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Losses and Gains
Ch.1 - The Night Under The Stars
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The night was still. He sat under the sky in peaceful thought. The deep mauve sky was so tranquil with a thin blanket of stars over it. The red headed ex-samurai lifted his head and barely opened his eyes. He felt a presence in the area; right behind him.
"I couldn't sleep." A soft voice spoke. "What about you?"
He took awhile to answer.
"I just wanted to see the night sky." He stood up and turned to face her. The young girl's hair resembled that of the sky as it swayed slightly in the wind. The pearly moon reflected its shine in her beautiful sapphire eyes. Silence set upon them. Then, he spoke.
"I don't know why I look at it in the first place." He paused again. "Because you look just like it; beautiful and innocent."
Her cheeks turned a deep red. He smiled at her.
"Kenshin?"
"Hmm?"
"Do remember our promise?" the raven-haired girl asked him.
"Of course. I promised that I would never leave you to become a wanderer again. Why do you ask?" curiosity was written all over his face like a child wondering about everything in the world.
"Oh, no reason." She gave him a reassuring smile.
"You wouldn't leave me, Kaoru-dono, would you?"
Kenshin thought he saw a flick of angry gleam in her eyes. He forgot that she hates it when he calls her that.
"Ah, gomen nasai." He innocently scratched the back of his head, grinning.
"It's alright." She told him. "Kenshin, I would never leave you either."
"Well, that's good to know." He smiled at her. "I must confess, though. The real reason I am awake is that I couldn't sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about you."
Kaoru stood, shocked, her mouth slightly open. "Demo."
'Does this mean.?' she thought to herself. It couldn't be. After all this time, she had loved him so badly, that it hurt. Had her dream become a reality?
"Onegai, Kaoru. Let me finish." The raven-haired girl abruptly shut her mouth. "Ever since the first day I had seen you, I had grown feelings toward you. But I didn't want to tell you back then because I wasn't sure about my feelings-if they were actually there or not. I was also afraid or your rejection." He looked at the speechless Kaoru, waiting for an answer.
"Kenshin!" she exclaimed. "You don't know how long I have wanted you to say that. I have had the same feelings. Demo, I thought you would react coldly towards me if I had confessed to you." She walked at a fast pace toward him but stopped only a few inches apart from him.
For that moment in time, sapphire and amethyst met. Before leaning in, Kaoru whispered "Aishiteru." Following suit, Kenshin bent his head down and enclosed his mouth on hers. He parted her lips open and slid his tongue in and they began to wrestle with their tongues. At the same time, Kenshin wrapped one arm around Kaoru's waist and the other was placed on her back. He picked her up effortlessly and brought her inside, towards her room. Sanosuke's room was right next door.
'Gomen nasai, Sano, if you don't get any sleep tonight.' The red headed samurai thought to himself.
He arrived just outside Kaoru's room; he slid the door open with his free hand and closed it. Suddenly, the raven beauty broke apart from their session.
"Kenshin, are you sure about this?" he asked.
He nodded.
"With you, of course." He smiled at her. "I've been wanting to do this with you. You are very special to me."
"I feel the same." She replied.
Once again, they continued to kiss each other, passionately. Kenshin laid Kaoru down on the futon and undid the bow on the back of her kimono. The collar began to slide apart, revealing her cleavage. The pale moonlight poured over Kaoru's cream colored skin. Kenshin began to leave a trail of kisses, starting from her lips, down the side of her neck and then to her collarbone. He could feel her shivering from his kisses. He slid the clothing off her shoulders, exposing her creamy breasts. The red headed rurouni caressed them ever so gently, making Kaoru shiver even more. He could here her heavily breathing. Kenshin decided to tease her a bit.
He kissed her breast softly and then went to her nipple. She let out a quiet moan.
"Kenshin." she whispered. "Don't tease me."
He chuckled. Kenshin gave a flick of his tongue at her nipple. She let out another moan-this time, louder.
"Onegai, Kenshin." She pleaded.
He wasn't going to show her any mercy. This was for all those times she would thwack him on his head or because he would accidentally run in on her while taking a bath.
Kenshin enclosed his mouth on her bud and began to swirl his tongue around it. Kaoru gave an even louder moan this time. At the same time, he caressed her left breast. The red head could feel himself harden at the tanuki girl's erotic moans. Soon afterward, they both began to wildly kiss each other. Kenshin had never felt this way about Tomoe. With Kaoru, it was different.
