Him. She never knew she could feel as deep as she feels with him. She didn't know that so much happiness caused by him could have such an effect on the darkness that haunted her mind. Darkness. There was something about his darkness that pulled her in. Encaptivating her every thought. His back and forth between love and hate destroyed her, but the thought of life without him killed her. The screaming matches and flying objects against the passionate nights with his hands rubbing along her back. His desire to kill caused by the anger that owned his soul. Protection. She could always rely on him for protection, but safety was unexpected. His deep blue eyes a contrast to his ivory skin. Flawless skin holding a damaged soul. She blamed it on everything, including him. She did not even consider that his murderous habits were caused by anger kept in from being abused, used and neglected. The endless stories of betrayal, deception and hurt. She vowed she would never abandon him, she had to. Her sanity or his? She carried him through his battles and thus received scars of her own. She loved him. "For all eternity". Eternity. Time. Infinity would never be long enough with him, to be wrapped up in him. Him. His smile, a rare beauty that only occurs in glimpses. His voice, the sound of dreams. Nothing about him was unlovable. Love. So much meaning and feeling for four letters. Do they never crumble from the weight that they carry? Crumble like people in love do when their hearts are cracking. Not breaking, because breaking means that all that anger and unsaid words outweighed the love. Cracking. Love is strong enough to maintain the hurt and anger but it is starting to feel the weight. Hurt. He always hides away, from any emotion because he is afraid of getting hurt because all he ever got was hurt, so naturally he didn't see that the fear he had if getting hurt was hurting her. Fear. She didn't fear much, nothing irrational…. Until she met him. She developed the biggest fear of all, because despite the back and forth, she is afraid of losing him.
