I showed her just how cruel humanity can be, how cruel I could be. And here she is. Sobbing as if I just killed her fucking cat. My memories still etched in her mind. "I'm sorry, master...so sorry." She wouldn't fucking stop crying into my chest. "Stop wailing." She wasn't really wailing, her sobs were soft, beautiful even like an intricate melody. Pleasant.But she needed to stop crying for me. "Your j-just s-saying that," Its completely true. I felt something wet fall on my lips. DAMN IT! Not me too... I rushed to wipe it away before she noticed, but she did. She is a vampire after all. She stared at me wide eyed. "Y-your...crying?" she sniffled. Her tears fell even more now. "No..." I felt like a child, a whimpering pathetic child. I didn't cry when that bastard raped me and my younger brother. I didn't cry when I killed my best friend, or my father.

I didn't cry when my wife and our children were killed. And I damn sure didn't cry when I killed my younger brother because of it. But, this feeling, this want to cry flooded my dead heart. And my red tears that I struggled to hold back came forward. "Master..." I growled at her. "Don't cry for me Seras." My voice felt as if it was porcelain ready to crack. "I'm going to cry for you no matter what," She whispered. Her small arms wrapped around my waist, she was hugging me. "N-never...c-cry...f-for m-me." I attempted to growl. It was characteristic of me, to sob, or to do anything related to it. Seras didn't judge me though. She didn't belittle me like so many others have, she only held me. I could hear her hum a soft tune, that suspiciously sounded like a hymn my mother used to sing. Can't let her see me weak. I stared at the dungeon ceiling. I don't want her to see how weak I am. She some how sensed this and spoke. "It's not weak to show emotion Master. Its alright to cry." Her hands reach up, softly stroking my cheek. I lean in to the comforting touch. Sighing I look down at her. "It is weak, crying does nothing! Only humans cry." She kisses my forehead, whispering. "Its OK to be human, just this once." I lean in placing my head on her shoulder. Maybe she was right, just this once...I can be human again.


I haven't posted here in quite a while, and I'm currently revising every single story I've posted. But to take a break from all that I decided to write this little number.

Hope you like it~