The red head felt a sudden tugging at his gi. It was Kaoru, trying to get it off him. He unfastened it and let it slid down his arms, exposing his small, but well chiseled chest (A/N: I couldn't think of the right words to say at the time.) He then stripped the maiden's body of her articles of clothing. Now, they were both completely bare. Without warning, Kaoru suddenly lifted her upper body, and swung her arms around Kenshin's neck, giving him the fieriest kiss of the night. Not even could the rurouni compare to that kiss. As she parted from the kiss, she looked deeply into his violet eyes and gave a smile, with a curt nod afterward. As if reading her mind, he fully understood what she meant by her gestures.
Kenshin slowly parted her soft, creamy legs and inserted his firm length in her. Trying to be at his most gentle, he carefully tried not to hurt her in any way. As he was half way through, Kaoru let out an abrupt scream. He diverted his attention to her and noticed fresh tears running down her cheeks.
"Kaoru." he trailed.
She just shook her head. "Kenshin, I want you to give me your all. I want my first time to be special with you." A half smile formed on her peach lips.
He looked at her with sympathy in his violet eyes. He must make this the best for the both of them. He bent down and kissed her with such extreme passion that Kaoru felt as if she were an ice cube melting in the hot desert sun. She returned by sliding her tongue in his mouth, just as before. Kenshin broke away once more and spread her legs just a bit more. Then, with one quick movement, he thrust himself in her. Kaoru let out a piercing scream, followed by more tears. The ex-samurai quickly muffled her cry with another kiss while slowly pumping in and out of her.
'Kami-sama, I hope no one wakes up after that, that I don't.'
Kaoru began to feel the pain slowly washing away as sweet pleasure began to roll in. Her body was racked with pleasure by now. This is how she exactly wanted this to happen. She had wanted this more than anything; to be with her first love. She yearned for this more than if Yahiko actually started to be kind to her or Sanosuke starting to pay back for all those times she let him loaf around in the dojo. Her dreams had finally become a reality.
Kenshin began to quicken the pace, as he became aware that the raven-haired girl wasn't in pain anymore. Her moans and groans were fueling his fiery passion even more. He began to thrust in her more rapidly, feeding her desire as well. The rurouni felt her passage become tighter with every thrust he gave. He too felt his seed soon arriving.
"Ah, Kenshin!" she cried.
She bucked her hips and gripped the sheets of the futon as hard as she could. He gave his strongest thrust in her and the both released their seeds at the exact moment. Kenshin threw his head back with a grunt, as Kaoru also gave a less than loud scream. Finally, they both sighed and collapsed on top of each other. Kenshin looked in his second loves' eyes. They were the most beautiful blue he had ever seen. Kaoru looked in his violet eyes. She knew she loved this man and had no regrets at what she had just done. Whatever his, past she didn't care. All she cared about was him and their love.
"Kenshin?" she whispered softly.
"Hmm?" he replied his eyes almost closed.
"Aishiteru."
"Aishiteru, Koishii." He softly said.
He looked at her once more and smiled. She had already fallen asleep.
~*~
The sun's rays flowed through the room's window, onto the red head. He winced at the glare that nagged him to open his eyes. They remained tightly shut. The rurouni suddenly sensed that he was not in his room.
He remembered his very vivid and strange dream that he had last night. He had dreamt that he was sitting under the stars when Kaoru had joined him. They both confessed their love to each other and they stared to kiss. Then the strangest part was that afterward, he had made love to her. His body felt a bit stiff. His dream felt so real though.
There was a very sweet fragrant lingering in the air. It was lavender; the scent of Kaoru. The rurouni couldn't stand the sunshine disturbing his sleep, so he finally opened his eyes.
'Nani?!' Kenshin's eyes flew wide open.
He wasn't in his room!
'So I did spend the night with her.' He concluded. He smirked. 'But I admit it was a spectacular night, that it was.'
Still smiling, he turned over to face the angelic beauty. He gasped.
"Oro?"
The side of the futon was empty. Kaoru was gone.
..::~*~::..
Author's Notes: so how was it? This is my first Rurouni Kenshin fic, mind u. but this isn't the first lemon I've written, oh no. but, I admit, I still need practice, ne? anyways, pleez tell me wat u think. Im not going to tell anything more about the plot because I wouldn't want to spoil it for you. Oh yea, also, this will NOT be a KxK story, I repeat, this will NOT be a KxK fic! I just needed the beginning to be Kaoru and Kenshin to fit along with the story. So pleez, in upcoming chapters I would really like it if I didn't get flames saying "u suck! KxK r the best!" because I will just ignore it. U have been warned. I don't really expect this fic to go too far, anyways. It was just an idea that popped in my head^_^. Oh yea, here's a list of the Japanese words I used in this chap:
Onegai - Please
Aishiteru - I Love You (u should already kno that)
Gomen Nasai - Very Sorry
Demo - But
Futon - those flat beds they use
Ch.1 - The Night Under The Stars
~*~
The night was still. He sat under the sky in peaceful thought. The deep mauve sky was so tranquil with a thin blanket of stars over it. The red headed ex-samurai lifted his head and barely opened his eyes. He felt a presence in the area; right behind him.
