Author's Note: One thing for sure I can't tolerate caffeine. So, here I am again writing. Hahaha… Hope you will read it.


'Onii-san'

How I despise that word. It's like a cursed spell that will never be broken.

'Onii-san'

I remember the first time you called me that and I can feel my stomach turned upside down. What a rigid word that can never be bent or change.

'Onii-san, can I sleep with you tonight?' you shyly asked as you hugged your pillow closer to. 'I'm scared of the storm.'

That was the first time you came to me and the start of my living hell. The first time you came to my door. Rin, if only you knew.

"Ahhh!" a scream bolted me awake. Sitting up I looked around and saw you staring at me with mixed emotions. Embarrassment, shocked and anger are all present in your face.

"Why are you on my bed?!" you pointed your finger at me. "Did you just sleep in my room?"

In your room? On your bed? Ah, I remember last night there was a storm and I thought you might be scared. I just smirked as your face turned deep red.

"I thought you might be scared last night," I calmly stated as I put my palm under my chin. "You usually come to me during stormy night."

"That was when I was still small," you whispered as you divert your eyes. "Anyway don't ever come to my room without my permission."

I wonder since when did you start stop relying to me? Did I make any mistake in the past that I slowly lost your trust? Or maybe it's because of those boys in your school that had been chasing you?

"If you girlfriends know that you had been babysitting your little sister like a doting big brother," you said with a calm voice as you get up from the bed. "It would be bad for your image."

That's right; maybe they could also be the reason why you are cold towards me. They tend to be so aggressive sometimes. Those annoying girls who does nothing with their life.

"Oi, Sesshomaru," my half-brother's head poke at the door. "I was looking for you. As I thought you would be here."

Inuyasha my half-brother who tends to get in my nerves. My father separated my mother and married Inuyasha's mother but due to bad luck his mother died together with my father. My mother happily accepted Inuyasha as her own son and raise him like his true mother would. Long ago we did not get along well but it all change when Rin came to the picture.

"What are you doing in Rin's room anyway?" Inuyasha folded his arms. "Don't tell me Rin got scared last night? You are still kid, Rin."

"See the reason to obvious," I said with a straight face as I looked at you.

"Shut up you two!" you are literally growling at us. "Both of you out, out."

Being push out from your room I smiled remembering your red face. You certainly have your own charms. That's why there is no other than you.

"Se-Sesshomaru-senpai, I-I-I I like you," a blushing and highly embarrassed girl blurted out in front of me.

Ahh, another confession for the day. How many times was it? I totally lost count. It doesn't really matter after all. Just another annoying confession that I don't care about. As always I prepare to say my usual speech but I saw something at the corner of my eye. Is that Rin and some strange boy?

"Ple-Please accept my feelings," the girl bowed lower but it was the least of my attention.

"I'm sorry," I started to walk towards the direction of my attention. "Can I get back to you later?"

I walked to where Rin and her new boy 'friend' is and gave the deadliest glare towards the twerp. Hope he will get the message

"Rin," I calmly said with my face passive but eyes tell a different story. "Who's your friend?"

"Ah, onii-san," you smiled to me with a hint of pink on your cheeks. That annoys me to some extent. "This is Kahou-senpai, he's in 11th grade."

"Nice to meet you senpai," the boy twitch under my stare. He is not that thick huh. "Then Rin-san, I'll be on my way."

I watch as him retreat like a dog with his tail between his legs. What an easy prey; not even worth the fight.

"Could you please stop doing that?!" you glare at me. "You always scare away any boys that dare approach me."

"It is a brother's responsibility," I said nonchalantly even though I know it's just an excuse to do so.

"Yeah right, the usual excuse," I can feel irritation in your voice. "Inuya-niisan is the same but you are overboard."

Overboard? What's wrong with trying to protect what is mine? Why is it you don't know Rin? Did you forget?

"You are already a senior, oniisan and you won't always be there for me," you crossed your arms to make your point. "And someday I'm going to leave your side, meet a guy, fell in love, get married and start a family. Also I will have children and-"

Enough I can't listen anymore. I pinned you against the wall and cornered you with my body. I cringed at the thought of you leaving my side and having family with some random guy.

"You won't be leaving my side, ever," I said in a low possessive voice. "I won't let you."

How could I be so stupid? I covered my eyes with my pillow as I lay on my bed. Why did I say those words in front of her? Now, she will hate me and the proof of that is she's sleeping in her friend's house tonight. She's clearly avoiding me and I can't do anything about it. What had I done?


Author's Note: Hope you enjoy it. I review this for how many times but there could still a possibility that I have over looked some mistake. But I'm still hoping you like it. Then, good night guys, even though it's already morning. Yukiero, signing off.