Rating: PG
Disclaimer: The song is 'Hear You Me' by Jimmy Eat World and I don't own Crossing Jordan or Stargate SG-1
Summary: I just really hate my muse Antigone
Pairing: Could be Jordan/Woody or Sam/Jack depending on where you're reading. My muse Antigone makes me write some dark, sad things.
He stood, surrounded by friends, in the small room. Outside was light drizzle in the afternoon. 'Dark and dreary,' he thought 'seems appropriate'
There's no one in town that I know
You gave us someplace to go
I never said thank you for that
I thought I might get one more chance
As much as he wanted to concentrate on what was going on around him he just couldn't. In a way he didn't want to focus on what was going on.
What would you think of me now
So luck so strong so proud
I never said thank you for that
And now I'll never have a chance
Maybe he could pretend none of it happened; that nothing happened to her. Maybe if he pretended it didn't happen she would still be here.
May angels lead you in
Here you meet my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
No… that didn't work. He had tried it already. It only causes more problems. But on the other hand he couldn't just forget about her either. After all he was the reason she was dead.
Now what would you think of me now
So lucky so strong so proud
I never said thank you for that
And now I'll never have a chance
May angels lead you in
Here you meet my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
She was dead because he couldn't protect her. He couldn't keep her from getting shot. He had saved her so many times and she gets shot once. Not even the doctor could help her.
If you were with me tonight
Sing to you just one more time
Song for a heart so big
God couldn't let it live
They had just admitted their feelings. It wasn't fair. He was finally happy - they were happy and now it's all over.
May angels lead you in
Here you meet my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
May angels lead you in
Here you meet my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
He leaned down at her casket and whispered "I love you. Always", kissed her cheek and wiped away a stray tear before going to talk with his friends.
The End
Damn, even writing it made me cry.
