Chapter 1: Off
to a Bad Start
Author's*Note-And I
present to you..the Spring Fling Kinda Thing sequel! -Bare with me for the first part..it may seem
a little strange and OOC..don't worry…it will be cleared up fast- Enjoy!
Lily Evans had barely stepped down from her
carriage when she heard an anxious voice yell her name.
"Lily!"
Recognizing the voice immediately
and feeling a grin forming on her lips at the sound of it, she whipped around.
Just as expected, there was James
Potter, looking as handsome as ever. He
flashed her a gorgeous smile when their eyes met and gestured for her to join
him amongst his fellow Gryffindors at the head of the carriage procession. Without a second thought, she hurriedly
rushed over to him, embracing him warmly as they reunited.
"C'mon, Lily. There's something we need to do." He tugged excitedly at her hand, leading her
up the steps that led into the castle. Many students were ahead of them, but James fought his way through the
crowd, pulling Lily along with him. Once
inside of Hogwarts, James navigated his way through the entrance hall,
methodically leading her to the grand doors of the Great Hall.
As they entered the hall, Lily
gasped. Something very strange had
happened. While it was obvious that a
myriad of people had entered the hall before her and James, she was positively
certain that there was still a great many behind them. However, as she looked around the Great Hall,
there wasn't a single table that wasn't full. Puzzled, she turned to James, sharing her baffled expression with him in
hopes that he had some explanation for this odd occurrence. He just grinned joyously at her, though, and
pulled at her hand.
"Right out to the middle now,
Lil." He instructed, leading her past
the house tables and in front of the staff table. Her eyes widened understandably as she
watched him pull out his wand and quickly mutter the voice magnification spell.
"James, what are you doing?" She
whispered in concern, painfully aware of the fact that every eye in the Great
Hall was focused intently on her and James.
"You'll see." He promised with a wink.
"James-."
"Professor Dumbledore, teachers, and
fellow students," James's voice boomed, "I have an announcement to make. Over the break, Lily Evans and I became a
couple."
Lily's eyes bugged out, her throat
emitting a small squeak.
Excited chatter and gasps echoed
throughout the hall, causing Lily to blush considerably.
"James, I really don't think-."
James put a finger to her lips,
effectively silencing her. He adjusted
his voice back to its normal level with a quick spell, then turned his body
back toward her, taking both of her hands into his own.
"Lily, you must understand that I
couldn't keep our relationship a secret. It's too important to me to keep it quiet. I had to get it out in the open. I wanted everyone to know that we belong to each other."
Overwhelmed by this heartfelt
confession, Lily found that she was temporarily rendered speechless. She could do nothing but smile in response.
"In fact," he proclaimed, taking a
step closer to her. "I'm beginning to
think that I've fallen in love-."
Frustrated, Lily Evans grunted in
annoyance as she felt her body being abruptly shaken.
"James?" She mumbled sleepily.
"Think again. Rise and shine, Lily darling. I'm deeply sorry for breaking you out of
whatever lovey-dovey dream you were obviously having about James, but I really
doubt that you'd want to miss Transfiguration to catch up on your beauty
sleep." Mandy McQueen mused, smirking at
her disoriented, half asleep best friend.
"Huh?" Lily moaned, rubbing at her eyes.
"You heard me. C'mon, outta bed, sunshine." Mandy pulled Lily's covers off of her with
one swift jerk, making her shiver and groan in protest.
"M-Mandy, did J-James confess to the
whole school that we're a couple at the beginning of dinner yesterday?"
Mandy snorted, unable to hold back
her laughter. "Hardly. First of all, my
dearest, but sadly delusional friend, as you have obviously forgotten, we
arrived back here late last night and were sent straight to our dorms. Spring break doesn't come in a package that
includes a back-to-school welcoming feast, I suppose. Second of all, did you honestly believe that
your commitment phobic boyfriend would make an announcement to the entire
school about your week-old relationship? On second thought, maybe you do
need your sleep."
Lily glared at her friend, obviously
unamused by her antics. "Thus far in our
relationship, James has not shown a single sign of what you're accusing. Now, you
said something about Transfiguration. Was the morning breakfast cancelled, too?"
Mandy shook her head, grinning. "No, that one, I'm afraid, you slept
through."
"Mandy! Why didn't you wake me up?"
"Oh, because you just looked so peaceful.." She mused in a breathy voice.
In response, Lily grabbed her pillow
and chucked it at her.
Continuing on with their
conversation, Lily queried nonchalantly, "Who do we have Transfiguration with?"
Mandy rolled her eyes at Lily's
attempt to be casual. "Sorry, little
Lily shrugged. "I was completely wiped out from the
wedding."
"I can see how all that snogging
could tire a person out…"
Lily chose to let that last comment
slide by casually dodging it.
"Now, where are the rest of the
ladies?"
Tossing Lily's pillow back onto her
bed, Mandy answered, "Down in the common room, waiting for your sorry arse to
get dressed."
"How long do I have?"
"As of 20 minutes ago, you had a
little over 20 minutes."
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
"Miss. Evans, you'd think that as a
Prefect you would be more heedful and precise in showing up on time for your
classes. Obviously, you are either very
easily distracted or the prospect of endless sleep was simply too appealing to
resist." Professor McGonagall observed
coolly as Lily and her friends entered the Transfiguration classroom and
quietly took their seats.
