Author's Note

Unfortunately, many of you may be upset to get this update in your mail only to see where it will bring you.

I have fought with myself for years on what to do with this story. I went very, very, very dark with it and it is something I have come to regret. I had thought many times about changing it or tweaking it but I kept losing interest and then life would get in the way. I never intended it to go so dark as it did, as my writing style starts with an idea and I just run with it. The idea was simple: Sam & Blaine are missing. What you had read is what came out. There are many pieces that I wish didn't happen. As I was going back through it, I see that I did voice my opinion and distaste for parts of the story.

I'm so sorry that I've deleted it & I'm even more sorry that I did not leave it with an end. I am currently racking my brain in an attempt to give it some sort of ending, some sort of conclusion. I know that Sam & Blaine are doing much better, but I know that is not enough.

I wanted to say Thank You to those of you who stood by me and who were genuinely interested in this story. You were all the reasons that had helped me continue with this story.

I hope you all are doing well and please take care. Hopefully I will be back again someday.

- J