Sky Chrysanthemum: How's it, everybody! I know it's been a while since I last posted, but it's not my fault. I just didn't have any good plot running and I was having writers' block which I despise. Please forgive and don't hurt me in any way. Okay, now that that is out of my system. Let's go on with all the boring stuff.

Disclaimer: I don't need any for this chapter yet. (I think...)

Summary: Rayn Silverheart had never hated anything in her life, but when one knock to her door changed everything, she began to hate Shinra. Joining with an anti-Shinra group, Rayn is now undercover to destroy Shinra. What she never expected was what she had to do in order to get into Shinra or the fact that she is falling in love with one of her enemies and a past she never knew she had.

Warnings: AU, blood, death, I don't know what else... (Don't blame me) So rated M to be safe.


I Hate You, I Love You, I Can't Decide

Prologue: Blossoming Hatred

A boy and girl, that looked to be about the age of twelve years, were walking home from school, at least the girl was. They both had short hair that spiked out, but the girl's spiked hair was flat, yet they both had the same long locks of hair going to their shoulder blade. Their hair color was black at the roots that slowly turned gold towards the tips. Their eyes were the exact same color, ocean blue with crimson circling the blue. They were twins and had almost everything in common, even personalities.

The boy stopped at the gate of a house, turning to his sister. "Okay Rayn. I'll be going now, you head straight home," the boy said.

"I will," the girl, Rayn, answered.

"Be safe, is that understood?"

"Rayxin, I'm not a little kid," Rayn complained.

"I know, but still..." Rayxin paused, ignoring the funny feeling he had in his stomach.

"Yeah, yeah and besides, you're the one that acts like a five year old," Rayn teased with a light smile on her features.

"Hey!"

"You know it's true."

"Just get going," Rayxin ordered before turning onto the walkway to his friend's house. They both had to finish a project by tomorrow and Rayxin wasn't too keen on failing.

"Yes sir!" Rayn mocked saluted to Rayxin before walking away to head home.

The walk only took Rayn thirty minutes to get to her house; it was on a hill a little ways off from the rest of town. Once inside, Rayn went straight to the living room to drop off her bag.

Before Rayn could drop her bag, a blur of black and gold rushed up to her. The blur hitting her in her stomach and chest, effectively knocking the wind out of her lungs with an "oof" and earning a giggle from the thing that was latched onto her.

Looking down, Rayn just gave a big smile to the mass of blackish gold spikes attached to her. "Heya Storm," Rayn greeted to the blur, which was actually a boy of seven.

"Hi Rayn!" Storm greeted back happily.

"So, how was school?" Rayn asked as she gave her younger brother a hug.

"Boring and icky!"came the reply as Storm made a face at the mention of school.

"Really? And how was it boring and icky?" Rayn asked, sitting on the couch and pulling Storm onto her lap like always.

"There was nothing fun to do!" Storm said, giving a dramatic sigh.

"That was boring and icky?"

"There was a food fight!"

"Did you join?" Although Rayn already knew the answer before Rayn had even asked the question. Storm was one of the few kids that actually hates to get dirty with food and that their parents would kill them if they did get into a food fight.

"Nope! Mommy and Daddy would kill me!"

"Good." Rayn smiled in approval. "And where are Mom and Dad?"

"They're in their room sleeping."

"I see. Are you hungry?" Rayn asked as she looked over to the clock, seeing that it was already late.

"Yes!"

"Okay, what do you want to eat then?"

"Curry!"

"Curry it is then."

Rayn went to the kitchen and started with their dinner. Setting up all the necessary equipments and taking out the necessary ingredients. As Rayn chopped up the vegetables, Rayn had allowed Storm to stir the pot as she added the vegetables. While they were cooking, Rayn's and Storm's laughter filled the air. It was one of those days where a sister bonds with her brother, not like they needed anymore bonding. All three siblings were already closer than to anybody else. They even made a promise to always stay together no matter what, but that promise was to be broken with a simple knock to the door.

Hmm? That's strange. We're not expecting any visitors tonight, so did Rayxin forget something? Rayn questioned, slowing her actions with the knife.

"Rayn, want me to get the door?"Storm asked.

"No, I'll get it. You just keep mixing the curry," Rayn said as she wiped her hands on a rag, before going to answer the door. Once the door was half way open, Rayn began to speak. "Geez, Rayx, did you for-" Rayn was stopped midsentence when a fist was connected to her abdomen. Rayn was slouching on the floor, grasping her abdomen in pain. The punch was out of nowhere and it scared Rayn slightly. Looking up, Rayn saw men in black clothes storming in her house.

"Rayn, are you playing one of your games again?" her mother asked as she descended from the stairs. "You're too-"

A gunshot was heard as Ryan saw her mother collapse down the stairs. The hair on the back of her neck standing on ends as her mother fell down the stairs.

"Crystal?" her father called, also descending from the stairs, but shortly stopping at the sight of his wife's body on the floor surrounded by her own blood.

"Sai... get Storm and Rayn... out..." came Crystal's voice in a soft whisper. The bullet having hit her in the chest.

"Crystal!" Sai screamed as he ran over to his wife's body. Bending down, he held her close to his chest.

"Shin...ra... they found us..." With that, Crystal's eyes went blank as she closed it, her heart stopping in her chest. Sai just sat there and watched, not entirely sure what had just happen.

"Let me go!" Storm kicked and screamed at the man that was holding him.

Upon hearing her brother, Rayn had stood up from the position she was on the floor. "Let go of my brother," Rayn half growled, half ordered as her eyes flashed full crimson.

The man just smiled at Rayn, disregarding her as harmless.