A few students laughed softly at
their Professor's words.
Knowing that excuses didn't work on
Minerva McGonagall, Lily smiled apologetically. "You're right, Professor. It's
unacceptable behavior. It won't happen
again."
Grinning, and being the most outspoken
of the Ravenclaw 5th years, Mandy slyly questioned, "Don't you want
my excuse, Professor?"
"I heard quite enough from you
during the first half of the year,
"There's plenty more to come." Mandy assured her.
"I'll try my hardest to contain my
excitement."
Everyone laughed at this, but Mandy
just shrugged with a smile, not discouraged in the least.
"If it's quite all right with you,
"I am without objections." Mandy confirmed, shaking her head.
Professor McGonagall smiled that
thin-lipped-barely-there smile of hers. "All right, then. Today's lesson is
not going to be exactly hands-on. As you
all know, my goal for the middle of next year is for each and every one of you
to be able to transfigure an every day inanimate object into an animal…a harmless
, docile animal. Therefore, beginning now, you are going to be
doing many assignments pertaining to this task. I want you to know as much as possible about the magic it involves before
you actually try it. I don't want any mishaps to occur when you
all make your attempts next year. So,
every now and then, I'll be assigning reading material and reports for you to
do in pairs, groups, or sometimes solely. Is everything clear so far?"
Everyone in class nodded obediently
in affirmation.
"Very well. Would it be too much
of a feat for you all to peacefully
break into pairs for your first assignment?"
The answer to her question was
clearly "no!"
Professor McGonagall nodded in consent
and the class noisily began to break
off into pairs. Lily took a few steps
toward Mandy, but her path to her friend was almost immediately blocked by Amos
Diggory.
"Hello, Lily." Amos greeted, grinning at her in what looked
to be a very flirtatious manner.
Uncomfortable, Lily inconspicuously
took a step away from him. Ignoring her
inclinations to flee, Amos edged closer to her.
Please,
don't say it. Please, don't say it.
"I thought that we
would make a good pair."
Damn.
Her refusal died
in her throat as he flashed her a pleading smile.
"All right. I guess that would be…er..nice."
As Amos led her to his seat, Lily
searched for Mandy to give her friend an apologetic smile. However, when her eyes met her best friend's,
Mandy laughed and pointed out Lily and her partner to Jenn, who winked jokingly
at Lily.
Trying to hide her sigh from Amos,
Lily covered it with a slight yawn.
He didn't seem to notice. Possibly because he was busy checking his
hair out in a hand held mirror.
"Sit down." He patted the chair next to him. Reluctantly, she slid into the seat.
"Your assignment this week is to
read pages 148-190 of your text and summarize it in a paper. You have the rest of the period to work on
this." Professor McGonagall announced,
before retiring to her chair to evaluate some 3rd year papers.
Lily sighed, not bothering with an
attempt to cover it this time, and opened up her book. Before she could start flipping the pages,
however, Amos closed it and pushed it away.
"I was hoping that we could talk
right now. We could always do the paper later."
Lily gulped, feeling very
awkward. This conversation was not going
anywhere good.
"So, I happened to speak with Rob
over the break and he informed me that you two decided to call it quits. First of all, I wanted to tell you that I'm
very sorry that it didn't work between you two (yea right, thought Lily). You
made a splendid couple. Secondly, I
wanted to tell you that, I think you've failed to notice it, but I've been harboring
quite a liking for you since the beginning of this year."
Lily nodded, not really trusting her
voice at the moment.
"So, when you…er…are ready to date
again, I'd love to take you for a butterbeer in Hogsmeade or something of the
like."
Lily bit her lip. She really didn't want to tell Amos about her
and James, for reasons beside the fact that it really wasn't any of his
business. Amos was good friends with
Robbie, and despite his own romantic notions toward Lily, would not fail to
inform him of a relationship she had with any other members of Hogwart's male
population. She planned on telling Rob
about her relationship with James, but she didn't want him to know quite yet,
and especially didn't want him to have to learn it from Amos Diggory. Yes, the only way to get out of the situation
that Amos had put her in was to completely forget about James for the moment.
"That's very sweet of you,
Amos. I'll be sure to consider
that." Lily smiled warmly at him.
"You know, Lily, I just knew that
we'd hit it off…didn't you?" Amos didn't
even wait for her answer before chuckling to himself and laying his hand on top
of her's on the table.
Lily laughed along with him, but
also gently reclaimed her hand and mumbled, "Not really.."
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
Fortunately for the boys,
considering that they had only gotten about 4 hours of sleep the night before,
they had a fairly easy schedule that day. In fact, the only classes they needed to attend were Care of Magical
Creatures and Defense Against the Dark Arts, which were both after lunch. Therefore, they found great satisfaction in
simply chatting and relaxing in the Gryffindor common room all morning.
"Is it almost time for bed?" Sirius questioned lazily, shifting his
position on the couch so that his head was resting on the armrest.
Remus raised his eyebrows, shooting
his friend a patronizing look. "Sirius,
it's barely
Sirius shrugged, completely unfazed
by his friend's comment. "Well, it just
seems like I've done so much today and it's time to rest. I feel like I just jogged around the castle 5
times."
"..when really the farthest he's so
much as walked today was from his bed
to that couch." James mused
thoughtfully.
"Liar," Sirius hissed, "I got a shower."
