
you must search your inner space.
A place that lies deep within your soul.
One must surrender all to become whole
It was a poem... a sad complex poem. He was hurting... and I never realized it. Just what kind of person was I? All of us? Jonathan Heidenreich wasn't just a crazy man... no. I felt so bad... he was a genius. What was this exactly? I saw him up ahead in the hall and quickly stuffed the paper in my pocket. I couldn't meet his eyes, I felt guilty for some reason. Why was I making such a big deal over him? All I could do was just look at the floor. Walking by I thought I could hear him beggining to say something, but it was too late. I had already shut my door as fast as I could. I couldn't explain it... what was happening? But I realized as I leaned against the other end of the door... my heart was pounding hard inside my chest"Heidenreich...", I said, "I...I want to help him"
PREVIEW OF NEXT CHAPTER!
What the hell is going on here? Paul Heyman is really nice to me, and when he calls me to go out on a date I can't help but say yes! But instability enters the atmosphere when who enters the picture, but...Heidenreich! What will happen on our big night out? What will Heidenreich have to do with anything? Find out next time on...
MIRAGE! Chapter 1: What happens now? The arrival of a new sunset...
This is my first ever story! I know it's not the best, but I'm excited. lol. Please read it and give me any kind of feedback you can. I wanna know how I can get better, so you people will like my writing more. Thank You!