"I couldn't sleep." A soft voice spoke. "What about you?"
He took awhile to answer.
"I just wanted to see the night sky." He stood up and turned to face her. The young girl's hair resembled that of the sky as it swayed slightly in the wind. The pearly moon reflected its shine in her beautiful sapphire eyes. Silence set upon them. Then, he spoke.
"I don't know why I look at it in the first place." He paused again. "Because you look just like it; beautiful and innocent."
Her cheeks turned a deep red. He smiled at her.
"Kenshin?"
"Hmm?"
"Do remember our promise?" the raven-haired girl asked him.
"Of course. I promised that I would never leave you to become a wanderer again. Why do you ask?" curiosity was written all over his face like a child wondering about everything in the world.
"Oh, no reason." She gave him a reassuring smile.
"You wouldn't leave me, Kaoru-dono, would you?"
Kenshin thought he saw a flick of angry gleam in her eyes. He forgot that she hates it when he calls her that.
"Ah, gomen nasai." He innocently scratched the back of his head, grinning.
"It's alright." She told him. "Kenshin, I would never leave you either."
"Well, that's good to know." He smiled at her. "I must confess, though. The real reason I am awake is that I couldn't sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about you."
Kaoru stood, shocked, her mouth slightly open. "Demo."
'Does this mean.?' she thought to herself. It couldn't be. After all this time, she had loved him so badly, that it hurt. Had her dream become a reality?
"Onegai, Kaoru. Let me finish." The raven-haired girl abruptly shut her mouth. "Ever since the first day I had seen you, I had grown feelings toward you. But I didn't want to tell you back then because I wasn't sure about my feelings-if they were actually there or not. I was also afraid or your rejection." He looked at the speechless Kaoru, waiting for an answer.
"Kenshin!" she exclaimed. "You don't know how long I have wanted you to say that. I have had the same feelings. Demo, I thought you would react coldly towards me if I had confessed to you." She walked at a fast pace toward him but stopped only a few inches apart from him.
For that moment in time, sapphire and amethyst met. Before leaning in, Kaoru whispered "Aishiteru." Following suit, Kenshin bent his head down and enclosed his mouth on hers. He parted her lips open and slid his tongue in and they began to wrestle with their tongues. At the same time, Kenshin wrapped one arm around Kaoru's waist and the other was placed on her back. He picked her up effortlessly and brought her inside, towards her room. Sanosuke's room was right next door.
'Gomen nasai, Sano, if you don't get any sleep tonight.' The red headed samurai thought to himself.
He arrived just outside Kaoru's room; he slid the door open with his free hand and closed it. Suddenly, the raven beauty broke apart from their session.
"Kenshin, are you sure about this?" he asked.
He nodded.
"With you, of course." He smiled at her. "I've been wanting to do this with you. You are very special to me."
"I feel the same." She replied.
Once again, they continued to kiss each other, passionately. Kenshin laid Kaoru down on the futon and undid the bow on the back of her kimono. The collar began to slide apart, revealing her cleavage. The pale moonlight poured over Kaoru's cream colored skin. Kenshin began to leave a trail of kisses, starting from her lips, down the side of her neck and then to her collarbone. He could feel her shivering from his kisses. He slid the clothing off her shoulders, exposing her creamy breasts. The red headed rurouni caressed them ever so gently, making Kaoru shiver even more. He could here her heavily breathing. Kenshin decided to tease her a bit.
He kissed her breast softly and then went to her nipple. She let out a quiet moan.
"Kenshin." she whispered. "Don't tease me."
He chuckled. Kenshin gave a flick of his tongue at her nipple. She let out another moan-this time, louder.
"Onegai, Kenshin." She pleaded.
He wasn't going to show her any mercy. This was for all those times she would thwack him on his head or because he would accidentally run in on her while taking a bath.
Kenshin enclosed his mouth on her bud and began to swirl his tongue around it. Kaoru gave an even louder moan this time. At the same time, he caressed her left breast. The red head could feel himself harden at the tanuki girl's erotic moans. Soon afterward, they both began to wildly kiss each other. Kenshin had never felt this way about Tomoe. With Kaoru, it was different.