James chuckled slightly. "Uh, no,
you didn't."
Sirius's brows furrowed, a mixed
look of confusion and stubbornness in his eyes. "C'mon, Pete, tell 'em. I got a
shower!"
Peter shook his head. "Sorry, Padfoot."
Sirius let out a heavy sigh,
crossing his arms in an agitated manner. "Well, Jaaamess, I'm sorry
that I wasn't aware of the fact that you stalk me and know my whereabouts every
second of the day."
"Actually, I caught onto it mostly
when, after you woke up, you announced to us all, 'My good men, I'm not going
to get a shower today'." James smirked.
Sirius was now looking quite
miffed. "Some friends you lot are."
Joe was about to respond to his
comment when the sound of the portrait hole swinging open caught the attention
of the group.
"Hello, boys." Meredith Parkes drawled playfully, stepping
into the common room. She was joined by
3 other 5th year Gryffindor females-Mya Lang, Stacey Stetson, and
Diana Ambrose, all of which were greeted warmly by the boys.
Sirius winked at Remus as Meredith
casually strode over to the couch that James was occupying and sat down very close to him. James and Mary had dated on and off through
all of 4th year, and it was pretty much obvious to all the boys,
excluding James, that her efforts at keeping a close friendship with him were
based on ulterior motives. It wasn't
quite as if Mary was completely discreet with her subtle flirtations
either. James's lack of awareness of the
situation could be attributed only to the fact that he tended to not assume
many things when it came to women.
"How was your break?" Mary asked, directing the question to all of
them, but leaning towards James in a way that informed the rest that his was
the only answer she was interested in.
"Yes, boys, how was your break?" Stacey
questioned, "Any pranks we should know
about? Any snogging that we'll find out about?"
"Alas, ladies, besides the
occasional ruffling of Heather's feathers, I didn't see much action. Especially not in the snogging
department. I think subconsciously I was
trying to keep all the spotlight on Heather."
Joe snorted. "Yes, that's exactly why you hit on Mandy
every chance you got."
Sirius glared at him. Honestly,
his friends could not keep their mouths shut.
Stacey raised her eyebrows
judgmentally. "Mandy? As in Mandy McQueen?"
"I really don't see how my attempts
at keeping up a social life are of interest to you, Stace." He replied offhandedly.
"They're not. I was merely asking a question. Last time I checked, being well informed
isn't exactly something that will land you in Azkaban." She shot back.
Sirius and Stacey had always had a
very special relationship. When they weren't flirting conspicuously,
they were prone to offer each other nothing above bluntness and open hostility
on the social scale.
Sensing that their conversation
needed to take a different turn, James decided to bring Diana into the
conversation.
"Di, were you with Frank over
break?"
At the mention of Frank Longbottom's
name, Diana's face positively lit up. Diana had been friends with the 7th year quidditch captain
for a very long time. They had always
gotten along very well. Just recently,
however, their friendship had started to blossom into something more
intimate. Therefore, for about a month
now, Diana had been down right smitten.
"Well, I only got to spend a little
bit of time with him. He's always been
very passionate about the idea of being an Auror, so my father set up a few meetings
between him and Alastor Moody. From what
I've heard, it went quite well."
"I can't believe Frank will be graduating
just months from now." James mused. Frank had always been a very close confidante
of James's. They had developed a strong
trust in each other in their early years at Hogwarts due to their mutual involvement
in the Gryffindor quidditch team.
James's comment seemed to dampen
Diana's spirits a little, for the her smiling expression faltered slightly when
he mentioned Frank's pending departure from Hogwarts.
Frustrated that she wasn't getting
any of James's attention, Mary quickly interrupted his conversation with
Diana.
"James, would you mind taking a walk
with me? I didn't understand that Charms
assignment that Professor Flitwick gave us over the break. It would be great if you could help me
out. I'd be enormously grateful. Plus,
it's lovely outside. We could take a
stroll around the grounds while you explain the lesson."
"Er…couldn't we just work in
here?" James queried, trying not to
sound impolite, but really not wanting to leave his friends.
"C'mon, it'll be fun. It's been so long since we've hung out. Plus, I'm dying to hear about Heather's
wedding…and you're the cleverest boy
in our year."
"Gee, thanks, Mar." Sirius quipped.
"Help a friend out…" Mary encouraged.
"All right, Mar. Just give me a minute to go get my
cloak." James arose from the couch and
began to make his way up to the 5th year boy's dormitory.
"Wait up, James. I'm coming with you." Sirius yelled abruptly.
Mary raised her eyebrows
suspiciously at Sirius. "Sirius, James
is a big boy. I think he can go upstairs
by himself."
"He'll need my help, though." Sirius lied.
"Why?" Stacey queried, crossing her arms.
Sirius glared at her. While even he could admit that his
relationship with the much adored Mandy McQueen was somewhat love/hate, he was
sure that even when he couldn't stand Mandy, he still fancied her a great
deal. On the other hand, there was
Stacey. The majority of the time, he
disliked Stacey. The remainder of the
time he blamed on raging teenage hormones. In fact, he was quite certain that if Stacey wasn't attractive, he would
dislike her all the time.
"I…err….hid his cloak. For fun." He explained.
James didn't look like he bought
Sirius's story, but couldn't help but be curious about why Sirius felt the need
to accompany him to their dorm.
