Chapter 1: The Dream and The Confession

A/N: This is my rewrite to the episode Doomsday in season 2, and following onward. I would love to have no flames in the comments. Yes, I realize that this has been done before, but I am watching for the first time, and I don' think that Doomsday was an okay thing to do right. (Pun intended). The introduction has spoilers. Hell, the whole thing is a big ball of wibbly. . .wobbly. . .spoiley woiley. . .stuff. It's all spoilers and wishes so . . . without further a due. . .on to the fic!

Disclaimer: Roses are red, Violets are blue, I don't own Doctor Who, so pretty please don't sue!

Chapter 1: The Dream and The Confession

. . .Her hand was slipping. "I need to get it-upright! Rose powered against the lever as she tried to close the portal to hell. Rose's breath hitched, as she pulled back on the lever with all the strength she could muster. She grunted, and pulled with all her might. Her hands were tiring, and she was pulled upright by the sucking power of the vortex. She cold feel herself slipping. She screamed, and her arms trembled. Her hands held only by the skin of her fingers, released. She screamed again, "DOCTOR!" She yelled. "ROSE!" He yelled, a look of panic covering his beautiful face. Tears fell from his eyes, as she was pulled to the vortex. Just before she fell into the portal, a man, from a parallel universe named Pete Tyler materialized behind her, catching her and teleporting her and himself into his universe. Rose would never see the Doctor again. A white wall appeared. She ran at it, "Take me back." "Take me back!" "TAKE ME BA-HA-HACK!" She sobbed, her vision blurred, she shook with a tremor, and awoke with a scream.

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Rose shook and sobbed. She was in a sitting up, from her rude awakening. She shook with the sobs that racked her small frame. She needed a walk. She got up, shaking with sobs, barely able to breath, and making it even harder to see. Stumbling out of her king sized bed in the T.A.R.D.I.S., slipped her slippers on, and ran out of her room. She didn't know where she was going but she was going, her vision blurred, and her feet fast, she tripped and fell into a thing. Only it wasn't a thing, it was the Doctor. She fell to the ground on her bum. Sobbing hard, she got back up and ran. She still didn't know where she was going, but the Doctor was now following her. She needed to run as fast as her legs would carry her. After about ten minuets, she found the library and threw herself on to a sofa, hard. She let her tears have their way.

I can't ever see him again.

It was only a dream.

I didn't even get to tell him that I love him!

Doctorrrr!

Sad thoughts overcame her. She couldn't control the sobs that racked her body. Like a thunderstorm, she cried, and choked, and breathed. Her whole world shook, sob after sob, tear after tear, her breathing labored and her chest heaved. She screamed, and cried. "I-*Hic* L-love yo-uu *Inhale* Doctor!" She cried. "Quite right too," came the voice of the Doctor, who had been standing there the whole time. "How long have you been standing there?" "Long enough to know that you are upset. Care to tell me what's got you crying your heart out?" He asked, genuinely worrying for Rose. "It was a-a dream-mm. You were there-" "That explains the crying." "Shut up." A faint smile crossed her lips, and she continued, back in her melancholy. "You were there, and the Daleks were there, and the Cybermen were there, and there was a portal to the void, and I had to pull a lever to close it, and I almost got sucked in, but then, parallel universe Dad materialized behind me, and p-ppopped me and him back to his universe. I never got to see you again. I never even got the chance to tell you that-" She stopped herself. Hadn't he already heard her say it? "Yes?" He asked tentatively. "I never even got to tell you that-t-that I LOVE YOU DOCTOR!" She screamed the last part out with a sob. Her body shook. He sat down next to her, and rubbed her back as she cried.

"You know that I would never let you anywhere near a portal to hell, right?" Rose nodded. "Do you no why?" He asked, leading her to the most terrifying thing the Doctor would ever tell anyone. She shook her head, no. He breathed deeply before throwing himself to the big, bad wolf. "Because, Rose Tyler, I love you." She sat up, and turned to him. She threw her arms around him, and cried. Needing to get her fears, and her sadness out. She couldn't stop. The Doctor was just there for her. Her whole body shook violently. He held her there, being the shoulder for her to cry on. His hearts broke for her. He was saddened by her fears. He felt as though he could do nothing for her. He was genuinely saddened, so he held her, and wrapped his arms tighter around her with each passing moment. And for one second the Doctor knew:

He would never let go of his Rose.