A/N (Italics are for the song) Coloured Flames (yeah, I spell 'colored' the Aussie way, gotta problem?): Oh hey guys! I just felt like making a songfic series because I've found a lot of songs that would fit the characters very well. I don't own any of these songs… I wish I did though.
First up we have good ol' Gary Smith.
Gary: Oh ma gawd, YAY! Song: Flawed Design remix (Look it up, it's a really emotional song.)
CF: … Yeah, anyway, here's some random information so I won't get attacked by copyrights:
Artist: Stabilo
Writer of the story: Coloured Flames of course.
Gary Smith was not always the evil sociopath you'd think he is. He has his reasons.
But I knew if I was tempted I would… RU-U-UN…He always did as he was told by other people- but never his parents. Abusive, mean, drunk… you name one bad trait, his parents had it. As Gary got older, some of their flaws began to rub off on him. He would always try get what he wanted- one way or another.
Then as I got older I began to lie to get exactly what I wanted, when I wanted...
… And I wanted it.Gary started to have trouble choosing between what he needed and what he only wanted.
Now I'm having trouble differentiating between what I want and what I need to make me… Happy.Altogether he stopped thinking about his actions, resulting in injuries to himself and other people.
So instead of thinking I just act before I have a chance to contemplate the consequence of… Action.Life began to spiral into chaos. He just wanted to lay there and fall asleep… but he didn't want to ever wake up. But the chemicals in his head… they possessed him to just keep going on, and on… and on.
And I will turn off… And I will shut down…
Chemicals are restless in my head.Gary just couldn't control his words, his actions, his choices.
'Cos I lie. Not because I want to, but I seem to need to all the time.He didn't realize that the things he did were wrong. The chemicals in his head made sure of that.
Yeah I lie, but I don't even know it. Maybe this is all a part of my…Gary Smith could never change.
… Flawed Design….
Gary: *sob sob sob* I'm a monster! A/N. So? Good or bad?
Coloured Flames: *pats him on the back* you bet you are.
