Fluff...through Ianto's eyes.
He looks at me, with those crystal blue eyes, and all my problems go away.
He touches me, oh so softly, and everything but him is gone.
He whispers something, anything, into my ear, and the back of my neck tickles just from the sound of his voice.
He kisses me, softly and with passion, and I am happy. Happier than I've ever been.
On the outside, our relationship is so wrong. He's the Captain, I'm the tea-boy. He's immortal, I'll die all too soon. He'll never age, I'm always getting older. But when we're together, it seems that nothing could be more right.
I love him, more than I've ever loved anyone. But I'll never be able to tell him that. I know that he won't say it back, how could he? I face aliens everyday, but I'm far too scared to say three little words to my boyfriend. Boyfriend? Lover? Couple? Shags on the side? I honestly don't know. How do you go about asking that? I don't have anyone to ask for advice about this, Owen would laugh, Gwen would say something stupid to try and get me to break it off with him so that she could have him for herself, and Tosh would be too shy to talk to me about it.
Interrupting my thoughts was a loud bang on the door. "Ianto! Ianto, let me in!" Jacks voice came. I ran to the door, expecting something to be terribly wrong. When I opened it, I saw Jack sobbing with his face in his hands. He looked up at me, and the second our eyes met, he grabbed me in a bone crushing hug, and seemed to refuse to let go. "Jack, what's the matter?" I asked him, worried.
"I had a dream that someone had come and killed you, and I could see you and hear you, but I couldn't help you. You were screaming, it was so terrible. And then you died, and I woke up. I had to come here, even though it was only a dream I was still so scared that someone had hurt you, or possibly killed you."
"Jack, it's okay, I'm fine. It was just a dream. Everything is going to be all right. Don't worry about it."
"How can I not worry about it? How can I not worry about putting you in the face of danger everyday? Ianto, I can't lose you. I need you, I'll always need you. I love you, and it scares me more than anything."
I looked Jack right in the eye, and kissed him with more passion than ever before. I couldn't believe that he loved me. When those words came out of his mouth it was more beautiful than anything I had ever heard. When we finally broke apart, I waited no time before saying, "I love you, too. And it scares the shit out of me." He looked at me like he had just heard the most ridiculous thing.
"Really? Don't lie to me."
"Of course I love you. You're everything." Jack smiled like an idiot, and so did I, and he was standing there looking so damn...sexy, so I went and hungrily kissed him, with nothing but love and passion.
