Why I Love You!

Summary: After being Soubi's sacrifice for a few months, Ritsuka starts to wonder about the felling he has for his fighter. Sou/Rit. Yaoi. M/M Love and loving.

Chapter Name: Answer Reveled

Ritsuka's P.O.V.

RING RING RING

"Please stand and bow." My sensei commanded the class to do, which they did in unison.

I had exited the classroom and out of the school's front doors. It was Saturday and I didn't really feel as focused as I usually am. All I could think about was Soubi, my fighter. I've noticed that he's been plaguing my mind a lot these past few months. "He's what gets me through my Mother's beatings."

The way he carters to my every other whim. The way he treats me, with love and care. The way he whispers sweet and sincere things in my ear. The way he puts me above all else. All these acts have contributed to the feelings I have for the light blond haired adult. It wasn't hard for me to fall in love with Soubi, but I never would have thought that I would fall so hard. Sometimes I would wonder… If it was someone else that made me feel the same way… would I have fallen for them the same way? At first I couldn't answer that question, but now, after spending so much time together, I can fully say 'no'. During the day, we would do whatever I wanted to do, mostly play video games, but at night… he would show me just how much he loves me.

We would spend minutes touching, kissing, and caressing each other, but it's never gone past that. There would be times when I wished that he would touch me below the belt, but he never would. Strange enough though, I can't get mad at him. I don't know if it's because he makes up for it by pleasuring me in other ways, or if it's because he's who he is?

"Ritsuka-chan! Ritsuka-chan! Wait for us!" Someone called to me, succeeding in snapping me out of my thoughts. I turned my head to see Yuiko and Yayoi running toward me.

"What have I told you about calling me that." I sighed in an annoyed tone when they finally caught up to me.

"Gomenasai Ritsuka-chan~ Opps. I mean Ritsuka." Yuiko nervously laughed as she scratched the back of her head while sporting a pinkish blush on her cheeks.

"Anyway~" Yayoi said with annoyance in his tone. "We were wondering if you wanted to come over my house to play video games with us?"

"Sorry. I can't." I replied. "There's something important I have to do today." I wasn't lying either. I needed to go see Soubi and talk with him.

"Oh well~ I guess it's just you and me today Yuiko." Yayoi sang with hearts in his eyes.

"Actually Yayoi… I don't really wanna go if Ritsuka isn't going." She confessed with an apologetic smile on her face.

"Why~" Yayoi whined.

"Gomenasai Yayoi. Maybe next time." Yuiko said trying to cheer up the multi colored hair boy.

"Fine, but I'm going to hold you to that." Yayoi said with a small smile on his face. "So Ritsuka… What's so important you had to blow us off for anyway?" He questioned me.

"Yayoi! You shouldn't be prying into someone else's life like that! If he wants to tell us then he will!" Yuiko scolded.

"It's ok. Actually, I have to go and talk with Soubi." I replied.

"Speaking of which. I haven't seen him at all today. I know I must've missed him when he walked you to school this morning, but I thought he would be waiting here to pick you up Ritsuka." The pink haired girl asked.

"He's probably at home. He did say that he wasn't feeling well earlier today. I'm just going to go over there and check on him." I answered. It wasn't a lie. That battle from yesterday did take a lot out of him.

"Do you want us to do with you?" My female friend asked.

"No it's ok. If he's sick I wouldn't want to get you two sick. I'll go to see him alone and give him your wishes." I smiled as I walked off the school's grounds.

I was walking passed the park and spotted the Sagan twins sitting on a park bench. "What are you guys doing here?" I asked.

"Oh Youji look. It's Ritsuka-chan!" The red haired boy, Natsuo, cheered before hugging me to death.

"Yo Ritsuka. What's going on?" Yuji asked.

"Nothing. Now are you going to answer my question?" I said as I pushed Natsuo off of me.

"What question?" Said boy asked.

"What are you guys doing here?" I repeated.

"Oh~. It's because that old grouch, Soubi, kicked us out while he takes a nap." Yuji replied.

"Yeah. He said that he had a headache and didn't feel like dealing with us right now. What a mean adult." Natsuo pouted with his arms folded.

"So care to explain why he was so worn out, Ritsuka-chan." Yuji smirked as he leaned closer to my face.

"We got into a fight with another pair yesterday. He said that he was a little winded. He's probably sleeping to get rid of any pain he was feeling." I responded in annoyance as I pushed Yuji's face away from mine.

"If you say so. Truth be told, I think he's just sleeping to pass the time until you got there." Natsuo said with a smirk on his face.

"Why would you say that?" I asked.

"Because. You're all he thinks about. Day in and day out." Yuji whispered in my ear.

"I have to go." I suddenly said with redden cheeks as I turned on my heel and headed toward my destination.

I had to use my key to unlock Soubi's front door. "He probably wanted to make sure that the twins didn't bother him while he slept." The whole apartment was dark. The only light shining was the moon beams coming from Soubi's room.

