Skysong: Okay, I'm sorry this is kinda long, but I got so involved in it, when I realized where I was, I was on the second page, so I hope you enjoy. It's a Crow/Leaf fic in a way, more Angst than romance, but still.

Wightshadoo: PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE REVIEW!

Morningsky: Yes! It will help her make the Crowfeather pov come faster!

Moonglow: Skysong, you forgot to mention…

Skysong: Oh yeah, the only reason this is in progress is because I'm making another chapter in Crowfeather's pov in the kinda weirdish 3rd person pov thingymabober.

Morningsky: With that said, here's the first part in Leafpool's pov.

There are two parts of her soul

One part longs and needs to be with him,

To feel his warm gaze upon her own,

To know and acknowledge the love he has for her.

The other part is lost and dead with the knowledge they have both moved on,

She and the enemy she has fallen in love with.

Her heart and mind are in the midst of a battle,

A revolutionary war of love, pain, and regret,

But still, she hopes and dreams of a future that will never happen,

A future where there will be no hatred or hurt,

A future where she can feel loved by the one she loves the most,

A future where their kits can grow up loved.

How many sacrifices will she have to make?

How much pain must she go through?

It is one thing to be shunned,

But to be shunned by your friends and family is the worst.

How much will she suffer to find happiness?

Will she even succeed?

Everything is turned against her, but she still clings to hope,

In the middle of the storm she still dreams.

What will happen to their kits, growing up in the midst of this turmoil?

She certainly can't raise them; they won't even know she is their mother!

How much pain? How much regret?

This is not the life she planned out, falling in love,

But it happened and is a reality she can't escape from.

She won't escape this churning sea of nothing,

Not after she chose her Clan over him.

They told her to trust in her heart.

How can you trust something that is shattered and broken?

He has another mate now, and a kit.

Time has frozen now; reality is gone.

Does he even remember her?

Does he remember the medicine cat from ThunderClan whose life he saved?

She certainly would have died had he not pulled her from the edge of the gorge.

Does he remember her sweet voice, filled with love and compassion for him?

Does he remember her face, lined with regret when she told him they had to go back?

She didn't want to go, but it was her duty.

Her mentor died, and she blamed it on herself.

In her heart she knows she couldn't have stopped it, but she wonders,

Wonders if only she hadn't run away, would the crippled medicine cat still be alive?

She has wondered so many times.

Could she have prevented this tragedy?

Is there any way they could be together without anything bad happening?

Is there any way she could love him?

Skysong: R&R plz!

Morningsky: Thank- you to anyone who reads or reviews this poem thing...

Moonglow: Yay to everybody!

Wightshadoo: Thanks Guys!