"Well, c'mon, then." He gestured for Sirius to follow him, while
the rest of the boys continued their conversation with the girls.
Once safely inside the dorm, Sirius
turned to James, his eyes wide, and exclaimed, "What the hell do you think you're
doing?!"
"Obviously nothing, Sirius, or I
wouldn't be doing it."
"Do you like the relationship you
have going with Lily?"
"Yes." James answered, feeling as if it was
practically a rhetorical question.
"Do you want to jeopardize that
relationship?"
"Of course not!" James defended.
"Well, then you can't go taking
casual walks around the school grounds with Mary!"
James gave his friend an aggravated
look. "Sirius, the last thing I need is
for Mar to get suspicious, start asking questions, and end up finding out about
Lily and me. I'm not telling anyone
until I know that Lil is OK with that. It's not going to hurt any to be a good friend. Plus, I highly doubt that Lily would mind me
helping a friend out with some homework. You forget that she's a Prefect. They think differently than
us."
"This isn't a time for jokes,
Prongs. Lily may not care if you help a
friend out with homework, but Mary is an ex-girlfriend. One who is very pretty and very attracted to
you."
James laughed. "Mary-attracted to me? Oh, c'mon, Sirius, give
me a break. That whole thing last year
with Mary and I was just nonsense. We're
not good for each other and we both know that. We're just friends. I have
absolutely no feelings for her, and I highly doubt that she has any for me."
Sirius crossed his arms, taking a
deep breath. "How can you honestly
believe that she doesn't like you?"
"She's just a friend."
"James, don't be a prat."
"Depends. Will you, in turn, stop being an utterly over
insinuative git?"
"James, this is not how
relationships work. Don't be dim."
James paused. "Listen, Sirius, I care about Lily a lot. You know that. I think that I
could really get into something serious with her. I would never do something to hurt her or
make her feel used, but I can't stop being a friend to Mary because of
her. It wouldn't be…proper..of me."
"Screw being proper. Do you want to keep your girlfriend or not?"
James seemed to ponder this for a
moment. It wasn't long, however, before
he strode over to his bed, retrieved his cloak, and made his way toward the
room's exit, stopping before he reached the door. "I'm not going to act guilty about this,
Sirius. I don't think there's anything
wrong about helping one of my female
friends out with an assignment."
"James-."
"I won't be long."
"Now, James-."
"Goodbye, Sirius." He then turned and strode out the door and
down to the common room.
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
Lily had been left behind after Arithmancy,
due to the fact that Professor Hinklestimp had felt the need to keep her in
class a little longer than everyone else because she wanted to show her next
year's text selection. At times, being
the Ravenclaw Prefect wasn't quite all it was cracked up to be. So, the girls had all headed off to lunch,
while she stayed behind and discussed Arithmancy books. This was what brought her to the situation
that she was currently in. She was
walking as fast as she could to lunch, given that she was late already, trying
her best to not mind the fact that she had no company.
"LILY!! Lily!! Hi, Lily!"
Then again, maybe she didn't want company.
Lily groaned unhappily as she turned
around, her eyes meeting the perky face of Bertha Jorkins.
"Hello, Lily." Bertha greeted, her voice innocent, yet
sneaky. Same old Bertha.
"Er….hey, Bertha." Lily quickened her pace a bit, not in the
mood for facing the Grand Inquisition in the form of Bertha Jorkin's daily
gossip garnering.
Speeding up didn't work, however,
for Bertha just hurried along beside her.
"So, Lilyyy….I'm very sorry about
you and Rob." She sympathized, her kind
smile exuding trust and comfort.
Lily rolled her eyes. She knew for a fact that Bertha was only
trying to make her confirm personal information by pretending that she was
already aware and certain of it. She was
not going to bite.
"Bertha, I'm already late for
class. I really don't have time to
chat."
Bertha ignored her previous comment,
not fazed by Lily's stubbornness in the least. "Oh, I suppose that you really aren't in the mood to talk about it. It's too soon, isn't it? I can obviously see that you're still in the
grieving stage."
Lily grinded her teeth
together. "I really don't think it's any
of yours, or the rest of the school's, business."
Bertha looked offended. "Why, Lily, I can't believe that you would
deny your classmates the right to know what's happening around them. You…you're withholding information!"
"I didn't witness a crime, Bertha."
"Oh, I just can't believe this. Ugh, and I thought that you genuinely cared
for your peers." Bertha scoffed.
Silence. Then, Lily sighed. "Bertha, if you must know, yes, I am no
longer involved with Robbie. There, you
have it. My social life is now your social life."
Bertha looked simply delighted. "Oh, I knew I could count on you, Lily! So you're back in the singles' pool, huh?"
Lily bit her lip. If she wasn't going to tell Amos about her
and James, she was most definitely not going to tell Bertha Jorkins.
"Y-yes.."
She had hesitated with her answer
for just a moment too long, though, and Bertha was now eyeing her suspiciously.
She gasped. "You're interested in someone else already?!"
"Well-."
Bertha's eyes widened. "You're already in a new relationship, aren't
you??"
Lily stopped walking and crossed her
arms. "I didn't say that!"
"Oh, but..you..you are."
Lily began walking again, even
faster than she'd been walking before. "Bertha, please-."
"Oh, today is just filled with
blossoming new couples." She gushed.
Lily groaned. Oh,
here we go.