When Sai had finally looked up from his wife, his entire being stiffened. He could sense that Rayn was different. There was a malicious aura surrounding his daughter and it scared him. "This can't be...We escaped for this reason..." Sai said softly.

Not even hearing her father's words, Rayn lunged at the man. Multiple gunshots were heard. Each finding their target in one of the members of the Silverheart family. Sai stared in shock as he fell to the floor and watched his children get shot before he was taken by the darkness.

Rayn staggered as two bullets ripped through her flesh. One going through her right thigh and another going through her left upper arm. The pain barely registering in her brain as she heard Storm cry from the pain of his own bullet wound. Rayn walked over to the man, but another shot went through her from the man holding Storm. Despite the pain in her left arm and her chest, she grabbed the man's head in between both her hands.

"No one should've survived that shot. What the hell are you?" the man questioned as Rayn ripped off his head.

Dropping the man's head, Rayn pulled Storm to her chest despite the blood that was escaping from her own body. Her only thought focused on Storm.

"Rayn... it hurts... Make it go away..." Storm cried.

"Don't worry Storm... It'll be gone soon..."Rayn said as she pulled out her cell phone and dialed the hospital.

After a few seconds of the line ringing, a woman answered. "Hello, what is your emergency?"

"You have to help... They've been shot..." Rayn said as she tried to keep herself calm, but the tears were slowly coming out as she clutched Storm tighter to her chest.

"Rayn!" Storm shouted, but the warning was too late.

Pain suddenly filled Rayn's mind as the pain traveled from her chest and crossing over her back to her lower abdomen. Looking over her shoulder, Rayn saw a man with a monster. The monster had many tails and two of them were covered with her own blood. Rayn didn't even realize that she had dropped the phone when she barely heard the woman shouting on the other end.

"Ma'am! Are you okay! What's wrong? We're sending help!"

The man just laughed and as if on cue, the monster lunged at Rayn.

At that point, everything had slowed down for Rayn like one of those action movies, except this was real. Her body was shoved roughly to the side. Looking up, she saw that Storm was attacked in her place. As soon as the monster had jumped back, Rayn ran over to her younger brother, holding his upper body in her arms.

"Storm! Storm!" Rayn shouted as she shook Storm.

Storm just looked at his sister, his eyes slightly glazed over. "Rayn okay?"

"Yes, I'm okay, but-" she could speak anymore; the tears had escaped from her eyes and was dripping down onto Storm's face.

"Good..." Storm smiled at his sister. "I love you, Rayn... and Rayxin..." With those words said, Storm's eyes began to close, while his body turned cold and lifeless in Rayn's arms.

"Storm... please open your eyes..." Rayn begged as more tears fell.

"How pathetic you really are," the man said in a cold tone. Rayn stiffened at the man's voice. "You know, they said that there were some strong pests to take care of and what do I get? A bunch of weak ass kids and their parents. Man, Shinra owes me big time."

Something snapped in Rayn. Her vision was fading to red then black. She didn't even realize when she had placed her brother on the ground. Or the fact that the monster had charged at her to attack her again. A mild sting, in the same area the bullet had ripped through her arm, registered in Rayn's mind. After that pain passed, she couldn't register anything else. Not the gunshots, not her surrounding, nor the screams of the people she killed, just the pain in her heart. The lost of her parents and Storm. She didn't feel the blood that sprayed across her face or body. All she wanted to do was to get that man's cold voice out of her head.


By the time the police and paramedics had came to her house, Rayn was standing in the middle of a massacre, blood covering every inch of her body. Dead bodies strewn across the floor, the only place where there wasn't any drop of blood was where Storm laid dead. The paramedics strapped Rayn to a stretcher, but when she began to fight back, they held her down to sedate her. Before they had sedated her, Rayn let out an anguish scream for her lost, for hers and Rayxin's lost.

Rayn woke to the sounds of beeping of a heart meter. She couldn't recall what she was doing there or where she even was. All she could remember was making dinner with Storm, answering the door, and-

"STORM!" Rayn shouted as she sat straight up, her eyes scanning for her younger brother. "Where is he? Is he okay?"

"Rayn, calm down," Rayxin's voice reached her as he grabbed both of Rayn's arms to stop her, making sure he didn't hurt his sister.

Rayn turned to look at her twin. "Rayx, where's Storm? Please tell me he's okay," Rayn pleaded. Rayxin eyes turned sad at the mention of Storm's name and took his hands away from his twin's arms. If that was any indicator, it went unnoticed by Rayn. "Rayx?"

"Rayn," Rayxin started, sadness in his eyes and voice. "He's dead... along with our parents..."

"Rayx, don't lie to me. Don't even kid around like that," Rayn said, grabbing her twin's sleeve "That's not funny." Rayxin just looked away. "No..." she said softly, disbelief flashing in her eyes. Rayn grasped her head in her hands and drew her legs up to her chest, realization hitting her in her face like a slap. "No... It can't be..." Her heartbeat was slowly picking up in pace. "NO!" And the tears came pouring down her face as she shook her head violently.

At that moment the doctors and nurses had rushed into the room to calm Rayn down. Desperate to keep her from ripping out the needles and I.V.s from her arms and to stop her break down. All the while, Rayxin just stood to the side to watch everything that happened to Rayn quietly, but sadly. His own tears slipping down his cheeks unnoticed.


Sky: Well this is the prologue and damn it is certainly long for one. Don't worry I think the rest of the chapters will be shorter...(Hopefully.) So yeah... If you're wondering how Rayxin's name is pronounce it is Ray-shin. Okay? Got it? Good. Well review or whatever you wanna do. I just want to know if I'm doing okay or whatever.