Dear Diary,

Wow Shiz University Is So Amazing, I Love It Here. It's Just I Dont Like The people Laughing And Pointing At Me Because I'm Green. I Met My Roomate, but She Is A Snobby Bitch That Can't Spell And Acts Like A Blonde, Oh Yeah, That's Because She Is Blonde. She Hates Me Too. Her Name Is Galinda. Her Family Is Rich. I Came Close To Committing Suicide. I Had A Bucket Of Water About To Be Poured Over My Head Until I Thought About Nessarose. I Had The Burden Of Taking Care Of My Sister, And Thats What Saved Me. Nothing Has Been The Same After Mom Died, She Hated Me Being Green At First. After Those Years when I Was A Teenager She Would Lift Me Up When I Was Made Fun Of For Being A Different Color, But When Nessarose Was Born Mom Died During Birth. All Of The Medicine The Gypsy Gave Her Made Her Die. They Were Poisonous. That's Why Nessa Was Born 8 Weeks Early And With No Arms. I Have Always Favored My Mom Over My Dad, because My Dad Was An Abuser. I Remember When I Was 4 He Would Slap Me Untill I Was Black And Blue Just Because Of The Color Of My Skin. I also Remember When He Figured Out I Was An Affair Child. He Got So Mad That He Hit My Mom And Then Punched Me In My Eye. After That He Started To Calm Down And I Got Sent To College. Nessarose Is Supposed To Come Next Semester, Im So Happy But Also A Little Bit Bummed Out Because I Have To Take Care Of Her. Music Was My Escape When I Was A Teenager, I Escaped From My Parents Arguing, Having To Take Care Of Nessa, Being Hounded With School Work,The Pain Of My Mom Dying, and It's Still Is My Escape. I Only Have One Friend, And I Know It Sounds Bad But It's Doctor Dillmond, My History Teacher. He Is The Only One Who Has Accepted Me For Being Me, For Being Green. If Only I Could Change My Skin Color, I heard From Doctor Dillmond That There Is A Witch In The Emerald City That has a copy of The Grimmery that contains a spell to Change Skin Im Debating If I Should. I Like My Color I Just Hate The Bullying..

Until Next Time,

Elphaba