"First, I see Aiden Star and Jessica
Shoesby heading into a closet, then I see Meredith Parkes and James Potter
strolling around out on the grounds, looking quite cozy, may I add.."
Lily froze. She slowly turned around to face Bertha,
trying to hide at least half of the shock that was consuming her entire body.
"Excuse me?"
Bertha giggled happily. "Oh, yes, they must be back together. You know, I think that's so sweet. Oh, and now you have someone, too. I better write all this down." Bertha pulled a knapsack off her shoulders,
retrieving a small sheet of parchment from it.
"Okay, so who are you dating and for
how long?" Bertha questioned.
Silence.
"Oh, c'mon Lily, you might as
well-."
Bertha looked up. Lily was gone.
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
"Look at that git. Just look at him. He's so…irritating." Sirius gestured intolerably at Severus Snape,
who, at the moment, was doing nothing more than eating his lunch and sharing
few and far between words with Evan Rosier.
"Not that I in any way approve of
Snape, but c'mon, Padfoot, he's just sitting there." Remus observed, his tone empathetic.
"Sirius, he's not doing anything wrong. Just leave him be." Mya Lang scolded, shaking her head at Sirius.
"Why I befriended the Gryffindor
Prefect, I have no idea." Sirius admitted to his friends, shoveling a
forkful of potatoes into his mouth and taking a long swig of pumpkin juice.
"You've done more than befriend her." James added with a mischievous wink.
"..and I believe the reason that you
befriended her was to get us off a little easier with rule breaking." Peter added helpfully.
Mya pushed a lock of her
"Oooohhh…score 1 for Mya." Joe laughed.
"Please, baby, you enjoyed it." Sirius commented airily, grinning at her.
Mya rolled her eyes. "Oh, honestly, Sirius."
"Mya darling, don't worry your
pretty little head over our affairs. We
know what we're doing." James assured
her.
"That's
what I'm afraid of."
Sirius laughed childishly. "She's a funny girl, that prefect of ours."
"Sirius, stop talking before I'm
forced to take 5 points away from my own house." Mya stated seriously, eyeing him
speculatively, as if waiting for him to make another snide quip.
"I'm done." He assured her.
She shook her head, then went back
to thoroughly perusing the pages of the book she was reading, Authority, Detentions, and a Badge-A
Prefect's Guide to…Being a Prefect.
"So, Sirius, when
do you plan on reuniting with Ms. McQueen?" Peter questioned suggestively, nudging him and winking.
"Obviously after she breaks up with
her boyfriend." Stacey pointed out
innocently, sure to direct her attention at that moment to the Ravenclaw table,
where Mandy seemed to be laughing delightedly at something Ryan Carson had just
said.
Not wanting to give Stacey the
pleasure of getting a rise out of him, Sirius brushed her comment off as airily
as possible.
"I give my women room to
mingle." He joked. The boys laughed casually at the quip, but a
smirking Stacey raised her eyebrows victoriously at him before rejoining the
conversation she'd been having with Diana and Mary.
James nudged his friend. "Don't let it bother you."
"Who says I'm bothered? In fact, I think we should go say 'hi'." Sirius suggested enthusiastically, his voice
a little off beat.
"Sirius-." Remus tried to protest, but his friend had
already gotten up.
"C'mon, boys. You know you want to…go talk to your
girlfriends." He whispered that last
part so none of the girls would be privy to his friend's currently secret
relationships.
"Want to what?" Mary queried.
"Want to go steal some pudding from the Ravenclaw table." James adlibbed, grinning confidently.
"Uh, James, we…err..have
pudding." She pointed out.
"I don't like that kind." He lied, taking a quick glance at the
chocolate mousse pudding on the table, his favorite
dessert.
"Why not?" Mary prodded.
"I'm..allergic."
"Well-."
"OK..if 20 questions is over, we're
going to be on our way." Sirius
interrupted, pulling James away from their table. Joe had already abandoned the Gryffindors and
had been sitting with Violet for the past 5 minutes, while the other boys were
waiting patiently for James and Sirius to join them.
James was about to thank Sirius for
getting him out of a very long explanation when he caught sight of Lily
Evans. Even though it had only been
about a day and a half since he'd last seen her, it felt like it'd been
weeks. At the moment, she was conversing
with Jenn. Jenn must have said something
amusing, for Lily giggled, brushing her hair out of her eyes and smiling
brightly. God, he loved that smile. God, was he getting too mushy.
He cleared his throat. Lily looked up and that beautiful smile he'd
been admiring just seconds before vanished.
The girls all eyed Lily nervously.
"Hello." She answered coolly.
"Hey," Jenn mouthed to Remus, blowing him a kiss.
Remus put a finger to his lips,
winked at her, and mouthed back "Hey."
"Err…hi, Sirius." Mandy greeted, failing miserably to flash him
a comfortable smile. Truth be told, she
wasn't exactly happy with the position she was currently in. Her boyfriend was at her side, and the guy
she'd been trying to push away her feelings for for over 2 years was across
from her.
"Hey, Mand."
"Hey, Black." Ryan Carson leaned forward instinctively,
extending his hand to Sirius.
Sirius shook it politely, his eyes
darting back and forth between Mandy and Ryan.
Unsure of Lily's motivations for
completely ignoring him, James leaned forward so that his hands were resting on
the table. He was now almost eye level
with her.
