The Note

Chapter 1

A/N: I don't care what anybody says. I love Homura x Goku.

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" You stupid monkey!" Gojyo yelled, elbowing Goku's skull. " If you touch my plate one more time I am stabbing you with my fork."

" You already stabbed me with your fork!" Goku whined, " Look at these marks."

" Well, you shouldn't have touched my plate." Gojyo rolled his eyes.

" Gojyo, calm down." Hakkai said softly. Gojyo blinked at Hakkai and went back to his own plate. " Thank you."

Gojyo huffed, not really liking to follow orders, but it was Hakkai after all. Gojyo's eyes shifted to Sanzo, who's eyes were covered by his bangs. He looked at Goku, who was looking at Sanzo, a weird look in his eyes.

Gojyo waved a hand in front of Goku's face, and Goku blinked.

" What?"

" Nothing." Gojyo shook his head. " Something wrong?"

" No." Goku said blankly.

" Something's wrong." Gojyo pried. " You're lonely?"

" No." He said again, glaring at Gojyo.

Gojyo smiled, " You're confused, don't know what to do. You have a choice to make."

Goku blinked, and didn't say anything. He knew Gojyo was right.

When dinner was over, Goku left the table, rubbing his eyes. He was tired and lonely. An emptiness had built inside of his stomach. He wasn't hungry for food, he was hungry for affection. He knew who could give that affection to him, he knew somebody wanted to love him. But because of who that somebody was, it was hard to make the right choice.

He promised Goku everything, everything he could ever want.

He made Goku feel loved, feel accepted.

He made Goku feel wanted, needed. As if without him, he couldn't go on.

So why was Goku giving that up?

To persue somebody who couldn't even look at him?

Who couldn't thank him?

Who couldn't just tell him that he was doing a good job?

Goku reached into his pocket and pulled out the paper again, and remembered Homura's words.

And what hurt Goku more, is that he wanted to go.

Who wouldn't want to leave everything behind to go with somebody who loves and cares for them?

This was truly a hard decision. Goku's head hurt, and he rubbed his temples slowly in a circular motion.

" I don't know what to do." Goku whined. He sat up and looked out the window of his room. From where he was, he could easily see the shilouette of the Tower Of Konran, and his fingers tingled.

" Well, I know, but I don't know if it's right."

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A/N: Yay. I guess that was okay.