I tiptoed back there and saw said person's sleeping form. I rested my eyes on his peaceful face. It looked so gentle. Even gentler than when he's with me. I couldn't resist the sudden urge I had to feel him. I gently used my fingers to caress his cheeks and jaw. I wasn't surprised when he subconsciously leaned into the touch. "Just looking at him like this… He looks so peaceful, despite all the scares that he received from protecting me and dealing with my aniki."

"Soubi…" I said in a hushed tone as I continued to stroke his cheek. "You've shown me time and time again that you'd do anything for me. You're so dedicated to me. You make me feel so weak. You could get injured horribly and still wear a smile, knowing you did it for me… … but the only thing I can do is love you. I… I wish… I wish I could do more for you, Soubi." I tried to hold back the tears that threatened to fall from my eyes, but forgot about that task when I was suddenly pinned to the bed. "Soubi~" I started to say, but was cut off when a pair of soft lips connected with mine.

I immediately closed my eyes and responded to the kiss. He released my wrists and wrapped his arms around my waist while I wrapped my smaller and slender arms around his neck. I don't know when or how but I ended up having my back press against Soubi's headboard while he straddled my much smaller waist. Being careful so that he doesn't put too much pressure on me. When we pulled apart, his blue eyes bored into my dark ones. "The only thing I want you to do is love me, Ritsuka. As long as I have your love, I would gladly jump, head first, into any danger just to protect you." He said.

My heart started to beat rapidly in my chest from the love placed in his words. "This guy really knows how to push my buttons." Without warning, I leaned up to kiss his bandages before resting my head against his chest and tightening my grip on the back of his shirt.

We didn't stay like this for long. He leaned down to capture my lips in another passionate kiss. Our lips moved together with experience. The kiss ended, but a slight moan escaped my lips when I felt him gently latch onto my neck's flesh. He applied enough pressure for me to feel it but not enough for it to leave a mark. I felt helpless in his arms as he started to strip me of my clothing. I tugged on his shirt, greedily, before he removed it and moved onto one of my nipples.

I arched into his touch and moaned at the pleasure I was experiencing for the first time. I lightly whimpered when he let my nipples and moved lower. I had to resist bucking my hips when the friction he was subconsciously creating with his toned stomach. But when I felt his hand reach my still hardening member, my breath was swiped from my lungs.

I could barely breathe, but it was the opposite of displeasure. He started to pump me; slowly at first but when my moans grew softer Soubi picked up the pace. I gripped the sheets when I felt my fighter take my length into his mouth and started to swirl his tongue while bobbing his head. With his hand free, Soubi was able to use them to roam and play with my nipples and the rest of my body. I could feel my body shake with pleasure. I couldn't control it, but I didn't want to stop it either.

"Soubi~ I'm…" I moaned.

Right when I felt myself getting closer, the long haired male above me stopped. Opening my, suddenly closed, eyes, I saw Soubi reach over to his table, pull out a tube of lube, lather it on three fingers, spread my legs wider, and loosely nest between them. Out of curiosity, I was about to ask what he was doing, but a moan escaped my throat instead of the question.

The lube was cool at first, but within an instant it started to warm up and make the awkward feeling more enjoyable. One after another, Soubi would add another finger until he had three nested inside me. I felt stretched, but not full.

"Soubi… please…" I practically begged before he nodded and removed his fingers.

He lifted my hips and rested them on his hips and bent legs before holding my hips and slowly entered me. My knuckles turned white the harder I gripped the sheets. Only the tip was in, but I didn't want him to stop. I wanted to be filled by him. I wanted to have this bond that I knew couldn't come from anywhere or anyone else. This love we shared for each other was now being displayed through this one act of passionate love making by the two of us.

When he was finally in, Soubi waited for a minute for me to nod, allowing him to move. He slowly pulled out before thrusting back in. I moaned wantonly as he continued with this action. By the way I was moaning, he could tell that I wasn't in pain or uncomfortable. I actually started to scream his name when he hit that famous bundle of nerves repeatedly, hard, and exact with each thrust. I already wanted to blow from earlier, but I had to hold out. I felt as though that if I were to cum, then our moment would end. And I didn't want that. But I also knew that I couldn't hold out for long. My member wept pre-cum. It was as if it was looking for it was asking for me to finally release onto the rocking body above me. I granted its wish and allowed my seed to spit out onto said body.

"SOUBI~!" I screamed as I emptied my load and fell back into the fluffy bed below me.

I was spent, so I just let Soubi finish the rest of it. I still screamed, but lost my voice when I felt his hot seed fill my insides to the top. Our pants, musky scents, and sweat filled the room. Soubi was struggling with trying to stay up, but failed. He removed himself before collapsing to the right side of me. Pain shot from my lower region when I moved my legs, but I had to. I was facing away from the adult, but he got the idea. Soubi wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled us together. Our sweat and semen glued us together, but we didn't care. He kissed my neck and head with a relieved sigh.

I was almost fully asleep when I heard Soubi whisper something in my ear. "I'm glad that I have you to love. You're the only one that has treated me as if I was a somebody and not as if I was a tool or a disposal toy… I love Ritsuka… and thank you."

I wanted to say something else, but sleep and the sharp pain over powered me and made me slip into a deep sleep. "Good think I don't have school tomorrow."