A/N:
Yo. n . n
So… I haven't really found many KH fanfics that have tickled my fancy that much.
I tried writing my own before and failed...-cries-
So I gave up on what I was trying in my other KH pilot. And since it was a pilot and only got one review because it was too much of a prologue type of first chapter, I gave up on it.
I've mixed this up now. It's a fanfic that a mature audience can enjoy (for those awesome writers and readers in the KH section) but it's full of cool stuff to keep the ADD people happy. It's also a love triangle that includes shounen ai for the yaoi lovers. And it is at times funny. I don't do "House of Mouse" funny. –cough- I do humorous. But that's okay...right?
And yes. There is shounen ai in the first chapter. n . n
Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts, Square does…blah blah blah. You know the rest. Xb
Tell me you love me
"I'm sorry."
No answer.
"….I don't want to break contact with you just because of-"
"I have to go."
Sora spotted Riku's restrain in speaking up against her rudeness and also saw why. Anyone would be able to tell from one glance that the girl was a heart wreck. The poor thing's lip was quivering so dangerously yet she was still trying to hold her tears back. Her whole body was slightly shaking and her breaths became more and more difficult every time the silver haired boy talked.
"Listen… I don't want you to be hurt-"
"Just…stop!" She screamed shaking her head wildly. She glared at Riku one last time before turning around in a great sob and running with slightly wobbly legs up the hill towards the town.
Sora frowned and waited impatiently for Riku to react. 'C'mon…' He thought insistently as he watched the scene just a few yards away. 'C'mon…run after her! What are you waiting for?' But before Sora knew it, the young woman had disappeared beyond the hill and Riku still stood perfectly still with an expressionless face, simply watching the girl escape her emotional predator. The brunette clenched his fists and walked toward his childhood friend with an angry look on his face.
"What is your problem!"
"What are you talking about?" Riku replied, his statuesque poker face still facing the direction of the hill.
"That." Sora pointed to that same direction the green eyes were intently watching. "You just broke that girl's heart! When you said, you had a little business to take care of, I didn't know you meant this."
"What else was I supposed to do, Sora? Lead her on?" He asked, finally facing Sora with an unchanged look on his face.
The keyblade master lowered his glance. He was right…"But you didn't have to say it to her like that! C'mon, Riku! 'Sorry, but it's over' You gotta be kidding me! You could've put it nicely at least!"
Riku's lips finally curved upwards into a smile. He took a few steps towards the other boy, and before Sora could do anything about it, Riku hooked his neck with an arm and rubbed his knuckles against his head. "You're so cute, Sora."
"S-stop!"
The older boy finally let his friend go and smiled even more widely when Sora looked at him with an angry red face.
"Sora, there is no such thing as a nice break up. Now c'mon, you wanted to go to the beach, didn't you?"
Sora watched in confusion as Riku clearly and simply ended the argument for him. No words left to say, not much of a fight to put up either, not to mention he would look like a nagging idiot if he continued to bother his friend about the issue. Sora sighed. Did he always have to be dominant in everything he did? The keyblade master's blue orbs twirled around to once again face the town up the hill. His eyebrows furrowed. Of course Riku would be the one to break up…Poor Selphie…
"Sora!"
The brunette dropped his arms in surrender and sighed, running towards the silver haired boy. Dominant would always remain.
"Do you miss it?"
"Hm?" Asked Sora, too distracted by the swift melody of the sea lulling him into a happy, alternate world.
"What you had…before we came back home."
Sora's eyes continued to be filled with a curious look. Riku sighed at his friend's innocent denseness and raised his arm up. He gripped the air, as if pretending to grab a weapon, and then swung the invisible object across his chest.
"Ohhh. You mean that. Hahah…" He laughed recognizing what used to be their weapon of choice. He looked up at the sky, missing what had been his sanctuary once. "Yeah…I miss it."
"But," he added "I would never regret coming back here to you guys."
Both friends shared eye contact for a second.
"How about you?" Sora asked before he mimicked Riku's make believe keyblade. His friend closed his eyes and frowned, remembering the experiences that were still fresh in his mind.
"I dreaded it and loved it at the same time…it's not easy; being caught between light and darkness. I can't say I miss it, but regretting it wouldn't make sense either."
Sora nodded. "I think I get what you mean." A hopeful smile spread across his lips. "Don't worry…someday, it'll be you, Kairi, and me. All three of us finally together fighting side by side kicking some other enemy's ass!" He said excitedly punching the air.
Riku chuckled. "I'm sure by then you'll be on Kairi's side in more than one way."
The brunette's cheeks glowed red and he shrunk in ego. "S-stop messing around."
"Oh man, so you still haven't confessed to her yet?" Asked Riku, now sitting up so he could look directly at his friend. When Sora looked away, he simply sighed, assuming the right answer. "A little slow, aren't we, Sora?" The keyblade master childishly pursed his lips in discomfort, almost pouting and receiving a sympathetic look from Riku. "Sora, Kairi's clever, I'm sure she already knows…but she's a girl, she doesn't want to be embarrassed in front of the guy that she likes, so reassure her and tell her that you like her, already."
"It's not as easy as it seems…" Sora explained, looking at the sand that was as hot as his cheeks. Riku smiled.
"Practice on me." Sora's eyes shot open in shock. To his surprise his childhood friend was sitting facing him with a very serious face. He wasn't joking?
"W…what?"
"I said," Repeated the green eyed boy with perfect clarity. "Practice on me. Tell me you love me."
Sora stared at Riku in speechless disbelief. He couldn't possibly be serious.
"No?" The taller boy asked cocking an eyebrow. "Then you'd rather have me demonstrate?"
In an instant Riku's strong hands had taken Sora by the arms and pinned him to the ground, his lower body keeping Sora's immobilized. Once the realization that Riku was on him settled in Sora's mind his heart began to race uncontrollably. Riku leaned in and placed a trail of kisses down Sora's neck.
"You have to keep her mind on you…mess around a bit, tease her…" He said as he softly bit on Sora's skin.
The younger one opened his mouth but no words came out. Did he even want to stop Riku? He mentally slapped himself. Of course he wanted Riku to stop! ...This was…dumb! They were in public too!
"I love you."
A knot appeared in Sora's throat.
"After that you have to keep going…"
Every thought emptied out of his mind, all he could feel was Riku nibbling on his ear, all he could hear was his own moans escaping his throat, and all he could think about were those three words and how they had had no meaning but had meant the world to him.
"And for a grand finale…" Riku let go off one of Sora's arms to hold his face in place. Leaning in, he began to close the gap between the two boys' lips. Sora tensed up as Riku's face inched closer and closer to him. His mind raced around all the possibilities and all the consequences and all the morals and all of his beliefs, Kairi, yet finally, but surely, he closed his eyes…
No kiss.
"…You kiss her." Riku rolled off Sora and took his old spot next to him. "See? Simple as pie." He yawned and stretched, wondering what time it was and pondering what else they should do since they still had a whole day ahead. Once he noticed that he hadn't heard a chirp from Sora in quiet a while he turned back to the boy. To his surprise, he was still lying on the same position that he had left him. His mouth was half open and he had a confused and unsatisfied frown on his face. "What's wrong? Don't tell me you're not up for it!"
Sora didn't respond, but simply sat up and hunched forward, the worry in his face still showing.
"…Hey….are you al-"
BAM!
"How dare you?"
A/N: Please review! As shallow as it sounds, it's the only way of getting more views. That's what I'm really interested in, the views. But with no reviews, less and less views.
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