A/N: I was going to write a humor fic about why Edward does not like to be called "Eddie" tonight. But then I my Pandora radio station, (If you don't already have an account check them out they are SO AWESOME!) played this song. I cried when I heard it. Then I thought hey this song describes Edward's feelings for Bella perfectly. So I decided to write MY FIRST TWILIGHT SONGFIC instead .The Eddie story will have to wait.
Oh yeah. The song is Iris by the goo goo dolls
Disclaimer- I am now DISCLAIMING Twilight. I don't own it. I shouldn't even have to say this I mean the big bold word DISCLAIMER should have been your first hint.
EPOV (la duh)
And I'd give up forever to touch you
cause I know that you feel me somehow
Your the closest to heaven that I'll
Ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
I looked down at my sleeping angel. She truly was beautiful. Her brown hair, ivory skin, thick eyelashes, and perfect face, were all so perfect. She must have been hand-crafted by God. Surely she was his greatest creation. She took a deep, slow breath and I mimicked her, and caught a whiff of her glorious scent. I never could imagine how anyone could smell this good, how anyone could be this beautiful, how anyone could be this perfect. I glanced out the window and saw the sun coming up. I know should be getting home soon, but I can't seem to bring myself to leave my sleeping angel.And all I can taste is this moment
and all I can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later its over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
My Bella was stirring. It was like there was a battle raging between consciousness and unconsciousness. I heard her heart beat speed up a little. I guess consciousness was winning. Oh, how I loved her heartbeat, the way it pounds in her chest whenever I was near her, or how sometimes it skips a few beats when I kiss her. Hearing her heartbeat was the closest I would ever get to hearing her thoughts. And I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd
Understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I thought back to that fateful day I told my Bella that I was a monster, that I must kill others to survive, and that I was a danger to her that her life was in danger every time she came near to me. I thought back on the day that she still accepted me, for what I am, for who I am my innocent trusting Bella that did not flee in terror, my brave Bella that did not scream out in fear. I thought back on the day that the lion started to fall in love with the lamb.And you can't fight the tears that ain't
coming
or the moment of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
My mind sped up to the day I left her, no the day I killed her. I should have known that Bella would not, could not move on. I looked at the, still-sleeping vision before me, and I wanted to cry. How could I ever hurt one so innocent? She has never brought me anything but pure joy, nothing but happiness. I on the other hand, had done nothing but steal away her happiness, and rob her of her joy. I flinched at the thought of Bella soulless and empty. I regretted ever meeting her.
And I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd
Understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd
Understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I take that back!I thought almost immediately. A cold shiver went up my spine. How had I ever existed without her? I thought back to those monthsIspent without her Life without Bella was hell on earth. Isabella Marie Swan, no not Swan, CULLEN. Was the best thing that ever happened to me? End of story.
And I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd
Understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
No matter what I'm happy I'm here. I'm happy I have my own personal angel here. I'm happy Bella loves me. I'm happy Bella's with me. I'm happy Bella knows who I am.
Fin.
A/N: So did ya like it!! Please review and tell me what you thought!
Don't you think that's like Edward's PERFECT SONG? I mean W.O.W. It was like the literary goddess S.M. wrote it herself. PLEASE REVIEW. I'm BEGGING YOU!!
Bye bye
Banana