The red head felt a sudden tugging at his gi. It was Kaoru, trying to get it off him. He unfastened it and let it slid down his arms, exposing his small, but well chiseled chest (A/N: I couldn't think of the right words to say at the time.) He then stripped the maiden's body of her articles of clothing. Now, they were both completely bare. Without warning, Kaoru suddenly lifted her upper body, and swung her arms around Kenshin's neck, giving him the fieriest kiss of the night. Not even could the rurouni compare to that kiss. As she parted from the kiss, she looked deeply into his violet eyes and gave a smile, with a curt nod afterward. As if reading her mind, he fully understood what she meant by her gestures.
Kenshin slowly parted her soft, creamy legs and inserted his firm length in her. Trying to be at his most gentle, he carefully tried not to hurt her in any way. As he was half way through, Kaoru let out an abrupt scream. He diverted his attention to her and noticed fresh tears running down her cheeks.
"Kaoru." he trailed.
She just shook her head. "Kenshin, I want you to give me your all. I want my first time to be special with you." A half smile formed on her peach lips.
He looked at her with sympathy in his violet eyes. He must make this the best for the both of them. He bent down and kissed her with such extreme passion that Kaoru felt as if she were an ice cube melting in the hot desert sun. She returned by sliding her tongue in his mouth, just as before. Kenshin broke away once more and spread her legs just a bit more. Then, with one quick movement, he thrust himself in her. Kaoru let out a piercing scream, followed by more tears. The ex-samurai quickly muffled her cry with another kiss while slowly pumping in and out of her.
'Kami-sama, I hope no one wakes up after that, that I don't.'
Kaoru began to feel the pain slowly washing away as sweet pleasure began to roll in. Her body was racked with pleasure by now. This is how she exactly wanted this to happen. She had wanted this more than anything; to be with her first love. She yearned for this more than if Yahiko actually started to be kind to her or Sanosuke starting to pay back for all those times she let him loaf around in the dojo. Her dreams had finally become a reality.
Kenshin began to quicken the pace, as he became aware that the raven-haired girl wasn't in pain anymore. Her moans and groans were fueling his fiery passion even more. He began to thrust in her more rapidly, feeding her desire as well. The rurouni felt her passage become tighter with every thrust he gave. He too felt his seed soon arriving.
"Ah, Kenshin!" she cried.
She bucked her hips and gripped the sheets of the futon as hard as she could. He gave his strongest thrust in her and the both released their seeds at the exact moment. Kenshin threw his head back with a grunt, as Kaoru also gave a less than loud scream. Finally, they both sighed and collapsed on top of each other. Kenshin looked in his second loves' eyes. They were the most beautiful blue he had ever seen. Kaoru looked in his violet eyes. She knew she loved this man and had no regrets at what she had just done. Whatever his, past she didn't care. All she cared about was him and their love.
"Kenshin?" she whispered softly.
"Hmm?" he replied his eyes almost closed.
"Aishiteru."
"Aishiteru, Koishii." He softly said.
He looked at her once more and smiled. She had already fallen asleep.
~*~
The sun's rays flowed through the room's window, onto the red head. He winced at the glare that nagged him to open his eyes. They remained tightly shut. The rurouni suddenly sensed that he was not in his room.
He remembered his very vivid and strange dream that he had last night. He had dreamt that he was sitting under the stars when Kaoru had joined him. They both confessed their love to each other and they stared to kiss. Then the strangest part was that afterward, he had made love to her. His body felt a bit stiff. His dream felt so real though.
There was a very sweet fragrant lingering in the air. It was lavender; the scent of Kaoru. The rurouni couldn't stand the sunshine disturbing his sleep, so he finally opened his eyes.
'Nani?!' Kenshin's eyes flew wide open.
He wasn't in his room!
'So I did spend the night with her.' He concluded. He smirked. 'But I admit it was a spectacular night, that it was.'
Still smiling, he turned over to face the angelic beauty. He gasped.
"Oro?"
The side of the futon was empty. Kaoru was gone.
..::~*~::..
Author's Notes: so how was it? This is my first Rurouni Kenshin fic, mind u. but this isn't the first lemon I've written, oh no. but, I admit, I still need practice, ne? anyways, pleez tell me wat u think. Im not going to tell anything more about the plot because I wouldn't want to spoil it for you. Oh yea, also, this will NOT be a KxK story, I repeat, this will NOT be a KxK fic! I just needed the beginning to be Kaoru and Kenshin to fit along with the story. So pleez, in upcoming chapters I would really like it if I didn't get flames saying "u suck! KxK r the best!" because I will just ignore it. U have been warned. I don't really expect this fic to go too far, anyways. It was just an idea that popped in my head^_^. Oh yea, here's a list of the Japanese words I used in this chap:
Onegai - Please
Aishiteru - I Love You (u should already kno that)
Gomen Nasai - Very Sorry
Demo - But
Futon - those flat beds they use