"Lil, can we talk?"
Lily glanced up at him, her face
expressionless. "Sure. Talk away."
He tilted his head slightly in
agitation. "What's going on?"
Before Lily could answer, their
conversation was interrupted by a loud beep.
Sarah chuckled softly and rolled up
the sleeve of her robes. "Watch."
"Is it time to go?" Lily questioned anxiously.
"Either that or it's time to wake
up." Sarah joked, trying to lighten the
mood.
The group still remained
unnecessarily uncomfortable. She
shrugged apologetically.
"Not funny."
As all the Ravenclaws began to stand
up, James quickly caught Lily by the arm.
"Really, Lily, we need to talk."
"I have class. I'll speak to you
later."
James sighed in defeat. "Fine. What class are you going to?"
Lily's eyes narrowed, giving him the
impression that she obviously was so angry with him that even a few simple
questions from him was enough to irritate her.
"Care of Magical Creatures." She answered shortly.
James grinned. "Looks like we'll be talking sooner, then."
Lily looked more than a little put
out.
"Lily, what's going on?"
"Can we just go to class?" She
snapped.
He nodded in response, looking to
Remus for help. All Remus could do,
however, was shrug.
What
the hell had happened?
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
The Care of Magical Creatures class
that day was being held in a dull, unoccupied classroom, instead of out on the
school grounds, as per usual. The class
was, due to the unfortunate absence of Professor, on hiatus for the next couple
of weeks. Therefore, the teacher
overseeing the class had promptly separated it into groups and issued them the
assignment of explaining, in detail, the life of a flobberworm. Luckily, James had had the good fortune of
being put into a group that not only included a sullen Lily, but also Jenn and
Remus, who would serve well as mediators if in fact Lily decided to explain her
sudden change of attitude toward him.
"Okay, I guess it would be helpful
to just start at day 1 of a flobberworm's existence." Remus justified, flipping through the pages
of his textbook.
"It does the same thing on day 1
that it does on every single other day of its life. Just squiggle around, taking up space." Jenn grumbled.
"This assignment is nonsense. Honestly, you'd think that Professor-Waste-of-Time over there could come
up with something more productive for a 5th year class. Third years could accomplish this!" Lily spat, dipping her quill into a tiny pot
of ink.
The other three all gave her curious
looks. Lily was not the type to
criticize school work, or even more importantly, a teacher. She was certainly demonstrating some very odd
behavior.
"Let's just do this and be done with
it. We should appreciate that we're
being given a break so late in the year. Usually, by now the difficulty level of lessons is up to its highest
point." James reasoned, hoping that his
comment wouldn't encourage any snide remarks from Lily.
No dice. "You sure do like breaks, huh? In fact, I'm surprised you even waited for a
'break' in this class. Seems to me like
you just take them whenever you so desire."
James raised his eyebrows at her,
his eyes widening in surprise. "Excuse
me?"
"You heard what I said."
Remus and Jenn exchanged a look.
"I really should go ask what type of flobberworm she wanted us
to..er…describe. You never do
know." Jenn mused.
"Good idea. I think that I should make sure I'm using the
right type of ink. Some people are
awfully picky about that."
"What a coincidence. Let's go." Jenn grabbed Remus's arm and led him away from their table as quickly as
possible.
Lily sighed as she watched them go. "I'm sorry."
"Lily, whatever you were upset
about, there's no need for you to apologize to me because-."
Lily glared pointedly at him. "I was not apologizing to you, but just stating that I was sorry
to scare away the only good company I had at the moment."
James bit his lip to keep from
retorting. "Enough's enough, Lily. If you're going to keep shooting curt
comments at me, you can at least explain yourself."
She crossed her arms, astonished by
his ignorance. "I can't believe you have
the nerve to request that."
"I have the right to at least know
what I did!"
"Nothing like twisting the knife by
pretending to be oh-so-adorably-innocent, huh?"
"Lily, I honestly wouldn't be asking
you if I knew. I fail to see the
entertainment in pointless conversation." If she was going to be coldly proper with him, he was going to give her
back exactly what she was dishing out.
She glared at him. "Fine. You want to know why I think you're a complete prat?"
He flashed her a mocking smile. "Indulge me, why don't you?"
"Well, I happened to run across
Bertha Jorkins earlier and you'll never guess what she saw today!"
"Aiden and Jessica are together now,
yes, I know." James answered shortly.
Lily's eyes narrowed. "Funny."
"Are you going to explain yourself or
just criticize another part of my personality?"
Lily smiled sweetly at him. "Forgive me, dear, where did I leave off?"
He smirked just as mockingly back at
her. "I believe you were in the middle
of a stimulating talk with the brilliant conversationalist that is Bertha Jorkins."
"Correct. Bertha was busy going over her daily gossip
with me when she just happened to let it slip that she observed a certain arrogant Gryffindor snuggling up to his
ex-girlfriend, Meredith Parkes."
James's jaw dropped instantly. He quickly regained composure, though, so as
to defend himself.
"First of all, I wasn't 'snuggling'
with her. I believe we can accredit that
little detail to Bertha's vivid imagination. Second of all, I was only walking with her because she asked me to help
her with some homework and thought it would be nice to go for a stroll. Last time I checked, its not completely
horrible to help a friend out with homework. Lastly, I never thought of you as the type of person who would believe
BERTHA JORKINS over someone who honestly cares about you."
