Note:none of the characters are mine This is for fun i do not profit from this
Ok so this is my first time doing this so if i mess up horribly please forgive me i am doing this for fun so enjoy.I know i will :)Bo/Tamsin pov
Tamsin*
For the past few months I have been avoiding Bo not because I want to but because it hurts too much. Its been four months since I last saw Bo at the Yule party at the crack shack. Every time I think about it I blush I have tried so hard to fight what I'm feeling for her but I can't anymore. I have been gone these past four months finding myself And trying to figure out how I am going to tell Bo somthing I have been hiding since I first met her. I never thought I would be in this situation and it scares the hell out of me."Shit." I mumble to myself. I'm a fucking Valkyrie and I'm scared of a succubus, a succubus that I love with all my heart . That is why I find myself standing in front of the door to the crack shack glued to the spot not sure if I should knock, walk in or just flat out run."Fuck it" i mumble and i knock on the door.
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"I got it kenz!" I yell while running down the stairs to the front door. I open it and my jaw drops to the floor in shock. It took me a minute but i recovered and when I did anger rushed over me."You better have a damn good reason why you went MIA on me for four damn months?! You didn't even answer my calls..." I stopped yelling at her as soon as I saw her crying."Are you crying?" She just looks at me then we lock eyes. I wasn't prepared for the emotions I saw in her eyes. Pain,relief, and something i can't put my finger on."Can I come in?" She says in a whisper."no." I said looked hurt so i cleared my throat."what I mean is I need you to walk with me for a minute." At this point I'm trying not to cry myself. After all the nights of worrying if she was ok or not and realizing that I had fallen for the Valkyrie standing in front of me is making me want to punch her and kiss her at the same time. She nods and i grab my jacket from behind the door."Kenzi I'll be back in a lil while loves ya!" I didn't wait for a reply i just close the door and started walking not waiting for Tamsin. She catches up to me and I glance at her anger long gone and I swear she's gotten more beautiful in the time that she's been gone if that's even possible."I'm sorry I left like that Bo I didn't mean to be gone that long i just needed time to find myself you know." I just kept walking silence engulfed us for a few minutes before I finally spoke." Yeah I know what you mean I'm sorry i yelled at you i was just so worried about you while you were gone..." I stopped walking and faced her "you didn't even say good bye. If its about the party..." She stopped me putting her hand up" no Bo it wasn't the party...well it kinda was but not the way you think." She takes a deep breath and looks me in the eye and she smiles"look Bo I am not going to lie to you what happened at the party well for me. It was...it was" i stopped her from saying what she was going to say holding my hand up and shaking me head. "it wasn't just you Tamsin it was special for me too.. But you left and disappeared after that. I couldn't tell you how i felt but your here now and I don't know if I want to punch you in the face or hug you as tight as possible." She looks at me stunned at what I just told Tamsin being Tamsin quickly recovers." Bo i need to tell you something very important i don't know how you will feel about it though." I nod for her to keep going. I looked in to her eyes briefly and I saw fear so I pulled her to a bench that was next to us and sat down next to her and I put my hand on her thigh for comfort."it's ok Tamsin you know you can tell me anything." She took a deep breath and looked anywhere bit at me " Bo. you know how Valkyries love right?" She asks still not looking at me." Yeah i read in one of tricks books that a Valkyrie has on true mate one that is made for them specifically and that when the Valkyrie finds that mate they bond and are forever one or something like that .why ?" She clears her throat before she speaks and I can her shaking." Yes a Valkyrie has one true mate but its different the the way fae mate and the way humans love . A Valkyries mate is their other half ,their warrior they are made for them and you are right about the bonding but its more then that and more complicated then you think." She sifts uncomfortably and still doesn't look at me." Valkyries sometimes don't find their warriors but some of those who do are finally whole when they didn't even know they weren't. Sometimes their warriors don't love them back. I have seen one of my sisters kill herself over it" i look at her and see that she has started to cry. I grabbed her chin and made her look at me and moved my hand to cup her chin and wipe her tears with my thumb."Bo I'm telling you this because...because your my warrior." I stop immediately feeling tears fall down my face i stay quiet for a while processing what she just starts to panic"Bo please say something" she sobs out and it snaps me out of my daze and I look in her eyes and see fear pure fear and I realize its because I haven't said anything "Tamsin . I mean are you sure?" She looks away " yes I'm sure I knew the moment I saw you. But I never thought you would love me considering who I am and you were with dyson and then lauren I ...I couldn't have you not in my life I couldn't tell you then so I tried to be me thats why I was a bitch. It was soo hard and I tried to not love you Bo but I can't. What happened at the party changed all that for me I couldn't keep it from you anymore. That's why I ran Bo."she looks me in the eye"because I love you Bo" I looked at her and saw she wasn't lying i swallowed hard before I spoke" oh Tamsin I'm so sorry you had to go through that...but what happened at the party meant more to me then you think." It was my turn to shift I was so nervous"while you were gone I was so worried about you. If you were ok or not. But I also figured out something...that..." My mouth was suddenly dry i swallowed again "I love you Tamsin" I looked in her beautiful eyes and saw shock"you...you love me?" I didn't say anything i just pulled her to me and kissed her. Her lips were as soft as I remembered. The kiss was soft at first I bit her bottom lip begging for entrance. she opened her mouth and our tongues mingled it was a hungry kiss filled with so much emotion. I moaned and slid my hand in her hair. I ended the kiss putting our foreheads together both of fighting to catch our breaths. Finally I whispered "yes Tamsin i love you . I'm in love with you." She pulled me closer ."you don't know how long I have waited to hear you say that." I looked in her eyes " Tamsin you have to promise me something. Promise me you will never leave me like that again i dont think I can take it." We both sat there crying "i promise you Bo I will NEVER leave you again." We sat there like that for a few more minutes.i finally got up and held my hand out for her to take. She did "Kenzi is probably freaking out right now I left my phone" we walked back to the crack shack Hand in hand in perfect silence .
