a/n: hello everyone! i present to you a knb fic! yay! i hope you like it!

disclaimer: i do not own knb.

warning: female kuroko. ooc-ness?


Have you ever wondered if you're worth it?

Or are you just someone useful that can be thrown afterwards?

Have you ever felt being hurt? Being in pain?

Or…

.

.

.

Being betrayed?


She just couldn't take it anymore. All of the things to say, it was those words.

"I promise not to leave you."

"I'll always be by your side."

"You could always count on me!"

"Call me and I'll come."

Comforting words said by people, but a lot of it were told but not even made. Those simple talks that had been always told of by most people, but are hardly said just to give comfort to them.

She then sighed, as she felt droplets of rain pouring down from the sky, until it turned to a heavier rain. She could see people running, finding shelter, but she remained there, on the bench at the park, even if she was soaking wet. She didn't mind really.

Her once bright eyes lost its brightness, as she seek comfort from the pouring rain. Feeling her phone vibrate, she slowly took it out, and was quite surprised to see the one calling. Even so, she answered it.

"Hello, mom?" she said.

"Ah, Tetchan, darling, how are you?" her mother asked, and she couldn't help but look at her surroundings.

"Ah, I'm fine mom. Why do you ask?" there was some shuffling from the other line but she waited for her mother's response.

"Honey, you know you can tell me anything. From what I am hearing, you seem to be distressed. What happened?" she smiled bitterly. Ah, of course, she couldn't hide anything from her mother. She then shook her head, even though she knew her mother on the other line couldn't see it.

"No, it's nothing, really. I am just tired that's all." She knew lying to her mother won't do any good but she really didn't want to bother her mother, as she knew she was working really hard, and had just gotten at least a small break just to check on her daughter. This then made her warm, knowing that at least someone was still there for her.

"Alright then. Be careful on your way home, Tetchan." She said.

"un." And after a few more words, she hang up. She then sighed as she placed her phone back to her pocket before finally making her way towards her house.


~*~*~ line ~*~*~

She had been fidgeting for a while now and she the others didn't know why. They asked her, but she just replied saying it was nothing. They had asked further.

Momoi had been like this since yesterday, when suddenly she saw her friend, left alone in the gym. She also saw how she cried, silently before she wailed much louder than before. Until then, she didn't know how to approach her. She hadn't even seen her come to the gym for practice today!

"-suki! Satsuki!" she blinked as she sees a hand frantically waved in front of her, a tan hand to be precise.

"Eh?" was her only reply before she looked around. "Where's everyone?" she then looked at the tanned male in front of her, looking bored than ever.

"Huh? They left to change for class. Seriously, what were you thinking that you didn't even notice that morning practice had been already finished?

She wanted to retort that she had been feeling worried about her but she remained silent, opting to pout instead. She just turned away from him and started collecting her things before she left the gym, leaving him raising a brow at her before he shrugged it off.


~*~*~ line ~*~*~

The day ended without them noticing someone absent. This continued on until it turned to a week.

After the week had finished, Momoi had been worried than ever. She couldn't see her mostly in class, and even on breaks. She never even had the chance to ask her if she wanted to hang out with her, as suddenly, she was gone. She then bit her lip.

She slowly looked at the regulars on the team practicing, or more specifically, the Generation of Miracles. What had happened that had changed them all? They weren't like this before, right? Suddenly, her eyes widened as she saw a flash of light blue hair, and before she knew it, she went running after it.

"Tetsu-chan!" she suddenly screamed out, as she kept on running towards the person. The person suddenly stopped and turned a bit. From the looks of it, she was quite surprised that someone had called upon her. She fully turned and saw Momoi, and she smiled lightly.

"Momoi-san." She greeted. Suddenly, Momoi stopped in front of her, hands on her knees as she inhaled big gulps of air as she panted from the long run she had. She then looked up to her and her eyes watered.

"Tetsu-chan." She suddenly tackled the girl, much to the other person's shock. To say she was expecting this, was an understatement. Finally letting go of the other girl, she then looked at her and frowned. She wanted to ask her about it but she shook her head.

"Ah, what brings you here, Momoi-san?" she asked and Momoi just smiled.

"I just wanted to see you. You haven't been to practice for a week already! Of course, I'd ask where you are and what you've been doing." She said to the girl.

"I had been… quite busy lately. And…"

"And…?"

"I had decided to quit the basketball team." She said flatly.

"WHAT?!" she immediately said, not getting why she would quit. She loved the sport much, so she find it shocking that she was quitting it. "But, why?" she asked, a little softer. Tetsumi could just look at the other girl.

"My reasons are there completely in front of your eyes, Momoi-san. And that… I hate basketball altogether. See you around, Momoi-san." She left, leaving a well shocked pinkette there, looking at the figure who seems to be slowly getting further away, until she couldn't see her anymore. She was shocked to what the other girl had said but she was also curious as to what her choice of words meant.

Suddenly, her eyes widened, understanding in her face. She closed her eyes for a bit as tears fell from her eyes.

"Oh, Tetsu-chan…" she said sadly, as her words repeated in her head.

She knew, she was really hurt by them. And she knew she was also at fault. She tried to deny it, but she knew she couldn't. her words had been something like needles suddenly piercing her heart. She smiled grimly as she entered the gym, trying to clear her thoughts and focus once more, but she couldn't.

She wouldn't.

She and the other had hurt her.

It was their fault.

Her response had all been clear to her.

"I hate basketball."

And it was them that made her.


a/n: so, i hope you like it! read and review!