AN:
Taking a shot on doing some drabbles. Enjoy
Italics are Mercedes & Bold are Santana
I can't take another day watching him be her puppy; all she does is drag him along. He deserves someone better than Quinn. He needs someone who will take him as he is; who doesn't try to make him hide himself for a status. I just want him to understand high school doesn't define you, it's only four years of your life and you barely keep in touch with these people ever again.
It was still a mystery to me when I started to see him in a new light. He began to grow his hair out and I so badly wanted to run my fingers through it. His eyes were absolutely beautiful, I could get lost in those forever. They just sparkled a magical green, so beautifully it made me fall in love with them.
But I know he could never see me more than a friend, Hell we barely speak to each other; due to my shyness I get whenever I was around him. I'm just plain ole Mercedes, the only girl in glee club who never was in a relationship. How could he ever want me? I'm not pretty like Quinn, or even popular. Sure I was on the Cheerios' last year but it wasn't me. I had to starve myself to please Sue, I like the way I am and wanted nothing to do with self-hate team Sue called the Cheerios so I quit.
"Mr. Shue I was wonder if I could sing a song before our lesson today" I asked my glee teacher hoping he'd accept my question.
"Sure Mercedes" He responded and gave her a motion to come up in front of the class
I began to look around the room and I saw them together laughing quietly at some joke. I was so envious I hope this works. I want to tell him how much I care for him. He doesn't need to waste his time with her he could do so much better. I pointed to Santana to come up with me; she would perform as my back-up vocals. To say the least our voices mashed so good together and she never got a chance to shine. Even if I have a love/hate with her, she still is tight peoples at the end of the day. And I love the sassiness and bitchyness she possesses. And if she wasn't right enough she knew we we're the best singers besides Berry, man hands as she calls her.
"I just want to dedicate this towards Sam. I know this is farfetched but boy you need someone who will take you as you are. In my eyes you're perfect just the way you are and you don't have to pretend, if you were my guy." I said looking into his eyes honestly.
It was so nerve wrecking being so open and forward in front of the whole class. Especially I was throwing out my feelings for him, which a diva never does. I felt the stares of the rest of the club on me and half of them are shocked or confused.
I can love you, (I can love you)
I can love you, (I can love you)
I can love you better than she can
Sitting here,
Wondering why you don't love me
The way that I love you
And baby have no fear
Cause I would never ever hurt you
And you know my love is real, boy I can
After I sung the first verse, I saw Quinn's evil glare cutting into me, but I didn't even care about her. My eyes went straight for Sam's and saw he was looking at me. It was like he was studying me, trying to find my intentions. I just confessed in a song I loved him and I didn't know how he could process this. But I wasn't going to give up.
I know some times
Can get rough but we'll make it
We'll make it through the storm
And I know I will try
To make sure that you can trust me
And you know the reason why that I say
Everyone in the room was cheering me on. I couldn't stop smiling once I seen Sam's eyes light up and a big ass smile was placed on his face. He really got into my performance; I hope something good comes from this. I just want him to myself, him and those big sexy lickable, suckable and kissable lips of his. Damn were those some big lips I wouldn't mind having them on mines.
(Won't you tell me who?)
(Who's gonna make you feel the way I do)
Who's gone love you like I do, huh? What
Who's gone treat you like I do, huh? What
(Nobody, nobody)
Mercedes, Santana, ha ha
Queen Bee, ah-hah, that's me
That's right, Cedes, San
Once I sung the last note I looked towards Sam and swallowed the lump I felt come up in my throat when Quinn grabbed his hand.
"I know this is a lot to process but I had to let you know. I didn't want to regret never telling you how I felt about you." I said looking at him
All eyes were now on Sam, His cheeks began to blush and he moved away from Quinn. He began to stand up putting his hands in his pocket and walked over to me. Everyone sat in anticipation on his next move especially me. Once we stood face to face he pulled me into a hug and squeezed me lightly.
"Look Cedes, your a great girl and even a better singer then half of this girls in here. Any man would love to have you as his girl, I just don't want to hurt your feelings. I'm in love with Quinn, i just dont think my feeling towards her will ever change no time soon, I'm sorry" Sam said as he left a heartbroken Mercedes with her tears
Everyone felt so sad for me, because the next moment I was engulfed in a group hug. With murmurs of, 'If you want me to kick his ass I would happily oblige. 'Or 'Cedes forget about him'. I broke free of my friends and wiped my tears away. Their face was sullen and full of disappointment, here I was the Diva finally opening up her feelings to a guy she loved to only have him tell her he's in love with his girlfriend; The one who completely treats him like shit.
"You suck so bad Quinn Fabray" Santana said to the Blonde who was still sitting in her seat, she did feel bad about this whole ordeal.
I couldn't take this anymore I grabbed my things and ran out of the room. I was the biggest joke in this school now. By the end of the day everyone will hear of my singing Sam my feelings and only to be embarassed and be put down. I had to get away, I never knew how it felt to have your heartbroken and now I did.
AN: Ahh, don't shot me please. Also the song used is I Can Love You by Mary J Blige & Lil Kim.
Even though I cut out Lil Kim's verse.