Lily studied him carefully. "She's your ex-girlfriend, James. What do you expect me to think? Every bit of information I can think of points
to you being a dishonest git."
"Do you trust me at all?"
"I did, but I just don't know
anymore! The more I think about it, the
more I realize how stupid it was to think that I could instantly turn some
little fling into a serious relationship. I don't even know you. I realize that its unfair for me to
immediately write you off as an insensitive prat as soon as I hear one bad
thing about you, but you yourself told me that you weren't the greatest person you could be here. I just…I just don't know what to make of
you."
"Lily, when I said that to you I
meant that in the past I haven't been
the best boyfriend ever. It didn't mean
that I intended on carrying that quality into whatever relationship we were
starting."
Lily looked as if she was at a loss
for words. She took a quick glance
around, trying to deduce how many people were currently listening in on their
conversation.
Every single person, including
Professor Googleton, was staring openly at her and James.
The class's transfixion with the
argument was interrupted when Frank Longbottom entered the classroom, quickly
surveying his surroundings.
"Yes, Mr. Longbottom?" The professor queried.
"Professor Dumbledore would like to
speak with
Mandy, who had been having what
looked to be a serious conversation with Sirius, looked up.
"You're excused from the remainder
of class, Miss McQueen. Please don't
keep the headmaster waiting, and kindly bring
Lily reddened slightly, a touch of
her real personality showing. She eyed
James for a few seconds before whispering, "We'll talk later."
With those last words, she retrieved
all her books and headed out of the classroom with Frank Longbottom and Mandy.
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
Lily sighed miserably as they
stepped onto the enchanted swiveling staircase that led up to Professor
Dumbledore's office.
"First time you've ever been up here
for bad reasons, huh?" Frank queried,
slightly amused.
Lily nodded.
"She's a prefect." Mandy explained matter-of-factly.
"What happened back there in class
that made Professor Googleton send you out?"
"I was…err..causing a
disturbance. I let my temper get a
little out of hand." Lily mumbled.
"Trouble in paradise." Mandy summarized.
"..and why are you on your way up
here, besides to clarify everything she says to me?" Frank questioned the blonde, smirking.
"Well, when you take that option
out, I really have no idea." Mandy quipped,
shooting a grin right back at him.
At that moment, they arrived at the
top of the staircase and Frank led them into the office. Professor Dumbledore was no where to be seen,
but, sitting in a chair opposite his desk, was none other than Severus Snape.
"Well, if it isn't bad enough that
I'm forced to waste time sitting here while Professor Drecson is thoroughly
explaining to the rest of my class how to create a particularly complex potion, I'm now forced to spend
it with the best representation of all that Ravenclaw stands for."
"..and what exactly does it stand
for?" Mandy questioned, raising her
eyebrows inquisitively at him.
"The ability of one to think so
highly of themselves that they don't even need the rest of the student body to
place them on a pedestal, for they themselves already have."
"You've always been quite the bearer
of warm greetings, Severus." Lily
observed.
"I aim to please." He responded simply.
Before their conversation could be
continued, Professor Dumbledore entered the room from a door behind Snape.
"Thank you for finding
Frank grinned. "No problem, Professor..and thank you."
Before exiting the classroom, he
turned back toward Mandy and Lily. "I'll
be seein ya, girls."
"Bye, Frank." Lily waved with a small smile.
"See ya!" Mandy called out, before politely shifting
her gaze back towards Dumbledore. Not in
the least bit as nervous as Lily, Mandy joined Snape by sitting down
comfortably in an armchair.
"Good afternoon, Professor." She greeted.
Dumbledore was now behind his desk,
surveying the 3 students with interest.
"Good afternoon,
Lily smiled in relief. It didn't look like she was going to be in
any trouble.
"I'm sorry to interrupt your
meeting, Professor. Professor Googleton
asked for me to..er..accompany Mandy to your office."
"Well, it's no use putting a long
trip to waste. You may take a
seat." Dumbledore's eyes twinkled as he
said this.
Lily couldn't help but get the
feeling that Dumbledore knew she had left out a little of the truth in her
explanation. Nevertheless, she didn't
add anything to her previous statement, but instead nodded at him and sat in
the chair next to Mandy.
"I hope that everyone's first day
back has gone well so far?" Dumbledore
inquired.
"It's been all right." Lily assured.
"Great!" Mandy enthused.
"Not to be rude, Professor, but can
we hurry along with these pleasantries and get to the point of this impromptu
meeting? I was rather busy when I was
called here." Snape informed him.
"Good to here, and as you wish,
Mister Snape."
Mandy leaned forward in her chair,
eager to know what the headmaster wanted to discuss with her.
"I'm sure both of you are aware of
your own particular excellence in the subject of Potions."
Both Mandy and Snape nodded.
"I myself have to admit that you are
the first two people in quite a long time to excel in such a way at
potion-making. Therefore, Professor
Drecson and I have come to an agreement pertaining to the two of you. We believe that it is disrespectful toward
you both to keep you in a 5th year Potions class which you so
obviously exceed. Your mutual talents
have forced us to come to a very important decision regarding your respective
careers in this school. I am formally
extending to you the option of being placed in a 7th year Potions
class."
Mandy's eyes widened in excitement,
while Snape didn't even blink.
"My father shall be very grateful,
Professor. He's been insisting that I be
advanced to a more difficult class for years."
