AN: hello :) i wrote this as a letter that Cosima wrote to Delphine before she passes away. I hope you like it and leave a review if you want, good or bad, criticism is always good too.


I'm not sure when exactly you'll read this, maybe an hour, a day, a week, or even a month later. I don't know. But I know that I won't be there. I won't be there to hold you and tell you how strong you are and that you can get through anything. Even this. But you need to know Delphine, I believe in you. I know you can get past all the shit I'm sure you're going through and continue with your life.

I know after I'm gone, you'll want to quit science and everything that has to do with it because it failed you. It failed us. But you can't. You have to keep working on the cure to whatever the fuck happened to me, we can't let this happen to any of the other clones. You have to make sure this can't affect Kira.

I wish we had had more time. I wish I could've grown old with you, and even when we were 60 years old make crazy science together, in all meanings of the words. I wish I could've seen you on our wedding day. We would stand there at the altar, you in a beautiful white dress and me in a slightly more elegant colorful and patterned skirt than usual. It'd be perfect. Our whole lives would've been perfect because we would be together.

But it's too late for us now. Maybe you'll look beautiful for someone else at your wedding. Maybe someone else will get to see how beautiful and radiant you look pregnant. Maybe you'll be able to move on from me, and continue living your life in happiness. I don't want you to get stuck Delphine. I don't want you to never move on and be sad until you join me here, wherever here is. I want you to have a life after me, I want you to enjoy all your time being alive and experience everything there is! I don't want you to die emotionally when I die physically!

I love you Delphine. I always ALWAYS will, no matter if I'm no longer with you. Never forget that…please. Never forget all the amazing days and nights we spent together. Laughing, talking, experimenting and trying to beat whatever this thing killing me is. Because it was this that brought us back together. It was trying to cure this fucked up illness that brought us back to each other again. When I was so scared to put my trust back in you, you proved yourself. You proved that you want to help me, help all of us, live and be free. Not continue living like someone's experiment, but be real human beings that aren't being monitored at all times by Neolution's people. Thank you for that. Thank you so much for trying. We might not have beaten this in time for me, but I know you can help the others.

Whenever you feel like all is lost, or that you just can't anymore with anything. I want you to open this letter, and remember how much I love you and how important it is for you to continue everything we've done so far. I want you to remember that I'll always be with you in your heart, or at least as long as you leave me a place there. Just, please, please don't forget me.

Love always,

Your Cosima