Isabella Swan makes me wish I could cry.

We were new to Forks, our vampiric beauty mesmerized everyone who saw us. Everyone except Isabella Swan. She spent her whole life in Forks, but for some reason this new and mysterious family meant nothing to her. I knew the moment our eyes connected that she was mine, but I didn't expect her to feel the bond as strongly.

"Hello beautiful, I'm Bella, Bella Swan." I smiled for the first time in months when the human walked up to me so confidently and spoke without stutter.

"I'm Rosalie Hale, it is very nice to meet you, Bella." The human kissed the back of my cool hand and I took note of how long she held her lips to it.

"May I walk you to class?" The human didn't wait for an answer, she could see it in my eyes. She took my books from my arm and shouldered her backpack before leading the way to physics. She smiled brightly as I began walking beside her. She didn't speak much beyond that, but it felt like I could feel her every thought without a word being passed.

There were whispers about us and they made me frown, I didn't want to believe them.

"Looks like Bella has snagged another one."

"How many notches does this make?"

"At least 15, maybe 20. Seems the girls around here can't get enough of her."

The moment we reached the physics classroom Bella introduced me to the teacher and set my books on an empty table near the front before taking her own seat at that very table.

"Come along Rose, it's almost time to begin." I took my seat beside her, but my mood shifted slightly. There was still hope that my mate would want me, but I knew from that moment nothing would be as I hoped.

As lunch came around I watched from my family's table as Isabella Swan strolled in with a girl on her arm. She whispered dirty things to her and it began my depression. Perhaps my mate truly was what I had been hearing throughout the day. That means I'll only work harder to win her over. Determination steeled in my golden eyes and I finally began conversing with my family.

"I've read their minds, Rose, Bella hasn't been faithful to anyone except some girl named Angela and that was back in middle school." I glared at him, the lack of privacy was annoying, but more so his interest in bringing up things that I had banished from my mind.

"It doesn't matter, Eddy. She's my mate, she will be mine." Or at least I thought that until school ended and I walked out into the parking lot. I watched my mate lock lips with some girl named Jessica. Their hips grinding together as she pressed the girl to the side of her truck. In that moment I wished more than anything I could cry.

Isabella Swan makes me want to scream.

Her naked hips were grinding against mine as she thrusted into me. Her little secret was out and for some reason I couldn't control my reaction. Every time I thought she was too tired to continue she kept going, I was tossed from edge after edge. It got to the point even I was growing tired, but this is the closest my mate had been with me in the 4 months since my family arrived here and I would take whatever she gave.

She forced herself into my world and I let her. She came to my home after school most days to see me and it warmed my dead heart, but I never missed how she looked when she left within an hour or two of arriving. Her eyes filled with lust and I knew that look wasn't for me, it was for the unlucky girl whose heart Isabella Swan was off to break.

"Say my name, Rosie." I was biting my lip to keep from making any sound besides quiet whimpering, but she wanted more and I would give it to her. Her name rolled from my lips like music as I was pushed to my peak for the 5th time. "Again." She growled as her climax finally grew close. We were pressed so tightly together and the human kissed me so tenderly that I knew this was real, that she felt something for me, but it became clear it meant nothing as she released her warmth into me and stood to shower, dress, and leave.

"Why does she do this to me?" I whispered. "Why?" I screamed. Why was she like this?

Isabella Swan makes me wish for death.

Nothing hurt more than losing a child or loving someone who could and would never love you in return.

I knew after I changed her, she would finally be mine. My venom ran through her veins and every time it licked over her slowly dying heart she could feel my love, but even after she opened hers eyes to this world it was nothing but meaningless sex. She never held me after, only washed the remnants from her body and went downstairs.

No one interfered, I told them to mind their own business, but even my family could feel me suffering.

The suffering reached its max when Isabella Swan took to my closest friend's bed. I listened as Kate screamed for her and begged her not to stop, for days they went like this until finally Bella chose to place her mark on the electric woman's neck. I felt our bond crumble and it devastated me. We received one true mate in life and the rest were just people we grew to love over time. Mine chose someone over me and it pushed me to die.

The Volturi happily obliged after all I had no gifts, there was no reason to give me a new life in service of them. Marcus saw my broken bond and chose to give me a mercy killing.

I died knowing Bella was finally happy. As my body burned and I screamed in agony, I could see the devil and oddly enough she chose the form of Isabella Swan to torment me for eternity.