'I don't want to die...out here in the Valley.'
I was never the strong one. I played it so well that I guess you believed it. You looked up to me. I let you down. I'm sorry. Look, I'm scared. I left for good reasons...I was a risk to you, to her...to everyone. You have to understand that. Please. I found myself a nest...bloodsuckers. I dunno how long I can hold up. I'm not okay. I'm writing you just so you know.
'I just want my dad to know...that I finally made it.'
You were always his favorite. It hurt, yah know? I never showed it, but I hated him sometimes. I thought, maybe if I followed every order...did everything he said...maybe he'd like me a little more. Maybe. Hell, I'm kinda glad I'm lyin' here. I get to see him. I'm selfish...I'm sorry
'I don't want to die...out here in the Valley. You don't have to lie, I know that's what I'll do.'
Take care of Faith, okay? You and Bobby. Teach her cool stuff...like not being a bitch, heh. Don't let her forget me or her mom. Ever. Promise me that. She's beautiful. Must have got that part from me, huh. Nah
'I don't want my mom to know...that I never loved my life...and I sold my soul.'
Mom always said Angels were watching over us. Remember that? You were too young to, probably. But she did. I gave you a lot of crap about that kind of thing. I shouldn't have. You weren't the only one that prayed, man. I did too. A lot. Look...I don't have much time left. Vamps or Hellhounds...either way. I at least want to take two or three of these bastards with me. I lo
'I don't want to die...out here in the Valley.'