"..and you
"I-I don't even know what to
say. I'm..honored. Has this ever been done before?" Mandy questioned incredulously.
"Indeed, it has. Not in very many situations, though. You should be extremely proud that you both
display talent that is worthy of recognition and reward."
Lily was surprised that Mandy was
now looking slightly hesitant.
"Professor, don't the 7th
year students already have partners..and…what shall we work on next year if
we're taking a 7th year class now?"
Dumbledore didn't even have to think
about her question. "If you joined the 7th
year class, you and Mr. Snape would partner up. If you are able to pass the exam at the end of the year, Professor
Drecson has agreed to tutor you both privately if you wish to continue your
education. Otherwise, you may add
another class to your schedule next year."
"When can we get started?"
"As soon as possible. Professor Drecson wishes for you to meet with
her for private lessons all this week, during which she will teach you a few
significant potions that are taught in 6th year classes that you may
not know yet. She plans on bringing you
into a 7th year class by next week."
"I'm up for it, then. That is, if I have a willing partner." Mandy eyed Snape speculatively.
"I suppose that I am willing." Snape answered simply, a response that made
Mandy regard him curiously.
"Really?" She asked.
"It won't kill me to have to spend a
little time with you, as long as I am rewarded with the chance to further
nourish my education in potion-making."
"It's agreed, then." Professor Dumbledore stated.
Lily smiled at Mandy, happy that she
was being offered such an honor. She
couldn't help but think, however, that her new partnership with Severus Snape
was not going to amount to anything good.
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
Later that night, Lily made her way
up to the
It struck her as pathetically
amusing that on the night of her first day back, they couldn't be farther
apart.
As she reached the tower, her heart
soared expectantly as she observed the shadow of a male leaning up against the
wall.
"Hello?"
"Lily?!"
She gulped. Just when she thought her day couldn't get
any worse.
Robert Smith stepped into the light
that filtered out onto the tower from inside the castle, eyeing Lily curiously.
"What are you doing here?"
She tucked her hair behind her ears,
cautiously stepping forward.
"Well, this is-."
"Your spot. I know. I shouldn't have asked."
She nodded slowly. He smiled, trying to lighten the mood, and
took a seat upon the cold stone floor.
"Care to join me? I'm in a rather pathetic state at the moment,
but you don't look like
Lily smiled and walked over to him,
sliding down the wall and onto the space of floor next to him.
"Hot cider?" He asked, gesturing to the mug in his hands
and taking a sip of it. "Or rather, lukewarm cider?"
Lily accepted a mug graciously. After taking a long, slow sip, she cradled
the mug in her lap and looked over at him. "So, what are you doing up here on a rather cold spring night with a big
thermos of ever-cooling warm cider?"
Rob grinned. "I planned on being up here for a while."
She nodded as silence took over for
a few minutes.
"I'm sorry."
"I know," he assured her. "Could I, um, ask you a question?"
"Sure."
"Are you…with…Potter now?" He took his eyes off of her as soon as he got
the question out.
"I don't know." She admitted honestly.
"I don't mean to pry, but….can I
pry?"
Lily laughed softly. "You have the right to."
"What happened?"
Lily paused for a moment. "I just don't think I know him the way I
thought I knew him. Pretty stupid that I
even thought I knew him in the first place, considering I only just started
talking to him 2 weeks ago."
"I doubt that, considering that in
all the years I've known you, you haven't once made a bad decision."
"I just…I don't think he wants to be
with me. I feel horribly stupid for
assuming that a week's worth of a relationship put me in the position of an
official girlfriend. Don't get me wrong,
he did ask me, but-."
At that moment, Lily seemed to
realize exactly who she was talking to.
"Oh, for Merlin's sake, I'm sorry
Rob. I shouldn't be telling you this-."
She cut herself off, bringing her
knees up into her chest and laying her head upon them, a mass of red locks covering
her entire face.
"Lily…" He reached over and gently
stroked her hair.
She looked up at him, her cheeks
stained with tears.
"Don't be so understanding." She ordered.
"Lily, look at me." He demanded softly.
She drew away from her legs and sat
up straight, looking him straight in the eye.
"How do you feel about James
Potter? Don't spare me at all, just tell
me honestly."
She paused. She couldn't do this to Robbie. No, she wouldn't hurt him anymore than she
already had. Did he really want to know,
though? Would this help her?
They both ended up speaking at the
same time.
"Lily, just tell-."
"I'm drawn to him."
"What?" He insisted.
"Every part of me is so completely
drawn to him..on every level." She
admitted honestly.
He paused. "Then why are you here with me?"
Lily seemed to be completely caught
off guard by this statement. She looked
down at her knees again, deep in thought.
Why,
indeed?
*grins* and I'll
leave you right there for now….
Author's*Note-I was
very nervous about taking them back to Hogwarts, in an environment that I can't
really make up or control. I hope I did
all right and was up to par with my writing. I really hope you all enjoyed the first chapter of this. Don't kill me for the cliffhanger! As you know, reviews are greatly
appreciated..thanks for reading!
*I have mid-terms next week, but I'm
going to try to get Chapter 2 out next weekend. *everyone groans that they're not gonna get the next chapter for at
least 2 months* It's NOT going to be an
extremely long wait..I promise to try my hardest to get out as quickly as
possible!
cP*
