Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious. There Happy?

A/N: This is something that VegaKeep had asked for, to see Jade's point of view of the events. At first I was going to make this just a really long oneshot but then I realized I wanted to really focus on what was going on with her. This won't be just like Dear Diary and Robbie's Journal but more jumping around to major events. So we will start at the beginning of Robbie's and Jade's relationship. With out further ado here is Jaded.

Dear Diary

I am so happy. Well more ecstatic then just happy. I got in! I am going to Hollywood Arts and dad said it was ok. Well more of he didn't stop me. He still thinks this is a waste of time but he wasn't going to prevent me from following my dreams. At the end of the day what more could you want from a dad? I mean besides his acceptance and respect. Sorry that was off track.

I did a song to get in. I know I want to be a director or writer but I know I have a good voice so I used it to my advantage. I did I'm So Sick by Flyleaf and killed it. It is one of my favorite songs so it was an easy try out. Now I am just laying out what I want to wear tomorrow. A tang top, oversized flannel shirt, because it makes me look cute, and some tight black jeans with my converse sneakers. Perfect. Look out Hollywood Arts, Jade West is coming!

Dear Diary

Oh My God I just met the cutest boy today and he has the locker right next to me. He walked over and he looked so cute in his blue jeans and white shirt. Kind of a Swayze look from Footloose. He had really bushy hair and dark brown eyes there were magnified by his glasses but that seemed to make him cuter. He smiled at me and introduced himself.

"Hi I'm Robbie."

"Hey there Rob. I'm Jade. Nice hair." I said with a giggle and smiled at him. He smiled back and I swear my heart melted. We have a few classes together and we always sit together. We exchanged numbers and I kissed him on the cheek when I left. He blushed but it looked so cute. I think I am in love.

Dear Diary

I am going on my first date tomorrow. Robbie wanted to wait until the weekend and we are going to go to the park. I can't wait. He said it is going to be a picnic. I think that is so sweet and romantic. Also I met two new friends this week. The first was a little redhead that was so full of energy it was almost tiring to be near her. Her name was Cat and at first I got a little jealous that she would try to take Robbie but she never made a move. The other was a guy named Andre. He was a musician that could play just about anything. He also could sing but from what I heard he didn't do that to get in. He got in on pure musical talent. I can respect that. Anyway they became mine and Robbie's friends and lunches were great. We spent the whole time cracking up and laughing.

Dear Diary

Well what a first date. We got to the park and picked out a good spot and he set out all kinds of sandwiches and other good food. We sat down and talked for a long while about our hopes and dreams. I found out he wanted to be a world famous producer and he found out about my dream to direct. He made me a promise that if I ever made it big he would be my producer. I quickly agreed. We talked for a while longer about music before we grabbed the food to eat. Just before I took a bite I felt something crawl on my hand. I screamed when I saw ants on the sandwich. Then I looked down.

There were ants everywhere. I had put my feet into their hill and there were starting to bite my legs. I let out a scream and tried to get them off. What a day to wear shorts. Robbie tried to help and that left me confused. How was I supposed to focus on the ants when he kept rubbing my legs? I started to wish there were more ants so he wouldn't stop. After he got them all off he started to look for any food that was still good to eat when a blast of thunder nearly deafened us. Looking up we saw the sky had gotten almost black. We were so busy with the ants that we never even noticed. Before we could do anything the sky opened up and rain poured down on us. We ran to the nearest shelter, under the slide. As we stood under there he wrapped his arms around me and held me to keep me warm. I was so touched that I looked up and gave him a kiss. It was just a soft peck on the lips at least that is all it should've been.

We separated only about an inch and our eyes met. Suddenly there was no rain, no ants, nothing but him. He leaned down and kissed me again and this time I opened my mouth to let his tongue in. It was the most mind blowing kiss ever. I was soaked to the bone, had my legs bitten by ants, hungry, and at that moment I couldn't picture a more perfect moment. For the rest of my life I will remember today. I will remember that kiss and I will always smile. I couldn't ask for more in my life.

A/N: I know this is a short chapter but it was to set up the relationship and their first kiss, which I wanted to be really special. I know it is kind of cliché to have the first date be horrible but they still are happy at the end but it really just fit. Next chapter we see the beginning of the change in Jade. Please Read and Review and let me know what you think.